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The EADD I'm Fucked MEGATHREAD - Slurp, Nom, Slurp, - stand up - aw shit- I'm Fucked

I'll sit on the fence until I can comprehend the garden then :D

Fact: I bought my first scales 2 months ago, never weighed a thing until then... bad HR...
 
ScotchMist said:
Fact: I bought my first scales 2 months ago, never weighed a thing until then... bad HR...
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I only bought scales for the first time in September to weigh out some md before meeting a certain someone for the first time. That was the only thing those scales ever got used for as whilst I was up to no good down in Exeter my mother discovered them and other assorted drug stuff in my room. So that was £5 gone.

Got another shit pair which tbh were fine for what I normally take (which I rarely measure anyway) but recently I treated myself to some £17 ones which are brill and something I've never regretted getting.

Fucked thread err... bit fucked after a sensible week. Still no booze but a bit of meph finished off and now more sensibleness till Wednesday's hijinks ;) aren't I the good girl these days.
 
Awh isn't it nice that you've all met decent friends not ones who use you n then drop you like a sac of s*** but decent, GOOD friends who are there through the bad not just when all happy-happy.

Summer when you seeing Dan next?

Speaking of a "true" friend has anyone seen MDB? Ahhhh. he's a nice person he is. Really is an honest person.

Evey
 
Currently fucked. Loving this mxe.
Just dont ask too much of me. Im shit at maths in this state but i could probably bake a cake or sew a wound
 
Eveleivibe said:
Awh isn't it nice that you've all met decent friends not ones who use you n then drop you like a sac of s*** but decent, GOOD friends who are there through the bad not just when all happy-happy.

Summer when you seeing Dan next?

Speaking of a "true" friend has anyone seen MDB? Ahhhh. he's a nice person he is. Really is an honest person.

Evey
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This Tuesday night :D

And most people are cunts. Not worth wasting your time with. I dont have many friends anymore because I'm not really that interested in most other people and I've grown tired of being let down. I might be different if I'd had better experiences with friends in the past and there are some lovely people out there but these days I'm not bothered enough to er... bother generally :p
 
Pinky_n_the_Brain said:
currently flying mouths like ganhdis flip fop , pupils are like saucers , loving life. whats this MXE all about then?
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enjoy <3

Have you ever taken ketamine? MXE is like that, except longer lasting, warmer and more opiate like, and less trippy in lower doses.

I personally prefer ketamine for lower/ mid-range doses, but find at 'hole' doses MXE is much warmer and the journey is more enjoyable. However, I think most people find it the other way round actually.
 
Being human is pretty neat.
we get language, music, philosophy. ...

Not to mention great sex and good food.
 
Eveleivibe said:
Yep. That's pretty much most people. Either pretend they care, listen to you, get something of you n drop ye or want info, act like they care when reay they just wanted info.
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I've thought about this kinda thing a fair bit over the years, I'm not good with friendships I tend to get pissed off with people at some stage and cut them off. I've concluded that the issue is people may not meet our expectations, do the things we want or say what we want them to say. I don't think this is because they don't give a shit, I've traveled to more countries than I care to count and people are generally beautiful the world over.

Relationships require understanding and tolerance, we have to want the friendship unconditionally and without expectation it is when this is mutual that it really works.

I tend to want too much from people and get easily tired of their frailties when mine are of at least equal messure but these days I avoid the resentment, for me I know the problems are with me not them.

I'm not saying some people don't do wrong from time to time but its generally wrong from our perspective and likely not such a big deal to them, a friend doesnt call when they said they would, we think they don't give a shit but they may well be more relaxed about such thing, got tied up and intended to call another time.

Give people the benefit of the doubt or accept their falings as you would hope yours would be.

This endeth today's sermon;)
 
I have a habit of taking things literally that a person says n harbering some major resentment if they don't forfull this. MDB has been helping me see a different way n gave some good advice.
For instance a person said they'd stay away from somewhere as they had upset me but then went back on this n could not understand why i was so upset. MDB said sometimes people cant help doing this as they think they can do something but later realise they cannot n that it's best to be understanding of it rather than harber onto resentment over it.

Lol @ serman. You're very wise, Allein :)

Evey
 
I talk the talk but that's about it.

Trying to read other peoples motivations is a tricky business, we all have to try but ultimately the human condition is singular and we can't possibly see from anothers perspective.

I got a new boss last year, couldnt stand the guy, always on my case, always being so aggressive and confrontational. The more I saw him that way the more everything he said was a problem. I met with him recently and started to understand that this was just how he was and actually he's OK and we are getting on much better now we understand each other better.

The notion that most people specifically set out to piss you off is both unrealistic and self fulfilling. I think that most people wouldnt want to be my friend so I form few friendships....your not alone in these feelings you just seem to vocalise them more than most, FWIW I try to keep that to a minimum until I've mulled things over and concluded I don't want much to do with them.
 
Oh yea that makes perfect sense. And in a way something similar to what Dr Wayne Dyer said in his book, The Powee of Intention. He said he'd dread going to the in-laws for Sunday dinner. But as soon as he tried to change these feelings n had a different perspective ie tried to look forward to the visits, they became more positive n he actually enjoyed their company a lot more.

Funny how our feelings,perceptions n the way we think can change a whole situation.

Shame I could not use it to fix one I'm in right now though.

Evey
 
hatred and negativity are slippery shape shifters...they're not just overt bitching they can manifest in passive aggression 'sarcasm', the 'silent treatment' eg ignoring someone, jokes angled at individuals, gossipping.. and more.

They're heavy and bring you right down in the end.

The thing is if you refuse to engage in the gossip/bitchin you can become the object of bitchin'..ostracized even. I think the best plan is to just walk away from it if you can.
 
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