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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

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Benzos and booze is a bad combination, although in very low doses it doesn't present a danger. Most things are perfectly fine in moderation, the question is can you keep it moderate? More often than not the answer is no.

Stims won't especially make it worse, except maybe making you think you're more alert than you are, until the stims wear off.
 
Mydrugbuddy: No, I am not testing gullibility, it was an actual event - my father found him lay in the road after falling out of a tree at 6 weeks~ish, and had the idea to take him home and then reintroduce him to the wild - he lived near a forest. However, he became a fantastic pet - he'd sit with you while you fed him, sunflower seeds being his favourite, sit on your shoulder all night, potter about the house, play with bits of string and give you affection if you held him close to your face ("kisses", or rather licks and rubbing his nose against yours). He stayed for 2 years, he had a little bed made of a pillow cushion coated in kitchen roll, coated in hey, with food and water bowls just a few inches away. He'd sit on the windowsill chewing seeds and nuts at stupid hours (nocturnal creature) but wouldn't go outside for longer than it took him to remove waste. If you shut the door, he'd sit outside it until you opened it and then he ran in. After 2 years or so, my father decided to slowly reintroduce him to the wild, placing him up the garden tree and leaving him for 30 minutes to see his reaction. Typically, he'd just wait outside of the door. After a week of doing this, 3 times a day, my father shut the door overnight, after saying his goodbyes; expecting him to go and find food and shelter, instead we found him the next day, dead. He'd been attacked by, what we assumed to be, a cat. He was still alive when we found him at 8:30am, surprising given his horrendous injuries, I reeled backwards in tears as my father ended his suffering - there was no vet in the land that could help him, sadly.

On a brighter note, his cliched name was Nutkin. :)
 
I'm thinking I might be pushing it with the booze and benzos though, over the past two days i've had 6mg of etiz (no tolerance), half a bottle of whiskey and a bottle of wine. Plus about 200mg of ethyl.
 
I'm thinking I might be pushing it with the booze and benzos though, over the past two days i've had 6mg of etiz (no tolerance), half a bottle of whiskey and a bottle of wine. Plus about 200mg of ethyl.

Yeah you're probably pushing it. The thing is your judgement starts to go out the window with anything more than a small quantity, then you start taking more because you've lost your self-control, and before you know it you're in hospital and have no idea what the fuck happened.
 
Sprout thats such a sweet and happy story with such a sad ending, one to break all the childrens hearts in a childrens book. I really dunno with wild animals you'd expect them to have insincts, but i guess if they are reared in a totally safe environment they loose awareness of risks or something. I guess the moral of the story is if you start keeping a squirrel as a pet its not much use releasing him into the wild later. I will genuinely remember that such should a freak occurence ever happen, i quite fancy having a house over run with tamed wild animals, that would be awesome. Yes i am on drugs as im writing this lol. This might happen when i move back out to the countryside at some point when im done with city life.

This is contraDicted in Jack London's fantastic book The Call of The Wild,

SPOLIERS AHEAD

a pet dog, gets kindnapped, brutally treated, gets sold to a husky team in the yukon gold rush as he's a strong and intelligent dog, he gradually becomes the dominant leader of the pack, but he leaves the security after ending up with incompetent dog handlers, he chooses to fight to earn his place to run with the wolves after prooving himself worthy, whilst also dipping into human kindnes and deep bonds when he can. May be a load of sentimental anthromorphic, i think thats the workd, asscribing human charactersitics to dogs, but i listened to the whole thing in one sitting or lying in fact right through the night, as it was so engrossoing.

Another of his books worked the other way White Fang turns from wild wolf to human companion.
 
I'm thinking I might be pushing it with the booze and benzos though, over the past two days i've had 6mg of etiz (no tolerance), half a bottle of whiskey and a bottle of wine. Plus about 200mg of ethyl.



benzos plus anything can be dangerous. most of what are classified as heroin deaths are in fact a result of smack/benzo combinations. same goes for alcohol. but in that case youd want to be even more careful, lest you end up facing the combined booze/benzo withdrawal
 
Took 20mg scripted diazepam earlier & 20mg of black market msj vals and am feeling a bit wobbly on my feet and bumping into door frames etc.
Nice to be a bit wasted again,been a while.
 
Sober all week until a pryazolam earlier, feeling a little something. i wanna be a bit fooked but gonna be sensible and only have a couple more
 
i fancy something to top off my etiz and celebrate the end of week 1 off bupe, mxe or stims will probably get too messy and lead to at least 1 allnighter which i dont really want, might just have a few tinnies with my etiz tonight.

I generally dont enjoy drinking alone at home very much these days, its far more fun out and about with other people as its a social thing to an extent, i just fancy something. People have warned me about the possibilty of developing a drink problem, there's no chance of that happening, i just havent got the desire or genes for alcohol problems, its magic with odt and goes nice with etiz and ethyl on a night out and is nice on hot sunny days, but other than that meh. ;-/
 
small line of baxtercaine just to get rid of this benzo grogginess and help me focus on my revision.
 
Get some of this whisky down ya Hexagram



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I miss being a booze fanatic. I used to see a bottle of wine or whisky and get excited.. now I just think "meh, I'd rather have a cuppa tea."
 
Everyone changes over time... you will look at tea eventually and think " Meh "

I ordered myself some sloe gin... fucking idiots haven't posted it yet... it's been 3 days!, and here I was thinking I would enjoy it during the weekend
 
I heard it's easy... my manager makes his own, will ask him about it one day

I am more focused on saving up now... spent £4500 during December and January
 
So I thought that after a summer of snorting massive lines of 4-FA every day I'd seen it all when it came to painful snorting...
Gigantic line of 2C-C tonight...

Literally just speechlessness, screaming and moans for 30mn! But now the pain's worn off mrcientist and I are enjoying quite a nice evening of 2C-C, EPD and booze :D

(seriously though, I have to say this, because jesus fucking christ - no one ever, ever, ever snort a 2C-x)
 
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