Yeah London is generally expensive haha, that's why I don't go up there much
Just lost the fucking massive reply I typed, like I need another reason to be pissed off god I literally can't even resist again what's the point no one will care. I hate being here as soon as my fucking contract on my new house starts I'm going up to birmingham and just staying there tbh. I get grumpy with other people but not to the stage where I'd hurt anyone hah, just myself eh so doesn't matter too much. And not that bad yet, don't even know, what can I compare it to. What I will say is that I can take like 7g of meph over 2 weeks with literally no break and not even crave it or feel at all bad after but even after only a night with coke when it's gone I feel like literally suicidal which is why I've always said it's the only drug I could ever get addicted to, maybe I am now but at this stage I don't give a shit, I'd rather be high and fucked up than empty and lonely and fucked up anyway. I can't pretend to be ok anymore and in 2 weeks I won't have to thank god.