Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
well, I was open about it yesterday; picked up a bundle and shot throughout the day (from 530-1130). since I've been somewhat clean for the last 5-6 months I started small; only shot .25 of the G. waited about 15 minutes; felt good but not THAT good; so shot another.25. wow, felt like heaven; forgot what it felt like to make random calls and talk, clean around the house when you dont have to, watch the Patriots game and be ready to cry but be happy at the same time, and also somewhat nod as time went on as I sat there on the couch and watched Football.
Anyway, woke up, smoked some weed and ordered steak tip sub and broccoli bites. all was good.
shot another .25 and around 830 and all was STILL GOOD! felt great, had a nod, took my other NEEDED MEDICATION and laid in bed reading this forum, cleaning the bedroom, folding clothes, etc.
at 1130 I blasted my last shot and just dazed off; woke up at 3AM w/ computer on top of me and my glasses on; shut off computer and took glasses off and went back to bed ASAP!
woke up this morning feeling great and still do; I waited 36 hours after my last 8MG bupe dosage to shoot that gram over a 6 hour period roughly (I used to shoot a G a shot, so times def. have changed).
I'll admit, I had fun.. but I dont THINK I lost control. the Patriots lost yesterday, so I had to use, right? ha.
didnt take anything yet today and MAY even wait till tomorrow morning to take my 8MG bupe; any advice on when to take my bupe again!?
yesterday was the first time I waited that long OFF BUPE to BLAST AWAY!
I could prob easily get away w/ taking the bupe between now and 5 but thinking that dope will last in my system till morning and I could take my 8MG then, right?
anyway, this isnt me looking for just bupe advice, but me telling a relapse story, so DO NOT put it in the bupe thread, no need. the peeps that know me on this board I am telling I relapsed w/ the needle. and I am admitting I enjoyed but today I am at work and still feel IN CONTROL, so let's see.
Anyway, woke up, smoked some weed and ordered steak tip sub and broccoli bites. all was good.
shot another .25 and around 830 and all was STILL GOOD! felt great, had a nod, took my other NEEDED MEDICATION and laid in bed reading this forum, cleaning the bedroom, folding clothes, etc.
at 1130 I blasted my last shot and just dazed off; woke up at 3AM w/ computer on top of me and my glasses on; shut off computer and took glasses off and went back to bed ASAP!
woke up this morning feeling great and still do; I waited 36 hours after my last 8MG bupe dosage to shoot that gram over a 6 hour period roughly (I used to shoot a G a shot, so times def. have changed).
I'll admit, I had fun.. but I dont THINK I lost control. the Patriots lost yesterday, so I had to use, right? ha.
didnt take anything yet today and MAY even wait till tomorrow morning to take my 8MG bupe; any advice on when to take my bupe again!?
yesterday was the first time I waited that long OFF BUPE to BLAST AWAY!
I could prob easily get away w/ taking the bupe between now and 5 but thinking that dope will last in my system till morning and I could take my 8MG then, right?
anyway, this isnt me looking for just bupe advice, but me telling a relapse story, so DO NOT put it in the bupe thread, no need. the peeps that know me on this board I am telling I relapsed w/ the needle. and I am admitting I enjoyed but today I am at work and still feel IN CONTROL, so let's see.
