Ejizme
Bluelighter
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- Mar 10, 2017
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Yes i am being a copycat, i saw the lope diary and thought it was pretty cool. sorry.
i never really thought about documenting my drug use and have no clue why on earth i decided to after recently spilling water on my laptop which dis abled the letters s & q along with the left shift key and the number 2 (edit; also number 3)on my keyboard.
any how a little back ground. opiate user for about 20 year roughly, started with liquid vicodin after a car accident.
wait, wrong, i did opiate before the accident, however it wasnt untill after the accident that i lost control.
popped a xanax bar while hanging at the local pizza place, which i where a lot of my drugs came from, then added ice from my polar pop to my 3 chamber bong and hit it x amount of times. my memory i a little fuzzy but i think i popped a couple, no more than 5 10mg percs prior.
while chillin and conversing with the delivery guys a s they go in and out i thought hey some rum would really kick this party off, so i sent a friend
up the road(i was smart enough not to drive) and he returned with a 5th of captain morgan silver spiced rum, yum.
honestly the story of me getting fucked up in the parking lot of a hungry howies pretty much by myself is a little boring.
it wasnt untill i lost my smarts about not driving and decided to go home that the story got "entertaining".
i doze off at the wheel and vere left, through the median, across the other lanes, and into a ditch.
i wish some times that it ended there but no, up out of the ditch, becoming airborne and hit a telephone pole about 3ft off the ground, snap it and keep going. into the side of a large old oak tree that bounced me towards the side of a small stone storage building belonging to a church. which is where i came to a stop needless to say.
i do not wear seat belts and i cannot believe the number of s's so far. i face planted the windshield and wound up with a broken jaw along with some other minor injuries. a passer byer stopped to see if i was ok. a younger guy, probably close to my age at that time but more clean cut and probably drug free. i awoke to his voice, not sure what he said, i opened the door and stumbled out.
i like to think of myself looking like some sort of zombie with my jaw dangling and blood dripping, my walk impaired severely by drugs and trauma.
this kid was freaked the fuck out when i asked for a ride home lol he didnt want a bloody zombie in his car i guess so he hauled ass.
i didnt really know what to do, i just kept thinking i had to get out of there so i walked about 2 miles to a friends.
i show up at the door looking a mess, forgot to mention i had long hair at the time which was now becoming matted to the drying blood on my face.
they were just enjoying a normal night, probably a similar cocktail as mine but without so much captain.
i insisted that no one call cops or take me to the hospital but someone had to go down to my car and get the 20 or so xanax, weed, bong, and bottle outta there. it was too late though, fl highway patrol was already there....
so, now i have oral surgery and my jaw wired shut. i got liquid vicodin. 1 tea spoon = 10mg.
i loved making vicodin milk shakes! vicodin chocolate milk! or even just vicodin!
i loved it so much, i went back for more and got liquid percocet. same equation, 1 teaspoon = 10mg.
omg the perc shakes were even better i didnt think it possible!
and now a long story that was suposed to be a quick background spiraled to roxy use with spots of lsd, x, meth, coke, lots of weed etc and then turned
into a nasty habbit of IVing dilaudid and any other opiate.
this "diary" will contain a daily record(if i can) of my opiate use along with anything else i might use to ease WD or attempt to come off opiate.
everyone is welcome to post. experience, advice, comment, or do your own record along with mine idc.
today started with 4mg dilaudid followed shortly by a bag of h then 8mg dilaudid a few hours later and i popped 2g green kratom before i started typing this since i already feel a bit crappy. its taken awhile to type this short story since i have to stop and click the on screen keyboard every time i need an s q or 123 so im going to take another 2g kratom and 50mg tramadol and get some rest.
edit. also shot .5mg xanax after the 8mg dilaudid, and might do that again now since im not wanting to sleep but need to for work.
i never really thought about documenting my drug use and have no clue why on earth i decided to after recently spilling water on my laptop which dis abled the letters s & q along with the left shift key and the number 2 (edit; also number 3)on my keyboard.
any how a little back ground. opiate user for about 20 year roughly, started with liquid vicodin after a car accident.
wait, wrong, i did opiate before the accident, however it wasnt untill after the accident that i lost control.
popped a xanax bar while hanging at the local pizza place, which i where a lot of my drugs came from, then added ice from my polar pop to my 3 chamber bong and hit it x amount of times. my memory i a little fuzzy but i think i popped a couple, no more than 5 10mg percs prior.
while chillin and conversing with the delivery guys a s they go in and out i thought hey some rum would really kick this party off, so i sent a friend
up the road(i was smart enough not to drive) and he returned with a 5th of captain morgan silver spiced rum, yum.
honestly the story of me getting fucked up in the parking lot of a hungry howies pretty much by myself is a little boring.
it wasnt untill i lost my smarts about not driving and decided to go home that the story got "entertaining".
i doze off at the wheel and vere left, through the median, across the other lanes, and into a ditch.
i wish some times that it ended there but no, up out of the ditch, becoming airborne and hit a telephone pole about 3ft off the ground, snap it and keep going. into the side of a large old oak tree that bounced me towards the side of a small stone storage building belonging to a church. which is where i came to a stop needless to say.
i do not wear seat belts and i cannot believe the number of s's so far. i face planted the windshield and wound up with a broken jaw along with some other minor injuries. a passer byer stopped to see if i was ok. a younger guy, probably close to my age at that time but more clean cut and probably drug free. i awoke to his voice, not sure what he said, i opened the door and stumbled out.
i like to think of myself looking like some sort of zombie with my jaw dangling and blood dripping, my walk impaired severely by drugs and trauma.
this kid was freaked the fuck out when i asked for a ride home lol he didnt want a bloody zombie in his car i guess so he hauled ass.
i didnt really know what to do, i just kept thinking i had to get out of there so i walked about 2 miles to a friends.
i show up at the door looking a mess, forgot to mention i had long hair at the time which was now becoming matted to the drying blood on my face.
they were just enjoying a normal night, probably a similar cocktail as mine but without so much captain.
i insisted that no one call cops or take me to the hospital but someone had to go down to my car and get the 20 or so xanax, weed, bong, and bottle outta there. it was too late though, fl highway patrol was already there....
so, now i have oral surgery and my jaw wired shut. i got liquid vicodin. 1 tea spoon = 10mg.
i loved making vicodin milk shakes! vicodin chocolate milk! or even just vicodin!
i loved it so much, i went back for more and got liquid percocet. same equation, 1 teaspoon = 10mg.
omg the perc shakes were even better i didnt think it possible!
and now a long story that was suposed to be a quick background spiraled to roxy use with spots of lsd, x, meth, coke, lots of weed etc and then turned
into a nasty habbit of IVing dilaudid and any other opiate.
this "diary" will contain a daily record(if i can) of my opiate use along with anything else i might use to ease WD or attempt to come off opiate.
everyone is welcome to post. experience, advice, comment, or do your own record along with mine idc.
today started with 4mg dilaudid followed shortly by a bag of h then 8mg dilaudid a few hours later and i popped 2g green kratom before i started typing this since i already feel a bit crappy. its taken awhile to type this short story since i have to stop and click the on screen keyboard every time i need an s q or 123 so im going to take another 2g kratom and 50mg tramadol and get some rest.
edit. also shot .5mg xanax after the 8mg dilaudid, and might do that again now since im not wanting to sleep but need to for work.
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