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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread v. To get drugged, or to not get drugged.

Tough call- open the box of illicit materials and don't stop till I am a shivering wreck in five days OR stick a straw in that huge bottle of gin OR find a funny film and make hot chocolate and keep eating valium till sleep comes? Home alone-tears haven't really stopped for no apparent reason for a few days now.

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<3

I chose gin and valium and more gin and xanax and some more gin...oh and some really appalling films. Tears stopped but sleep seems to have forgotten I exist. <3
 
Tough call- open the box of illicit materials and don't stop till I am a shivering wreck in five days OR stick a straw in that huge bottle of gin OR find a funny film and make hot chocolate and keep eating valium till sleep comes? Home alone-tears haven't really stopped for no apparent reason for a few days now.

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Shoulda invited me up for a cider and a cuddle. maybe ;p

Hope ya feel better soon & manage to get to sleep. woke up feeling strangely on the verge of waves of teary-ness myself earlier, then it went again and now i feel fine, dunno if its cos i haven't touched any benzos for a week+ or what, barley touched any party prescriptions either. i needs to man up haha
 
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Aghh Dan such a shame you are about a 7 hour car journey away else I would of..still no sleep-no stims since Wed nightish...I have such a high tolerance for all benzos and even z sleepers now that I am just going to stop..I can take so many and they have zero effect, not even as if I ever got any fun recreational use out of them anyway..always.
A natural lifelong insomniac who loves stims and is now seemingly immune to any safeish level of hypnotic/sleeper...brilliant. I think maybe it's serious make or break time rather than umm womaning up.

Doesn't help he has gone wild camping with the boyz and I am home alone. Aghh well more shit films and maybe a gin. <3 Hope you too feel better soon Dan. <3
 
^^ Don' go just stopping all those benzos CT inflo, it sounds like you've been hitting them quite hard, best to at least taper a bit even if you are having a few drinks
 
how doesn one "woman up"? seems to be pretty clear how one "mans up" - though i imagine we each have a specific idea of what that implies...
 
Understood Allein thanks. No idea how many I have been taking though and been mixing xanax, vallies and etizs some times all in one night..and amounts vary..I am not the face of HR right now..and I guess taking a fair amount of zapain aswell...and the odd cwe but for real pain not recreational. Wondering if I could try some amitriptaline for sleep for a while and just cutting right down the benzos..I have no idea what I am doing tbh.
 
@inflo - may be a good time to just not do any more drugs/alcohol for a bit until you get some things sorted... cant you call over someone to keep you company for a bit? human contact may do wonders... being alone at home with only powders and pills and drink around may be a dangerous recipe.

or just woman up and do some cleaning... get out of the house. keep your mind off drugs and on more "real" things
 
I went for 25mgs and I don't like it that much tbh. Very strong body high, shitty visuals. I really have to push for the beautiful, lovely visions I get from LSD. It just dosen't take me to the same places. Maybe shroomy stuff isn't for me, but it has such acclaim from people into psychedelics.
 
even strong doses of the (allegedly shit) 25i-nbome give me more beautiful, profound trips than this.
 
4 ACO DMT for me is different from mushrooms. Definetely worth doing at least one trip on libbies. I like the dreamy psychedelic state I get into on 4 ACO DMT.
 
in comparison to LSD, I got no where near the same level of beautiful, awe inspiring visuals from it. Just a strong body and mental high with light visuals. Is that shrooms are like? do they not give you those divine, lsd visions?

as I said, even the underrated 25i-nbome has given me LSD like trips, albeit with a much, much stronger bodyload.
 
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