Day one of the diary- monday february 2015
so today was a good day. i woke up around 5 am; pretty early. i played some of my PS game "the last of us". then most of the day was spent driving around town to go to our appointments. me and my dad went to see our psychiatrist who has been very supportive in giving us thousand dollar samples of abilify; because we can't pay for them. i also had a long talk with one of the social workers about my interest in becoming an MDMA therapist; she gave very posative responses and i shared with her how LSA effected me therapeutically. we also talked about the MAPS study with ASD and MDMA and my psychiatrist mentioned that he knew the danforth family (alicia danforth was the one conducting the MAPS study with ASD and MDMA. overall it actually made me feel better that i got posative feedback from most of the people who i talked to about it; overall i talked to about 5 different people and most people had posative responses and were surprised when i told them of the study. we also went out to eat and got mcdonalds; i stole tea by ordering a water but ended up having to pay for it because i got caught. it put me in a bad mood at first but i forgot about it later on. mostly it was the look the manager gave me; its not like i was commiting major theft. just three cups of tea; though i admit it was rude and stuff so i kinda understand. right now i'm hitting a strong and harsh nicotine vaporizer that tastes pleasantly like cigars; i love cigars but i very rarely smoke and when i do i always vape. i' am also seriously craving a NICE big FAT blunt oh for gods sake i could seriously go for some WEED! but no.. i don't even have resin in the pipes. i should have saved the resin lol. but that's my one complaint about today; dry on weed.
day two- Tuesday
Day two; well the cats woke me up with their incessant meowing; their lucky i love them. after petting them for hours i finally decided they had enough and it was time to bluelight away! so i got on; edited some stuff; posted some stuff; and officially applied for the NMI moderator job. hope i get it!!!!
we're getting ready to go pay bill. will tell you guys how everything goes down. (update) today was busy. we got all our bills paid. now i'm just bluelighting and maybe going to skype and facebook for a bit on the side: kinda boring out in the middle of nowhere. but i has my bluelight to keep me occupied; as well as shroomery and of course world of warcraft and other videogames.
so today was a good day. i woke up around 5 am; pretty early. i played some of my PS game "the last of us". then most of the day was spent driving around town to go to our appointments. me and my dad went to see our psychiatrist who has been very supportive in giving us thousand dollar samples of abilify; because we can't pay for them. i also had a long talk with one of the social workers about my interest in becoming an MDMA therapist; she gave very posative responses and i shared with her how LSA effected me therapeutically. we also talked about the MAPS study with ASD and MDMA and my psychiatrist mentioned that he knew the danforth family (alicia danforth was the one conducting the MAPS study with ASD and MDMA. overall it actually made me feel better that i got posative feedback from most of the people who i talked to about it; overall i talked to about 5 different people and most people had posative responses and were surprised when i told them of the study. we also went out to eat and got mcdonalds; i stole tea by ordering a water but ended up having to pay for it because i got caught. it put me in a bad mood at first but i forgot about it later on. mostly it was the look the manager gave me; its not like i was commiting major theft. just three cups of tea; though i admit it was rude and stuff so i kinda understand. right now i'm hitting a strong and harsh nicotine vaporizer that tastes pleasantly like cigars; i love cigars but i very rarely smoke and when i do i always vape. i' am also seriously craving a NICE big FAT blunt oh for gods sake i could seriously go for some WEED! but no.. i don't even have resin in the pipes. i should have saved the resin lol. but that's my one complaint about today; dry on weed.
day two- Tuesday
Day two; well the cats woke me up with their incessant meowing; their lucky i love them. after petting them for hours i finally decided they had enough and it was time to bluelight away! so i got on; edited some stuff; posted some stuff; and officially applied for the NMI moderator job. hope i get it!!!!
we're getting ready to go pay bill. will tell you guys how everything goes down. (update) today was busy. we got all our bills paid. now i'm just bluelighting and maybe going to skype and facebook for a bit on the side: kinda boring out in the middle of nowhere. but i has my bluelight to keep me occupied; as well as shroomery and of course world of warcraft and other videogames.