18 months and counting: no heroin. %)
heroin free since 1/8/08. couldn't have done it without metadone
well here goes day 11 clean : ) but im really scared of the weekend thats when my bordem kicks into overdrive cuz i dont sleep much this is gonna b my second weekend clean but if me n my girl really break up 2day i think it will be a whole lot harder i hope there will be some bluelighters i can talk 2 when i wake up early 2morow : )
Wheee here I am. 2 months clean of Pharms - clear headed now and less retarded.
6 months clean of alcohol but I am oh so tempted to relapse AGAIN
Doing great and much happier. COPD keeps me from a 3rd relapse of the green stuff.
Wedding coming up this summer![]()
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nice man ur the man keep it up.as for me im not doin so well do to my break up n all. im really sad n bored nowa days. im still clean tho almost 3 weeks.
by the way georgi hows it goin wit ur pops?
^ Great to see you back around! Seems like it has been a while, ya. I think it's great to hear that you've moved into a better enviornment and are cutting back a bit on the quantity of alcohol. The mental recovery often lags behind the physical recovery, so just try and have faith that as days, weeks and months pass in the new setting, there will eventually come a day when it all seems to have been worth it.
And ya, there always is tons at stake. But just remember that alcohol will always be there...it's never going away, whether you're 25, 40, 60, etc. But oppertunities, experiences, challenges, careers, holidays, etc...tackling a lot of that stuff as a young person is invaluable. And alcohol overuse just rains on every single parade you try and start.
Keep trying. Alcohol can make life fun at times, but alcoholism can make life downright miserable. We're all rooting for you!![]()