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Went from a shitty mood losing the football to the best mood in ages! All in the space of a great mixing sesh with my hardcore buddy :). I can just feel the extra serotonin present in my synapse right now!

Gayest post i've ever made no doubts... haha
 
I was rooting for Italy :) Glad they won. They played better than England. They deserved to win. Better ball possession, more missed chances of goals. Would have actually been a shame if they'd have lost.

As for IV mdma, I have a friend who says it's AWESOME :)
He usually IV's a lot of stuff :)
 
You know those moments with weed when you wanna get high but instead you become very lazy and tired?.... yeah. I'm gonna save this for tomorrow GN
 
Yeah, it almost never works. All it does is make you sleep & space out & shit. It's never worth it.

I always waste like, all of my weed that way, when I could have just waited 'til the morning and have had a much better time.
 
You guys ever get weed with waayyy too much THC compared to the CBDs?

Those are the strains that will make you all anxious and paranoid... the last batch of Blue Dream was better in that regard, it had the perfect balance... but this time it's like they bred specifically for THC
 
Folley said:
You guys ever get weed with waayyy too much THC compared to the CBDs?

Those are the strains that will make you all anxious and paranoid... the last batch of Blue Dream was better in that regard, it had the perfect balance... but this time it's like they bred specifically for THC
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Think I must have had that, the last strains I smoked made me practically panic attack, it was horrible and I despised alot of it. Lets hope the next batch I get are full of cannabinoids.

EDIT: Why do they put THC in it? All the studies i've been looking at find pure THC to be a horrible experience for the subject. I'd guess just cannabinoids wouldn't be that fun?
 
I used to get chronic shit in the beggining when I started smoking weed... lots of skunk, lemon haze, white russian tiger. I would almost never get a bad trip, except a few times when I was with some bad people.

But it seems like, the more bad trips and paranoid/anxiety you get while smoking weed, it's like it adds up... So then whenever you smoke again after quitting for a little while, your body automatically activates the fight-or-flight response, based on your emotional memory of those bad trips, trying to prepare itself for an incoming bad trip. And so the cycle perpetuates itself.

Right now, even if I smoke some mid-grade stuff, with some equal parts of THC and CBD and other cannabinoids, I will get a little anxious, just before lighting up the joint..

That's why many people say that weed doesn't do it for them, that it makes them all anxious and paranoid after a couple of years, that it's not like in the beggining.

And this is why.
 
Folley said:
People always breed their weed to get the most crystals..

but really crystals are almost pure THC, so overbreeding can be bad... the stuff I have now is hyper-potent but it's got an uncomfortable high lol
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Fair, but why if the crystals don't actually cause all that much enjoyment?

I know exactly what you mean, I have 0 tolerance to weed/THC and a few times I smoked hench joints in 5-10 minutes thinking it wasn't that strong and I wasn't feeling it that much. Little did I know that 15 minutes later i'd be shaking, hearing nasty screams and screeches and generally shitting my pants. My mate seems fine smoking more of the same stuff though and we both have 0 tolerance. Maybe i'm just a pussy :/ haha
 
What I've learned to combat these bad trips: Whatever it is, it's in your fucking head, don't fuel the paranoia or it will spin out of control. Just relax, block out all the bad thoughts, don't feed them.
 
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Fair, but why if the crystals don't actually cause all that much enjoyment?
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Well pure kief is awesome too, but if there's just TOO much crystals on the bud it's feels like an "unbalanced" high... if you've ever taken pure THC capsules you'd know that pure THC is almost useless and almost scary, but when combined with CBDs its wayy better


There's one video of a chick who is injected with pure THC and freaks out... then is injected with CBDs and gets stoned as shit and laughs her ass off lol



Breeding just the THC to come out makes the bud look better though, that's what they want
 
Is pure THC anything like some really strong synthetic cannabinoids?
I know I've smoked a few legal blends when I was younger and stupid, and I got stoned like I never got stoned in my life. I felt super retarded and reality was sequential, like a 5 FPS movie, I felt my body condense into a tiny dot, like when you're half asleep & shit.
 
Yea spice is boo boo... if you smoke much of it for very long and quit you get horrible physical withdrawal symptoms... puking, insomnia, diarrhea, just awful...

I say this as im smoking a bowl of spice lol... once in a while it provides a special kick if your burned out on weed... but after a couple days max you and I and anyone shouldnt smoke ot more than a couple days in a row with perhaps a month gap between seshs...

Im giving up the spice and the herb on the regular and gonna get my tolerance down and get ripped all fall :)
 
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Lucky I didn't smoke too much spice... But I got horrible withdrawal symptoms from chronic... Cold sweats, insomnia, no appetite, edginess, cranky, irritated - everything was turned up to eleven. I was a walking rage.
 
BluLait said:
I used to get chronic shit in the beggining when I started smoking weed... lots of skunk, lemon haze, white russian tiger. I would almost never get a bad trip, except a few times when I was with some bad people.

But it seems like, the more bad trips and paranoid/anxiety you get while smoking weed, it's like it adds up... So then whenever you smoke again after quitting for a little while, your body automatically activates the fight-or-flight response, based on your emotional memory of those bad trips, trying to prepare itself for an incoming bad trip. And so the cycle perpetuates itself.

Right now, even if I smoke some mid-grade stuff, with some equal parts of THC and CBD and other cannabinoids, I will get a little anxious, just before lighting up the joint..

That's why many people say that weed doesn't do it for them, that it makes them all anxious and paranoid after a couple of years, that it's not like in the beggining.

And this is why.
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Yeah I get that after time it might happen, but i've only been smoking it for about a month, 2-3 times a week tops. First few times weren't anxious, then bam, I had a horrible time after a .25 chronic spliff I smoked alone. Set & setting could have been to blame, but now I still get anxious when i'm with my mates. I feel like if i go over a 150mg, its just too much THC and I get anxious and worry about everything, its not even remotely relaxing. Guess i'll just stick to smoking less/slower as its awesome when i'm not anxious, had some mega euphoria from a .12. A fine line for me for sure.
 
I never weigh the stuff I put in a spliff, I just break off a piece of the weed and put it there and smoke it. More is better.
I just have to keep my demons at bay... They mostly come out when I'm high, mostly.

Now they've begun to seep in through the veil of reality and it's worrying me that I might lose my mind pretty soon if this goes on at the current rate.

I might have to quit this lifestyle altogether. Dangerous choices, constant stress and a very dubious entourage is to blame. I'm becoming a paranoid wreck.

For example: I'm constantly suspecting people of putting shit in my drinks, for whatever reason. I just come up with a reason. Like, they have some new drugs that they want to test on me. Or they wanna get me fucked up so they can steal my drugs. Or they have put some sort of truth serum in my drink, and are working with the police, trying to find out my innermost secrets so they can put me down. I cannot trust anyone. I have to be more careful. I will closely watch their every move and if I see anyone putting anything in my drink, I will beat the living shit out of everyone who is with me. The sort of beating that you will scar the rest of your life, if you survive it. I cannot let them fuck with my head anymore.
More and more my life is beginning to look like the life of a paranoid schizophrenic, someone who suspects their closest friends of treason and ratting them out.

I can't live like this for long, something I'll have to do.

Lately, I've been getting brain slips. Like I will forget to take the keys from my apartment from my car. I get to my door, and find out I forgot to take my keys, then I have to go back to my car and get my keys.
Or I keep forgetting shit and then having to go back and get them.
This has been going on for a week or so.

I don't know if it's the constant stress and preocupation with hazardous situations, or the shit that people are putting in my drinks. I suspect everyone of conspiracy. Almost everyone I know is putting stuff in my drinks when I least expect it, to make me dumber, and to forget these sort of things.
The reason for this? I cannot find one.
And yes, I actually believe what I am saying. Sometimes. Only sometimes. Other times I try and justify that they are just some paranoid delusions, but I don't know what to believe anymore. Am I crazy?

Somebody help me.

I think I'll just post this on TDS.
 
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BluLait said:
I never weigh the stuff I put in a spliff, I just break off a piece of the weed and put it there and smoke it. More is better.
I just have to keep my demons at bay... They mostly come out when I'm high, mostly.

Now they've begun to seep in through the veil of reality and it's worrying me that I might lose my mind pretty soon if this goes on at the current rate.

I might have to quit this lifestyle altogether. Dangerous choices, constant stress and a very dubious entourage is to blame. I'm becoming a paranoid wreck.

For example: I'm constantly suspecting people of putting shit in my drinks, for whatever reason. I just come up with a reason. Like, they have some new drugs that they want to test on me. Or they wanna get me fucked up so they can steal my drugs. Or they have put some sort of truth serum in my drink, and are working with the police, trying to find out my innermost secrets so they can put me down. I cannot trust anyone. I have to be more careful. I will closely watch their every move and if I see anyone putting anything in my drink, I will beat the living shit out of everyone who is with me. The sort of beating that you will scar the rest of your life.
More and more my life is beginning to look more like the life of a paranoid schizophrenic, someone who suspects his closest friends of treason and ratting him out.

I can't live like this for long, something I'll have to do.
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Quit the weed pal, some of them thoughts are similar to what I get on an extremely anxious stone, can't imagine having that sober... It'd be horrible at best :/

Hope you're alright <3
 
I haven't smoked weed for a while. That's what worries me.
But these friends of mine... They're not actually my closest friends. Although some of the people who I've known for a long time are the ones who are part of the conspiracy. But I've never really trusted these people. I have a few that I trust and feel 100% comfortable with, but most of them I don't know what their interests in hanging out with me are.

I change "friends", a lot. It's part of the lifestyle I'm leading. Being paranoid has helped me survive, financially and maybe physically up until now. But it's taking a toll on my mind. I cannot differentiate whether my intuition is right or wrong.

Today. I bought a 2L big bottle of beer with 2 people I've known for a short while. They are friends of brother of a good friend of mine. They are not the type of people I would suspect putting shit in my drinks. But... We all drank from the bottle of beer, and then we all went home, the beer was getting bad to the taste, so I went and threw it away, everyone knew I would, we all said we should have. But the moment I threw it in the trashcan, one of them acted all distressed and said something along the lines of "oh no we lost all that shit". And then I asked what he was talking about, and he said nevermind. I asked again. He said it doesn't matter. I asked a third time, and he said he was talking about an envelope of mine that was lost in the mail, and then started asking me lots of questions about my envelope, like what you do when you want to keep a subject from being discussed, you quickly change it and act all interested and shit in the new subject... They drank from the same bottle, but I believe they were faking it. Not actually drinking. I do not know.

Why the fuck would these people want to poison me? They told me they have criminal records for possesion. One of the reasons I'm thinking they want to put some sort of truth serum or a drug that will fuck me up in my drink, is to find out my secrets and then rat me out to the cops so that their criminal records get erased. Or they're just simply evil motherfuckers. Either way. I will be very careful around these people in the future.

They said they have a girl friend that they know who I've also met. Today they told me she likes me. I believe she is part of the scheme as well. She will get close and personal, to also try and find my most innermost secrets and then rat me out to the police.
 
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BluLait said:
I haven't smoked weed for a while. That's the part that worries me.
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Keep off it for a LONG time, just cause you're not smoking it now doesn't mean it's not still affecting you if were a heavy smoker. are you taking anything else?
 
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