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englandgz74 said:
Speculating and what he might or might not of taken isn't helpful admittedly but when someone posts that they've killed someone and are going to kill themselves that's about as worrying a post as it gets.

I wish there was more we could do to help that's all.

Here's hoping and praying that he'll be back on in a week or two safe and sound. Maybe everyone's right and I'm worrying about nothing but I think my concern is colored by some of the awful drug related things that I've seen recently and just don't want to see something bad happen to someone who seems a genuinely nice guy.

I hope when he does come back he can get some suitable help as he was very disappointed at what the drug/psychiatric services offered him last time around. Although I don't know the full details "new age shit and breathing exercises" was how he put it.

I'm sure your right though.....he'll probably be fine.
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Unfortunately there isn't much any of us can do without real contact with him. We can just hope it was a drug induced dellusion & he either knocked himself out with benzos or got picked up by the police/ambulance before causing real harm. He did mention doing a lot of ethylphenidate, which will cause psychosis, temporarily.

He's had problems with stimulants & benzos for quite a while, it's not the first time he's acted very strange. He definitely needs help & I don't think he'll be fine without getting the support he clearly needs, but I think (hope) the thing about killing somebody was a dellusion. At least I didn't notice anything on the news about a bath salt addict eating anybody's face in the last few days.
 
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DrGreenthumb said:
Unfortunately there isn't much any of us can do without real contact with him. We can just hope it was a drug induced dellusion & he either knocked himself out with benzos or got picked up by the police/ambulance before causing real harm. He did mention doing a lot of ethylphenidate, which will cause psychosis, temporarily.

He's had problems with stimulants & benzos for quite a while, it's not the first time he's acted very strange. He definitely needs help & I don't think he'll be fine without getting the support he clearly needs, but I think (hope) the thing about killing somebody was a dellusion. At least I didn't notice anything on the news about a bath salt addict eating anybody's face in the last few days.
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Yeah you're spot on, there's nowt we can do other than hope. He said he's taken a shit load of flubromazolam (I think that's how it's spelt), knocked himself out for several days and then took shit loads of EPH so he would be alert enough to dive out of the window if the cops came (got to love the logic).

I'm pretty sure the killing someone was a delusion mainly because he said he "had heard he'd killed someone due to something he'd said" (???????).

My main concern was that he didn't hurt himself really.

I was dead pleased a while back as I helped steer him towards treatment services but unfortunately it seems it wasn't successful
 
^^ he last posted (porn links) @ 6am today, I removed them as they were the sole content of the post and linked to dubious sites
 
Just seen he's posted some music links somewhere else, so alive & probably not killed anybody yet. He needs to learn to take it easy on the drugs.
 
I'm having the most pleasant afternoon that I've had for a long long time.
My xmas Etiz arrived this morning. Then neighbour said he was going to score so I gave him £10 to pick up a bag for me as well.
15 mins later he returned with my bag, pucker.Because I had looked after his flat for a few days while he was away he rewarded me with 60mg diazepam and enough weed for a couple of spliffs.
Got home, dropped 20mg & 1mg etiz. Then smoked my bag of heroin and made a spliff. First weed I've probably smoked this year.
Anyway I was trying to say how deliciously chilled out I feel. So damn relaxed, pleasure running through my brain and no aches or pains at all.
Beautiful, every day should feel like this.
 
Allein said:
^^ he last posted (porn links) @ 6am today, I removed them as they were the sole content of the post and linked to dubious sites
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Definitely sounds like an Eph binge in that case =D
I'm pretty close to asexual and usually horn-inducing substances (by others' account) do naff all for me in that regard, but Ethylphenidate has a remarkable capacity to induce.... well, "posting porn at 6am" sums it up better than I can. =D

OT: Took the plunge with BK-2CB again and I am just as impressed as ever. First few hours were insanely and rather obnoxiously visual - navigating Manchester Piccadilly at 6pm a week before Christmas whilst coming up on hard on a 2c-x compound was NOT my best idea ever, admittedly. 8(
As luck would have it, my train got cancelled and I had 2 minutes to run to the last train running anywhere within a 20 mile radius of my destination. Had a 6 mile walk home in the pissing rain. It seemed like the Universe thought "Alright, smartarse, fucking deal with this one then! :p ".

I do find this substance remarkable in its lucidity, in that I can converse freely without issue whilst my entire visual field is warping and melting. At least for the first few hours.
I have never uttered the phrase "mirrors can just get fucked" since my first 'shroom experience. There is certainly a very dark, demonic character to BK-2CB, I have read similar descriptions of DOC/DOB but I've never tried them. Actually, now that I think about it, this feels quite a lot like mushrooms, in that there is the capacity for it to get dark very, very quickly. Quite a lot of "what the fuck?" moments - especially with reflections as I noted before. I forgot about its tendency to warp my reflection into a demonic caricature and have had to resort to taking down or covering every mirror in my house like a mushroom first timer who was completely unprepared. 8(

I also forgot I'd changed my Xbox dashboard to a slideshow of Nazi Zombies... yeah, not what you want to turn your TV onto while tripping. Serves me right, I guess.
 
Was bk-2c-b not horn inducing at all? 2C-B is the most sexual drug I've ever taken, unreal! How long does it last? Would like to try it out soon. Any advice?
 
6 Pints of beer (John Smiths) and 4 double whiskey and cokes at the pub - Wednesday is pub day.

Get home at around 11.30pm, 80mg ethylphenidate straight up the tooter; talk absolute rubbish to anyone I can find online. (Stims don't really effect me apart from making me want to have conversations)
Daren't touch the AMT I've been eying up for the past week - that can wait until I get a long weekend.
Hits 2am, decide to try out 1mg pyrazolam and 4mg diclazepam mix (Rarely tried these) - just felt tired but don't want to sleep (still not sure if they've actually taken any affect at 4am)
2mg etizolam taken orally and 1mg snorted for a quick hit (This is well below the range I usually take)
A quick can of strong cider
Another 2mg etizolam sublingually for 10 minutes and then swallowed at 04:10 - a further 2mg down the hatch at 04.20.

Oh, and the usual daily 25mg (nightly 50mg) hydroxizine hydrochloride, 20mg sertraline/fluoxetine + 20mg omeprazole prescription combo.

I feel slow, disorientated and tired now (as expected); but no desire to sleep just yet!

Good job I don't start work until 12pm!
 
kingme said:
it really is sad, and im not just talking about fg here, i mean the anonimity we all need here and struggle to keep works against us sometimes, sadly when we are at our most vulnerable. real life friends are irreplaceable...

perhaps a wise advice would be to give some contact info to a trusted friend in case one plans to get "silly" or is prone to such attacks of drug binging
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i completely agree with this. probably should be something more people should think about doing.
 
s0laris said:
Was bk-2c-b not horn inducing at all? 2C-B is the most sexual drug I've ever taken, unreal! How long does it last? Would like to try it out soon. Any advice?
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Zero horn, and even if there was: it's a pretty major vasoconstrictive agent and I am of male anatomy, I won't go any further. ;)

Duration: wayyy too long! Realistically: 8-18 hours depending upon dosage. It is both active as BK-2CB and a pro-drug for/of BOHB and maybe further metabolites still.
There seems to be several stages - 2-4 hours post ingestion is rather empathogenic, with great visuals, for ~4 hours after this there is a lot of 'mind-fuck' a la 4-AcO/HO-DMT, at hour 8 there is a very sharp drop off, the visuals cease and mindset returns to normal, but at hour 10 it kicks off again and feels completely different (BOHB/BOB metabolisation), from here on it is, or can be, very fucking dark. The visuals resurface but are no longer the typical eye candy (geometric fractals, pattern formation, colour accentuation), instead they are rather demonic: I had to physically check that I am not an amputee... my fingers were bloody stumps, my thumb was gone and dried blood covered most of my arm, glistening as it crystallised.
 
That is if you can get it to work at all - the dimerisation can often render a dose ineffective. I personally double cap it, as in placing the capsule containing the powder inside a larger capsule.
 
Sounds interesting but something to be careful with. Should get a chance to try it soon :)
 
Today looks like it could be a good one. Money has gone into my account, had an etiz and just got text from my dealer saying he will be here at midday. So gonna treat myself again to a £15 bag of gear and then enjoy a totally chilled out day.
 
s0laris said:
Was bk-2c-b not horn inducing at all? 2C-B is the most sexual drug I've ever taken, unreal! How long does it last? Would like to try it out soon. Any advice?
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Was horny as fuck for me. Stick to low doses if you want the horn otherwise the vasoconstriction & hallucinations might put you off.

Advice is weigh your dose (~100mg is average, ~50mg is light), put it inside a capsule or wrap it in a rizla, swallow with something fruit flavoured or some other slightly acidic soft drink like coke - not plain water.

You might want some 5-meo-dalt to go with that too, especially if you want massive horn.

Duration is long & it takes a long time to have much effect too, long slow, gentle comeup, peak in about 4 hours. Duration depends on dose, probably no more than about 12hr for a dose under 100mg, but longer for higher doses, the comedown is soft & gentle too. It's easy to sleep on, but you can wake up still tripping.
 
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