because i'm kinda antisocial like that lol?
either way i was told by my diggity, if he sold me a gram (can i mention price?? plz?) for XX amount, (and he said admittedly its cut too much/not the highest quality yay) i'd be calling him 3 hours later begging for more (if i snorted, less if i rocked it up and smoked...)
the idea of spending that much money in a few hours on drugs, when i can buy less than 50 dollars worth of meth and be high as shit, smoking whenever i want, for more than a fucking DAY nonstop....
that and a meth high is apparently way more in your face euphoric and strong than a yay high.
meth doesn't last as long as they say for me at least, but then again most drugs dont it seems (for srs...)
my dealer LOVES the yayo (to the point where thats the only thing i havent been able to get from him after MORE THAN ONE TRY because he's that much of a fiend...) but said meth is meh to him or at least he likes yay, and he had lots of meth at his disposal and he didn't do much of it i dont think...i think his personal stash/what he kept of the amount he bought was even less than what i got, i think it was either a gram and a half or (i'm PRETTY SURE its this) just a point and a half...
and he shot meth too, never smoked (or at least i think he told me he didn't try to actually have a session proper/make a lightbulb pipe), apparently it keeps him up too long and isn't all that special/epic win.
what makes no sense to me is that i know he's banged meth before and said its nothing special, but i was talkin to him the other day about smokin, he said he wont smoke caues he thinks he'd like it too much and is gonna stick to plugging....weird.
i'm pretty sure he uses meth jsut as a replacement for pharm amphs though, (and he just recently got a hook and thats how i got obv.) and the pharms he never took high doses of/used to get high..
ugh, now that i'm proper high on amphs it just makes it obvious how much/why meth is so much better....the euphoria...instead of mostly just being awake and focused and ranting....meth has 10x more euphoria than high doses of d-amph and less side effects to boot.
i'll get more within a month, and i'll get like a gram this time, and most importantly A REAL PIPE.