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in the summer at some point i'm going to try LSD, but not recreationally. my plan is to take about 100mics in a comfortable setting with a playlist of calm music i like. i may or may not have a sitter, not decided that yet. i'm going to write down some questions to ask myself and i'll write down the answers on a notebook during the trip and also towards the end write down how to incorporate any revelations i've had.

this is mostly to help me figure out why i've got low-self esteem and sometimes anxiety (not severe anxiety like panic attacks or anything).

i figure if weed brings out anxiety in me sometimes there must be a reason. someone said that with weed the issues causing your anxiety just "pull the strings in the background" and you're not really able to confront them, but with LSD and other psychs the reasons are supposed to be brought to the surface so you're able to deal with them.

the main obstacle i need to overcome is my fear of a 'bad trip' or fighting against the experience rather than embracing all the feelings and thoughts i get.
 
Goodluck chesh, i think you'll have a great time with lsd... although i think mushrooms are better suited for what you are looking for... especially in regards to overcoming fear mush has helped me alot.
Some advice, whatever you do, don't have an authority figure around like parents in the house or some shit like that. That's plain horrible for tripping haha
 
I'll probably candyflip with a low dose of acid at a few festivals this year. Last blotter I tried sent my friend to another world but it felt like I was on the verge of something. The blotter was probably 50-80ug at best, fairly certain it was LSD because the whole experience felt so clean and lasted about 8 hours. I was slightly disappointed because it felt pretty sub-threshold, only really noticed colours being vivid and a slight mindfuck. At one point I put my hands over my eyes and peaked through my fingers and it felt like I'd got lost and was looking through a purple filter. I'm hoping that the added stimulation of lights, music and MDMA will kick it into another gear but I'll still be able to keep my cool-face on.
 
dezz said:
Goodluck chesh, i think you'll have a great time with lsd... although i think mushrooms are better suited for what you are looking for... especially in regards to overcoming fear mush has helped me alot.
Some advice, whatever you do, don't have an authority figure around like parents in the house or some shit like that. That's plain horrible for tripping haha
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LSD is supposed to be easier on the mind and easier to control your thoughts with than shrooms which is why I'm going for it. if acid goes well then maybe i'll try it with shrooms. but for some reason i don't really feel like using acid and shrooms recreationally might change my mind after trying it 'therapeutically' though you never know.

what do you reckon 100mics will be like? it's a pretty low dose isn't it? all i really need is the introspection and expanded thinking.
 
I have no clue lol... you cant measure how much l is on a tab right... i never got how people just take "100mics"... Anyway considering my tabs probably contain 100 mics aswell it shouldnt be overwhelming at all, increased focus, introspection, some slight visuals and that's it.. i'd recommend not smoking weed with it for the first time as that can change the experience drastically. if I smoke during a trip it can easily turn from a mellow upbeat experience into an anxiety ridden confusing mindfuck lol...
 
oh after my weed + 2c-b experience im never mixing weed with psychs again

and i have a slightly more reliable way of getting tabs with known dosages than some random street dealer so that's no problem.
 
So my friends have basically decided not to go to festies this summer so ima need one of yall to come to holland and do molly with me. anyone???
 
LET'S DO EET FOLLEY. u sound like the kind of dude i could hang with lol
 
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What your dealer tells you is 100mcg is probably more like 60 lol... so it shouldn't be overwhelming by any means
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can't say how im getting it but it's more reliable than a street dealer for sure when it comes to dosages. so hypothetically if i do get 100mcg what will it be like? from your experience ofc, i mean i can google it but i'd like to know what you lot have experienced.
 
actually i just realised that a 'bad trip' on 100mcg wouldn't be so bad because i wont be tripping mega hard or anything. a bad trip at that dose, if it happens, could be a positive thing if like you all said i just try and face it and figure out what's causing it.

im not doing it for fun, so i should embrace the possibility of a different experience because i'm doing it to learn. still might find a sitter though.
 
I've never had a sitter, I seem to be OK haha :D


One drop of my liquid would probably be around 100mcg, because it's definitely enough to get a trip going, but not enough to have a full immersion (with any tolerance at least). Light trips like that can be really introspective, because you get in that head space but you're not as easily distracted. I personally always go for 2 drops , 3 is usually too much though. So I would say my sweet spot is between 175-250mcg


If you really just want to learn some things about yourself, I suggest mushrooms however. Much more of a personal trip, while LSD connects you to the universe more than anything else
 
being connected to the universe probably wouldn't be a bad thing, a lot of self esteem problems probably come from how you believe the world around you expects you to be and how you don't feel that you reach expectations.

i found this http://www.maps.org/ritesofpassage/lsdhandbook.html and at one part it has a list of questions to ask so i'm going to ask those questions and some other questions relevant to whatever it is i want to think about.

i think what i'll do is i'll have a mate come round, i'll drop the acid, we'll chill in the lounge (that's the most comfortable room of my house, my room is messy as fuck and there's writing all over the walls) and i'll have my notebook with all the questions on and an ipod with a playlist, my headphones are pretty sick and isolate basically all outside noise so i'll get nice and immersed in the music. we'll chill in the lounge for a couple of hours maybe watching family guy or a david attenborough documentary to distract me until i'm fully in the acid headspace, then he can go to my room and use my pc/xbox whatever to keep himself entertained while i will sit there in the lounge with dim lighting listening to music and thinking about stuff, answering all the questions i've written down and maybe asking myself any other questions i have. if i start feeling too uncomfortable or anything my mate can come down and keep me company but i think mostly he'll just be in the house so i know i've got someone i trust and can rely on, because i plan to face any negative feelings i get.

then after it's all over i can chat to my mate about the experience and whether it helped me. if it works then i'll make it an annual event haha. one introspective trip every year to help me know where i want to go and what i want to do.
 
Sounds like a perfect night, will be interesting to see how it pans out. Acid seems to turn some people into 5 year old's playing in the playground and others just do it to `expand their mind`.
 
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