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Doing the job you do whilst going through WD.. bloody hell englandz mate. truly admirable. that must be a nightmare of a struggle
 
blanket of physical and emotional warmth across me, slight grin, Springsteen is playing Nebraska, I have enough bud to kill Elvis. The llog burner is on and casting a glow out of the patio doors and into the back garden, the night is still but friendly shadows flicker, life is precious.
 
just snorted my last bit of MXE.

it's quite lovely at lower doses too. just nice and mellow and relaxing, makes you feel good and makes things more enjoyable. A shame I didn't get round to plugging or injecting, I really want to see what it's like.

But I just adore the M-hole. I can find the the K-hole a bit overwhelming, but for some reason, the MXE hole, even though in a lot of ways is MORE intense, crazy and world shattering, I don't ever find it to be too much really. I'm not sure I can explain what I mean. It sort of takes you with it and builds you up more, wheras K just throws you out there and feels much more physically overwhelming, if that makes sense.

But yeah, I love the utter madness of the M-hole, the crazy journey. I find doses like 70mgs to give me the typical M hole, where I fly through crazy worlds and dimensions (although the places themselves can often look very 'normal' if that makes sense?.) But doses like 120-140 mgs absolutely blast me out of anything. No sense of who I am, or what life before was like. I often have mad, mad visions of the afterlife, and things are just so strange but so profound and I shouldn't enjoy getting so out of reality and it certainly shouldn't be moreish but it is.

Does anyone else find MXE to be incredibly compulsive? And when you overdo it, the lovely afterglow is replaced by a sort of dirty, grimy residual stimulation and groginess that lasts absolutely ages, accompanied with never ending visuals. (even 7 or 8 hours after my last line yesterday I was having, full, lucid hallucinations where my curtains where people, whenever I closed my eyes I had insane rollercoaster visuals going though alien worlds, I couldn't type or make sense of words.)
 
I would hole, redose, hole and so on.

It would always leave me feeling so shitty. My ears wouldn't work properly the next day and it seemed there was a time delay between things happening and my eyes actually sending the signal to my brain. I very nearly got run over by a car on my way to work, so had to chose an alternative route to facilitate using.
 
Just read online that American States are struggling to find enough Hydromorphone and Midazolam for use in 'lethal injections'. Debate surrounding the death penalty, aside:
It does explain why I struggle to find HM/Midaz myself! =D
 
hexagram said:
just snorted my last bit of MXE.

it's quite lovely at lower doses too. just nice and mellow and relaxing, makes you feel good and makes things more enjoyable. A shame I didn't get round to plugging or injecting, I really want to see what it's like.

Does anyone else find MXE to be incredibly compulsive? And when you overdo it, the lovely afterglow is replaced by a sort of dirty, grimy residual stimulation and groginess that lasts absolutely ages, accompanied with never ending visuals. (even 7 or 8 hours after my last line yesterday I was having, full, lucid hallucinations where my curtains where people, whenever I closed my eyes I had insane rollercoaster visuals going though alien worlds, I couldn't type or make sense of words.)
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MXE is most definitely compulsive, because it's so brilliant. We've only ever had 2g bags at most at a time, but once it's opened, it's used until it's gone.

The afterglow for me is something that continues for about a week after finishing it. I feel happy, energetic, inspired, and motivated. It has been exactly one week since we last had any, and I actually still feel like that. I think it's called "happiness". :sus:

Eveleivibe said:
Doesn't MXE also have opiate affects.
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Yes, it sure does. Something something about part of it binding to the opioid receptors in the brain. You definitely feel less or zero pain in your usual painful bits when you're on MXE.
 
drunk. Are you ever tempted to reject mainstream society and run naked in the woods with the animals and a sheet of LSD?
 
I watch this thread like a starved animal, waiting for my turn :p

Hate you all. I've got at least another 4 weeks to go for my beloved mxe :sus:
 
Just the usual for me today. Had couple of bags of gear plus 1mg etizolam & 10mg diazepam. At the moment i am still in a fairly up & energised mood but within a few hours i shall be delightfully gouched out on the sofa watching tv but taking absolutely none of it in
 
Scotsman said:
What’s holding you up for a 4 week Mxe wait ??

At least your wonk receptors will be rested up ready for another pounding =D
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Call it Harm Reduction with bitterness, has to be done my man I love my mxe, hardly enjoy anything else these days, so the wait must be done to get my receptors and health back fully. I also have a mental health illness so I look after it with this too. So far I've been lucky x
 
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