yea dude Xanax helps with the comedown so much. I never took L or MDMA really without it. Xanax is not an SSRI, its a benzodiazepine if that changes your mind. I don't take Xanax anymore, and my last few trips on L were just crazy. I'm not big on observing myself either, I also enjoy the euphoria of some good MDMA much more. Thinking about myself too much just sometimes puts me in too weird of a frame of mind to be enjoyable. I'd rather take a drug where everything is positive, rather than having to MAKE things positive if you get what I'm saying. Yea I rolled last weekend too. Avicii is on the 24th I can't decide if I wanna go... going to try the blue = though if I do.