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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Go nuts and have a brandy.

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Well brilliant Saturday night for me, the first friends I had plans with let me down then the second one after I got my beers and an 8th of meph so sat here on my lonesome buzzing out to some music. It's not so bad but could do with some company to share with. Oh well gonna chill here and get mangled. Enjoy everyone. I went be watching football because I don't conform lol

Friends ALWAYS let you down. I have no friends. They all f****d me off after I had my daughter, lying n stuff! I'd rather no friends than friends like that, to be honest. I told them all straight, get on your bloody bikes n f off. One of them was a manipulative bitch (wow, I don't half pick 'em because so was both my exes) n I mean MANIPULATIVE, to the point of accusing someone of raping her (a lie) and he ended up topping himself, leaving children behind, the other had mental health issues and decided to take them out on me and the other was a lying bitch so off they've gone and I'm happier without the three of them.

My Mam tried to tell me not to stick to ONE friend n to make others but I didn't listen so now I pay the price - I've none at all. I find socialising extremely difficult hence why I find solace in online communities. Instead of fearing confrontation and being a little mouse who agrees with everyone I embrace it and go all out, taking no prisioners. Wish I was this way in real life.

Anyway - sorry for the waffling, blame the drink hahahaha my point is friendships are over rated I trust NO ONE these days. People have to earn my trust or they're shown the door.

Evey
 
All my uni housemates have gone home! So I'm stuck in manc... gotta entertain myself somehow! Meph, music and football sounds decent ;)

Never heard of a mad Sunday, maybe you could start a new trend!

I'm feeling you on the uni thing, I'm the last one left in my flat which is weird after living with 12 people all year. It's like a ghost town here. Mad Sunday's are unusual to be fair, last Sunday was mad as fuck though, literally one of the best nights out I've had up here even though I knew literally no one I was with. Meph sounds good, finished all mine last night. Dealer finally turned up with coke though, got to say this stuff isn't bad considering it's half the price of what I get in London. It's not as good obviously... but it's not half as good so worth it I reckon. Beggars can't be choosers anyway ;)
 
Why will it end up in a fight? Go for it mate

i pissed of a lot of people in the village down the road and people are always just kicking of on me like its some kind of right of passage

no going to stay at home i think maybe a little porn will help with this lol then again it will most like just blow what little buzz the is going
 
maybe a little porn will help with this

Doubt it'll hurt tbh 8) Have a good one FG, I am so tempted to go out but blah, I need to pack still... and wake up... and see parents.

This cocaine is looking at me. Literally am going to be sensible though, felt like shit today and I can't cope feeling like that on a car journey. I'd be vomming everywhere haha.

Swear this guy is shorting me though, really does not look like 1g imo but oh well, can't complain for the price. Will just have to remember my scales next time I come up to uni.
 
I'm feeling you on the uni thing, I'm the last one left in my flat which is weird after living with 12 people all year. It's like a ghost town here. Mad Sunday's are unusual to be fair, last Sunday was mad as fuck though, literally one of the best nights out I've had up here even though I knew literally no one I was with. Meph sounds good, finished all mine last night. Dealer finally turned up with coke though, got to say this stuff isn't bad considering it's half the price of what I get in London. It's not as good obviously... but it's not half as good so worth it I reckon. Beggars can't be choosers anyway ;)

It's strange how a place changes once all the students have left! Sounds mental, those nights when you just meet random people are the best, no inhibitions. That's not bad at all then ;) I always find coke so hit and miss, and the price puts me off when i can't know the quality. Hence my love of meph haha

Is that test bump gonna turn into more though?
 
It's strange how a place changes once all the students have left! Sounds mental, those nights when you just meet random people are the best, no inhibitions. That's not bad at all then ;) I always find coke so hit and miss, and the price puts me off when i can't know the quality. Hence my love of meph haha

Is that test bump gonna turn into more though?

Yeah it's weird, there's a few people around watching football but no one I know. I always end up with random people whether I start the night with friends or not really. As for not knowing the quality with coke, try before you buy :P I haven't done an awful lot but I've been lucky enough to avoid buying pure shit so far, I do usually pay £90-£100 a g though (ahh London <3). Meph's good value, I feel like I can literally feel it eating away at my brain though haha, I know coke isn't exactly a health supplement but it feels so much better for you. Test bump won't turn into more tbh, I need sleep and I don't want to have to buy some again, I've spent over £200 last few days on literally fuck all so yeah :\ Not great.
 
Saying that though I find coke feels a lot rougher on my heart, don't really notice it with meph so much but with coke it does get noticeably fast if I do a significant amount. Might be because I'm less used to it?
 
Should be less rough on your heart

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Yeah will happen, hows the book going anyway you added anymore to it? what got you interested in writing? ive always been pretty good with words... creativity... imaginativity... the use of words painting a picture almost... rubbish at maths though
 
Ahh god I haven't done any of my book for ages. Don't know really, I suddenly got that idea and went from not writing at all to doing it every day.

Think I might go to bed in a bit, feel strangely sad all of a sudden. Packing tomorrow morning I guess now :P
 
Good idea, lack of sleep and hammering stuff.. emotional ups and downs.. a cuddle and sleep would do ya proud. get yourself a fuck buddy fella on your mashups
 
Smooth...

Anyway, I'm not at all fucked tonight. Got about two days worth of weed left then I'm all out. This last batch has just worked wonders for my sleep issues. No anxiety or paranoia, just pure relaxation. Oh, how I'll miss you Afghan Kush Ryder.
 
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