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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Only 6 posts overdue

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about 250mgs. I think this will be the last of my post break up drug sessions. After this I'm getting back to normal and shit.
 
well this is shit. I feel midly high, from a 120mg bomb and 2 decent lines. No pupil dilation, no gurning. Just an incredibly mild high. I guess it might not have properly hit yet, but it's been a while now. We'll see. Might go for a walk.

swear my mates were fucked off this stuff the other night.
 
when my mates were doing it on tuesday night they were gurning euphoric messes though. Last Saturday morning I did a fair bit of good stuff (like 350mgs) so maybe it's tolerance, I also had a 5-htp this morning if that could interfere maybe.

also I had an etiz last night at like 9, but that should be well out of my system by now.
 
That always happens with MDMA and me these days, my mates drop less than me and look utterly twatted with eyes rolling, gurning, all mashed up, while I'm buzzing but not really that much, reckon I just cained it too much for too long.

Also noticed that it wasn't like this before doing lots of mephedrone and M1, they fucked me up giving me like a permanent tolerance
 
Yeah same, i cant get properly mashed on MD anymore

Also i get brain zaps easily from MD even

Loving speed at the mo, music clarity appreciation etc nice and euphoric, no messy mashy-ness
 
just went for a walk and a smoke and definitely feel pretty good and fairly high, still no gurning or pupil dilation though which is weird.

well I'm gurning the tiniest bit but otherwise look totally normal.
 
Did all your friends have dilated pupils? you ever had brain zaps before?
 
Yeah I think so, I'm not really sure to be honest. And I don't think i've had brain zaps before no.
 
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when my mates were doing it on tuesday night they were gurning euphoric messes though. Last Saturday morning I did a fair bit of good stuff (like 350mgs) so maybe it's tolerance, I also had a 5-htp this morning if that could interfere maybe.
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Therein lies your answer, I'd say. Two answers, in fact. I find that if I take serotonergics more than once in a week the second (or third or fourth or whatever) time is never up to much compared to what it should be. Serotonin takes a good few days to restock but it seems like summat else going on to me cos even if I only take a minimal amount of, say MDMA, one day then try again with a far less minimal amount a couple days later it just doesn't quite happen. Almost feels more like the euphoria - and even stimulation - bits of the brain get switched to low settings for a week or so after each use even if it's only light use.

5-htp is not such a great mix with MDMA either I don't think. Certainly not on the same day anyway.

Of course none of this prevents a determined drugpig from taking drugs. Certainly doesn't do for me very often anyway. Hope it kicks in for ya a bit more soonest. Nothing more annoying that randomly taking drugs, just starting to get into the idea then finding they aren't working half as well as expected. So frustrating :!

Earlier burst of surprise bonus fuxxory has now passed. Dunno what that stuff was but must've been a cannabbinnabbadabbanoid cos I was definitely very stoned for a while there. Used fukked time to go see a fella a needed to see about a thing and scrounged £20 for essentials whilst there so drugs for the night will consist mainly of tobacco and a slosh of booze I definitely should not have bought given situation. Shouldn't have bought baccy either, mind. So hard being good. Did buy food too. But forgot to buy toilet paper. That's gonna get increasingly interesting as the week progresses 8o
 
gotta love EADD, probably the only place I won't be judged for being fucked by myself at 5 on a Thursday.
 
I used take 5-htp now and again, made me feel a bit sick and shakey on edge once though so stopped, abstaining and a good diet do me proud now. apart from those fucking zaps but they go after aprox a week, and only get brought on by mdma 2 nights in a row
 
yep pupils are fucking saucers now, fun times. Full of love and empathy, hadn't had this from md in ages now.

love you all EADD, your all fucking top.
 
i'm probably being really annoying but i'm fuked man, someone talk to me :D apologies for double posting as well.
 
Also i find 5htp works best - 1- 2 days after roll, and i take it max 5 pill each 100 mg in 2*-3 days spn. It surely helps to get some serotonin back, im even getting high from it for about like 30 mins, then all i want is sleep. 5htp downregulates serotonin receptors so i dont see a reason taking it more than 2-3 days :D
 
Still fuvcked from all the acid i did last night. Instead of sticking to 3 good trips which was plenty i went and had 5 and havnt really come down yet.
I dont know how cos i had no sleepers at all but i got 3 hours sleep but it wasnt that pleasant i was still getting visuals and when i was dozing off to sleep i got cartoon CEV'S of bugs bunny for some bizarre reason he ate a carrot then winked at me and i opened my eyes straight away and the after image of bugs bunny hanged in the air for 2 seconds before it evaporated..weird after hearing aggro outside my window the cartoon cev's turned itchy and scratchy on me and menacing i lept out of bed fuck that im staying awake i dont care how tired i am bollox to that.
so i went on a temazzy/xanax hunt this afternoon reluctantly after a bus journey and almost got roped into a crack smoking marathon didnt touch a drop im still trippin but even i know that plan is up there with the chocolate fireguard.
so got no benz after all that..im left with more trips and a few e's neither of which i think is wise.
not all whingey story i hovered mopped and cleaned my entire apartment and got some much needed tunnucks n muller rices in so every cloud eh.
heaven is only a $ away
 
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