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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

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You need better painkillers. Basically you have acid and mild speed. If you really dont mind staying awake, do some speed. You seemed happy enough on the eth the other day. You're right about pain fucking judgement. Hang on in there. <3

Awake and pin free preferable..sleep would be beautiful but eludes. So sorry fo goinhg on and on. Just need a place to vent aand scream and shout. i know it's gotta be temp and people are going through far worse but i am feelinh=g ashamdely self obsessed and neeedy right now.... Going to head over and play somemusic-try and take mind off it. My friend stonehappymonday send me some happy tunes,xx
 
hoaw does chillin o n benxos and booze compare to opite highd btw? `Cuase i'm feeling amaxing content right now, and if there's any downers nicer thsn this,I want to knoe about ti
 
HEllou! no MDMA for me at least 2 months. My mother when sees me, told me i have changed a lot. All i think is when comes friday, i just know its not who im. Will slow down for now.:)

So only alcohol for now, not in crazy amount.
 
Good news, eLW :)

A break can't be a bad idea when MDMA has become a weekly thing. Don't worry, you're still King of the Fukked Thread but perhaps at least a temporary abdication ain't such a bad idea ;)

To celebrate, how's about we introduce you to your antipode thread: Drug Sabbatical Support & Appreciation Thread Mk. III: New Beginnings. You don't have to be completely clean and sober from all drugs and alcohol to use it - taking a break is just fine and you should find that you get plenty of support in there if you feel like talking about anything or just letting off steam :)

And good luck with the break <3
 
Good news, eLW :)

A break can't be a bad idea when MDMA has become a weekly thing. Don't worry, you're still King of the Fukked Thread but perhaps at least a temporary abdication ain't such a bad idea ;)

To celebrate, how's about we introduce you to your antipode thread: Drug Sabbatical Support & Appreciation Thread Mk. III: New Beginnings. You don't have to be completely clean and sober from all drugs and alcohol to use it - taking a break is just fine and you should find that you get plenty of support in there if you feel like talking about anything or just letting off steam :)

And good luck with the break <3

Thanks Shambles!
 
I'm not too bad. Told myself I wasn't going to redose aMT today because I have to work tomorrow and I haven't slept a wink since Saturday. But anyway dropped about six (an hour a go). Startingf to just start to feel the first tingles that I'm coming back up. Whoops.

So I am about to be pretty fucked I think. Just hope I sleep or ill have to blag it tomorrow. Wish me luck.

What have you been up to lately eLW? been to any good club nights?
 
I'm not too bad. Told myself I wasn't going to redose aMT today because I have to work tomorrow and I haven't slept a wink since Saturday. But anyway dropped about six (an hour a go). Startingf to just start to feel the first tingles that I'm coming back up. Whoops.

So I am about to be pretty fucked I think. Just hope I sleep or ill have to blag it tomorrow. Wish me luck.

What have you been up to lately eLW? been to any good club nights?

Jep, something like this. As you remember i was "home roller".
Later moved to clubs & afterparties , and went hardcore mode of 3 days binges. Every weekend. 4 or 5 months straight. :D

So fucking stupid.
 
I bet you enjoyed it though ;) <3

A lot. :D :)

The people, are happy. The music. The atmosphere.
But i also think what i have missed. I never was sober or drug free at those places. Puts me thinking maybe sober is also ok being there?
 
He he. I'm glad mate. <3

aMT really starting to come on now. Getting anxious and starting to get sweaty and feel like I need a piss all the time. Just another hour before it peaks.

Im kind jealous now. What does it feel like?
 
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