I've been rolling for a year or two now, few months ago I wanted to see if I had any tolerance so I dropped 100mg and I expected almost nothing to happen. Ended up having one of the best nights of my life. I wish you all the best with your recovery. I'm sitting on a couple of 250mg Orange Bomb pills I was planning to drop but I think I'll split one in half and see how I do after reading what you did with defcons.