I just hit upon a masterplan. I remembered I had a login for a slightly dodgier, invite only bluelight type website which allowed all the bad bad things that bluelight doesn't. This one focused more on "GET YOUR DRUGS, ROLL UP ROLL UP, DRUGS FOR SALE HERE" type shit rather than harm reduction pish. I hadn't really bothered too much with it but was like "AHA, I'd find some cunt flogging AMT on there". So i finally managed to remember the website address etc & jooked on all happy only to find that my login must have expired coz i've no went near it in months.
FUCKING GUTTED lol