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Folley said:
Oh I'm very well acquainted with comedowns lol... just have some shitty shit on my mind is all, the lack of Serotonin keeps it there :p
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i used to think that. It was always "it's not the drugs...." but a year later....after a year of mdma abuse I have realized that my problems were caused/exaggerated by mdma. I didn't even realize the intense de-realization I had from it. all I can think about is how blind I was.
 
fakeplastictrees4 said:
i used to think that. It was always "it's not the drugs...." but a year later....after a year of mdma abuse I have realized that my problems were caused/exaggerated by mdma. I didn't even realize the intense de-realization I had from it. all I can think about is how blind I was.
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Yeah in the moment i always think the bad thoughts and shit are actual problems, butif that were true they wouldnt just fade away after a week or so right. It really is just. The drugs ime
 
I think I actually anticipate suicide Tuesday because I know from then onwards it can only really go uphill.
 
dezz said:
Yeah in the moment i always think the bad thoughts and shit are actual problems, butif that were true they wouldnt just fade away after a week or so right. It really is just. The drugs ime
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I agree on the fact that the actual comedown from mdma only lasts a day or so. I honestly almost never had a comedown a year ago. The only times I could feel a difference in mood was the day after a 3+ day binge doing mdma each night. So thats why I kept doing it, I was like, oh I guess im one of those people who just dont get comedowns. Lol...
Looking back I realize how much happier I am in general right now than I was when I heavily abused m. It was more of a depression that krept up on one.
 
Yeah man, I also think people just don't notice it. I know I didn't but looking back it most certainly made me more angry at little things and shit. Heck I notice a mood change for several weeks after if I use mdma now.
 
fakeplastictrees4 said:
i used to think that. It was always "it's not the drugs...." but a year later....after a year of mdma abuse I have realized that my problems were caused/exaggerated by mdma. I didn't even realize the intense de-realization I had from it. all I can think about is how blind I was.
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Yeah, I agree... but these problems definitely arnt caused by MDMA, exaggerated for sure, but I would be depressed either way right now :\
 
Sooo....

I think I may like meth more than MDMA 8( IDK... but that rush from a fat vapor hit is honestly a lot more intense than MDMA. Haven't done it since that first binge I had, but holy shit I want more lmao


In fact... that's like all I was thinking about when I was rolling :p I wonder if you can vape MDMA..



Don't think I'm ever going to smoke meth again though, I've never craved a drug so badly in my life... and I've been already been a speed/MDMA addict before...
 
^I imagine the crystal would vaporize in the pipe.. but what would the somatic effects be? good question!
 
Got kicked out of two clubs last night, after which I was explaning to the bouncers that "I'm a lover not a fighter" about twenty times. Alcohol sucks =(
 
Well taking a break right now and still deciding on the style i want to play. Im more into tech house, deephouse these days. Going back to school tho, gonna study for sound tech, and then a producer course haha.
 
Even if I liked it I couldn't really make it with hardstyle haha. I have some pretty good connects in the tech scene, so I can get gigs fairly easy. I even smoked a joint once with tiesto lol my cousin knows him
 
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