TheLostBoys
Bluelighter
I'm.not obsessed with any drugs, but I do wanna try out dilaudid, & no, I won't use a needle.
Still haven't gotten to GHB and mescaline. GHB's production is incredibly simple, however I'm not at a place in my life where I could just whip some up.
Also methadone. Tried on two separate occasions to get some within the last year. May just give up looking and wait for lady luck to come by.
See, I always liked kratom. It felt like an organic alternative to the pharmaceutical buprenorphine--with a shorter half-life... and it's always been cheap as shit. They practically gave it away in the early days. The problem for me was always ingestion. I know there are extractions done nowadays, but back when I was chuggin' that shit, toss n' wash eventually led to gagging. I can't be gagging up my opiates, no bueno.
I've never tried methadone so I can't hate on it, however it is a full agonist and I feel like if I loved bupe, I'd adore methadone. BTW, what do you mean by "dirty-feeling?" I associate that term with pressed pills of multiple contents and with drugs that affect too many receptors for their own good. Humor me, if you please, about why you feel methadone is "dirty-feeling." I'm intrigued.
Ketamine, mxe, and other rc dissociatives. It sucks cause I remember hearing about mxe all the time back in high school but it was really only from one friend/her friends. Wish I would have tried it.