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The EADD a trifle annoyed thread.

It's hard to overstate the importance of a good keyworker and just how much of a difference they can make. It's a real problem the way somebody somewhere appears to think they are completely interchangeable and it's fine for people to have a string of disjointed keyworking instead of finding one where you both can work together to make proper progress. When they're chopped and changed so often they just end up spending half the time going over what you did previously with the prior keyworker and by the time you've gotten back to where you finished off with the last one they've been changed again and you're back to starting from scratch. The relationship with a keyworker can often be... well... key to a great many people who perhaps don't have any other stable relationships in their life.

Having somebody you've come to know, to respect, to get along with and be able to work with always there in the background when you need them makes all the difference. Given the sensitive nature of what keyworking involves it seems madness to have such quick turnover. It's a very common experience though. Have had a number of such people come and go - always a good one replaced by a waste of space, naturally 8) - and it really is very disheartening. Makes you feel the whole thing is pointless sometimes cos you spend more time training up a new keyworker than you do working together to move forwards. It's not pointless cos a good keyworker is worth their weight in drugs (very good drugs at that) but it is an issue that needs addressing cos I have no doubt whatsoever that all the chopping and changing which seems to be the norm these days is greatly detrimental to the client which just ends up costing more than it would to fund them properly in the first place.
 
Spot on as always Shambles. Very true in that your current keyworker knows all your personal & drug using history etc and then each time you have a new keyworker assigned to you - you then have to waste sessions going through telling them all the stuff you've told the previous one.
I think i may have to get a printed history of myself and print a load of copies out then each time i get a new keyworker i can just hand them one of the sheets just to save me having to go over it all again.
 
My step daughter is 17 today.,and after her day out , is having asleep over with 6 of her friends tonight.
So I planned on fucking off over the lake for spot of night fishing ,
Just got busted loading up my trolley , and now I'm grounded.

I'm not a triffe annoyed , I'm fucking raging !
 
Annoyed that my doctor won't let me take home weekly carries yet of suboxone
because I stupidly felt a need to tell her the truth that I relapsed on heroin back in January when my dad died. Even though I passed the piss test that appointment when I told her back in January I still wanted to be truthful and i said what happened it was a one time thing and whatnot. She said she was bound by law to take away my weekly carries so I quickly realised I should have kept my mouth shut. Now its almost may and I saw her yesterday she said she still can't do it even though I've done a random and been clean every time I go in for an appointment.

Uhh this is what I get for telling the truth next time I'm Keeping my mouth shut if god forbid I ever relapse cause she doesn't do anything to help just takes away my carries so I have to leave my job every morning at 9 to go to the pharmacy when its open cause I start work early and I only have 15 minutes for break. It takes me 10 minutes to get there then I usually have to wait in line then once I see the pharmacist they give me my dose and they make me wait with the pill under my tounge until it dissolves so I usually end up taking 45 minutes to an hour. Uhhh fucking people not everybody's life is perfect where we all drive around in a Ferrari all day with more money than anyone can spend and don't know what its like to be broke as fuck.

Thanks for letting me vent.


Annoying, but you can't expect weekly pick up for at 4 months or so from when you last used really, especially if you're on a large dose. I'm down to thrice weekly and I think I started on my script around the middle of february (not sure if I'm honest because the vast quantities of benzos I was consuming have kind of created a massive jumble in my memory of the december-march period).

edit: Does seem a trifle harsh if you were honest about it rather than it coming up in a piss test, but it shows a return to potential addictive behaviours so I can see why they've made that decision.
 
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My step daughter is 17 today.,and after her day out , is having asleep over with 6 of her friends tonight.
So I planned on fucking off over the lake for spot of night fishing ,
Just got busted loading up my trolley , and now I'm grounded.

I'm not a triffe annoyed , I'm fucking raging !

Do they any entertainment?8)

I'll keep an eye on them so you can go out fishing.=D
 
It's hard to overstate the importance of a good keyworker and just how much of a difference they can make.

Amen. I feel so lucky to have ended up with the guy I'm with at the moment, he's fucking ace. I don't even get piss tested any more because we've managed to build up that level of trust in just three meetings. Frankly it would be a waste of their piss testing kits anyway because I'm not using, although I'm sure I'll be hit with a surprise one at some point.
 
Haha! Were they lezzing it up?8o =D

I meant to say 'do they need any entertainment?'

The response you were looking for was 'fuck off thinking about my 17yo daughter like that you pervert!'

=D

Still...enjoy the fun!
 
Snorting MXE,drinking Perino and swallowing clonazepam does not equal smoking weed.

It's time to get in a cab and go on a wild weed hunt. It's the only thing to do now. Start asking homeless people in your city centre will they score for you and you will give them a clonzepam....It will all work out well. Definitely.
 
I hate waiting for (one of) my weed guy. He always seems to piss about as well. It's not that I be so desperate for the smoke, I just hate all the fucking about and waiting

U not like stoners then Owen? What about alcies and smack eeds?

Lol....it was a joke. Lighten up ffs

I couldn't give two fucks what someone's drug of choice is.

I made it because I remember days of sitting around waiting for weed to turn up in my past when I could have been out doing something interesting.
 
I do think it's funny the way a certain proportion of regular cannabis smokers get tetchy the second you suggest there might possibly be a negative aspect to it though.

Just so you know I'm not a hater, here's a pic from from my personal collection:

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