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Hey, thanks levels. That's also really good advice. I get that I probably need to just cut the bullshit with other drugso I don't have to feel upset, and instead I should accpt what I feel and let my parents work it out. Doesn't have anything to do with me, why shouldd I be upset? What is it I feel? I guess I just care for them and like it better when they don't fight. I didn't mean to post my problem here, but I figured if anybody had experience with emotional stress it'd be you guys. And you didn't dissappoint.

I especially hate it when I vent online because it makes me look like an emo pity seeker.

And no, by no means am I some emo kid who sits in his room cutting himself over the problems he creates, whilst romantisizing mental health issues.






That's my sister lol
 
Update.

The 300 milligrams made me extremely delerious, as I was slurring my words n'shit. I took a 30 minute nap to wake up and find that every movement felt like water. Slow. Every footstep was heavy and I was a risk of falling if I bent my knees.


I have a slight hangover but nothing like an alcohol hangover.
I just wanted to sleep man.
 
Nix man, less is more for many drugs. 300mg isnt probably lethal but shit, you see how even that made you feel. And sleep is overrated anyway. You got a lifetime ahead of you to do it.
 
It's easy to push it too far on benadryl. I abused it for awhile about 10 years ago (when I was 19-20). Did 500mg one night and had a sharp shooting pain in my arm for hours. Was too messed up and scared of repercussions to go get help. Thankfully if it was a heart attack I lived through it. ¶=
 
Yeah, Id be scared shitless of the cardiac effects. Did you find it pleasant though? It sounds god awful but can see similarities with dissociatives. Still, Im not young enough to consider trying.
 
I had a kind of disoriented, sleepy high. Not recommending for recreational use unless you just hate life and want to experience dysphoria.

Maybe I should try 500mg... I hear people have scary trips on it. DXM is far better to (ab)use imo.
 
Nixiam said:
I had a kind of disoriented, sleepy high. Not recommending for recreational use unless you just hate life and want to experience dysphoria.

Maybe I should try 500mg... I hear people have scary trips on it. DXM is far better to (ab)use imo.
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I wish that stuff was OTC around here, I would delve into that world. Anti-cholinergics always fascinated me.

I'm depressed, but I love life, so I want euphoria! 1000 mg codeine.
 
Kittycat5 said:
Depends. You can get codeine cough syrup rx-less some places.
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Well, there are other options to get it. Which I TOTALLY do not condone. *cough* So I've been a bit down in the dumps today, and I have only one thing to use recreationally. You guessed it. Diphenhydramine. Going to try 350, not willing to go beyond because trips are weird on it. I would be using DXM (I have never gone past the second plateau actually, which won't even make you trip). Thing is, DPH tends to bring out some emotional delerium, so I'm thinking that if I try and make sense of what I feel in that state, then it might provide some sort of therapy. Idk. The body feeling I get is similar to that of Baclofen, muscle relaxer (80mg?). Maybe some caffeine will kepp my head clear. I doubt this is very interesting to any of you, but this is a social thread so I guess I can be a bit more open. As can we all. Will post how I feel soon. By the way, I am 5'9 -5'10 inches (or 175-176cm), and weigh roughly 195 pounds. I swear I'm not fat.
 
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I am not really able to see what I write. Forgive me for grammar and spellkng problmes. I have been given a case of farsighted ness induxed by kl. afry moth. . abldy sleep. anoo. you cannot go outside. Sorry I was having a convo with my sister. aright niw imma go do somethinb. kh and light, waeoinh haucinating.
 
Oh boy. Keep safe nix <3

Yeah I love life too, 800mg of codeine. :\ Fuck, we all love life...:D

B_d, do u think there is a ceiling effect with codeine? I don't think so.
 
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