high dose ketamine is fucking nuts, more so than high dose LSD. For about an hour(which felt a lot longer) I just lost the plot. At times it was beautiful, others it was confusing as fuck, I forgot who I was, I couldn't comprehend what room I was in, I got confused at points if I was actually me or if I was my friend, weird, weird shit. I'm not sure if I k-holed properly though, I think, like my last ketamine experience, I had just too little to make it confusing and negative rather than a full immersive k-hole.
at it's deepest, I thought I was dead, and other stuff that I can't describe. It's a weird one. And I can still taste the drip at the back of my mouth.
It's a really interesting substance though, might mix it with MD next time so it feels more positive.