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if my life was a graph, it would look like this: http://birminghamappraisalblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/business-graph-downward-trend.jpg

lol I dont come in the chat thread as often do i,
As for the ket stomach, be careful and use k sparingly , because it does build up and do damage.

I used to love doing a gram in one evening or whatever at a rave. atm i dont feel like i can get on any drugs, Im on antibiotics for my prostate problem i feel rough as fuck.

How about you
 
Darksidesam said:
if my life was a graph, it would look like this: http://birminghamappraisalblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/business-graph-downward-trend.jpg

lol I dont come in the chat thread as often do i,
As for the ket stomach, be careful and use k sparingly , because it does build up and do damage.

I used to love doing a gram in one evening or whatever at a rave. atm i dont feel like i can get on any drugs, Im on antibiotics for my prostate problem i feel rough as fuck.

How about you
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Whys that mate, cause you're ill? Such a cliche but there's always light on the horizon my friend.

Naa nor do I though to be honest, I havent done any MD/Acid anything to report on for ages and I've had exams, so not much time to socialise with the rest of you fiends haha.

Yea think I'm giving ket a rest, been on it too much lately. I still have no tolerance for it but I do with another detox. Havent done MD since the start of March so at least thats been given a proper break.

Hows your prostate problem going? Do you know how long your antibiotics thing is for ?

I'm okay mate, trying to soldier through. Just finished my exams so alot of stress of my shoulders. Nan terminally ill aswell, parents divorced, sorta cheated on my missus too. Lots of stuff fucking up at the moment lol. Just gotta keep going though eh? Don't wana fall off the edge :)
 
Hmm life seems to be rough for everyone atm, including me.. ; including me ;(
 
Last night consisted of
Methylone (unverified sample) 130mg x 2
⅛oz. of some fire psilocybes ive been saving since last fall
⅛oz. of some amazing 19%+ THC lab tested og kush
And it was grand! Best trip of the year...

However, atm... im exhausted, cracked out, slightly nauseous, stinky, hurts to blink, throat is trashed from all the smoking...

Like a boss 8)

Relevant-
Nearly 15 hours have passed since my second/last dose of methylone and im still wired... marquis reagent turned yellow (consistent with many cathinones) but the color change was slight and weak, mecke reagent was done twice.. first time i thought i saw a slight yellowing but decided to try a second time with more sample and this time there was no reaction i could see... it was sold as methylone... im skeptical... other than the lingering stimulation however im very much impressed with it and am going to get more... i ate some of the same shrooms with some really good molly last fall and the stimulation is the only presently noticeable qualitative difference... i really wanna send some to edata but realisticly, im not $120 curious... yet... 8)
 
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dezz said:
Hmm life seems to be rough for everyone atm, including me.. ; including me ;(
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Oh yes.... and I don't see things getting any better... only worse :\

Fuck life. It's for losers.


Chesh said:
anxiety and edginess went away after it wore off and i was back to normal. can't take a half though because it's time release and if i cut it in half the time release thing won't work.

and yeah abuse never ends well i guess, you're pretty young as well aren't you?
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If you take half you should just get half of the time release... There are ways you can make those work for you man.


But yeah, I'm probably one of the youngest regulars on this forum.
 
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Whys that mate, cause you're ill? Such a cliche but there's always light on the horizon my friend.

Naa nor do I though to be honest, I havent done any MD/Acid anything to report on for ages and I've had exams, so not much time to socialise with the rest of you fiends haha.

Yea think I'm giving ket a rest, been on it too much lately. I still have no tolerance for it but I do with another detox. Havent done MD since the start of March so at least thats been given a proper break.

Hows your prostate problem going? Do you know how long your antibiotics thing is for ?

I'm okay mate, trying to soldier through. Just finished my exams so alot of stress of my shoulders. Nan terminally ill aswell, parents divorced, sorta cheated on my missus too. Lots of stuff fucking up at the moment lol. Just gotta keep going though eh? Don't wana fall off the edge :)
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The scary thing is how much my weed tolerance has gone up. I used to make a tenners last a week easily,
now i could probably do that tenners in 2 days.
It's always been low but i dunno i just keep doing it.
Divorces suck, i got my decree through other day looks like i gotta foot the bill for it too but i dont have any money anymore. The stress makes prostatitis worse, the only drug i can use that eases it is valium but i am not getting addicted to that stuff no way. Ill have to do without.

I was on doxycycline for 28 days before, but that didnt clear it and now im on metronidazole anti biotic, 3 times a day for 14 days. Ive been feeling really shitty and ill past 2 days, but im wondering if it is fighting the infection or what not, but i do have chronic prostatitis the doctor told me the other week its there for good.
 
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the only drug i can use that eases it is valium but i am not getting addicted to that stuff no way. Ill have to do without.
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I tried some a few days ago... honestly it didn't help me forget much at all.


Take a day or two break every once in a while though, even just one day a week where you don't smoke will help your tolerance stay down a lot
 
Folley said:
If you take half you should just get half of the time release... There are ways you can make those work for you man.


But yeah, I'm probably one of the youngest regulars on this forum.
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it's not like the addy XR with random beads in it, it's got like layers and shit and if you cut it in half it stops the layers doing their job with osmosis or some shit.

it's cool though i can spare £100 to spend on ritalin pills for exam season haha
 
Even if you have ADHD, I wouldn't rely on the ritalin. Only use it when you feel like you NEED it, it's always best to try and rely on yourself rather than drugs :)



Darksidesam said:
i am really using cannabis as my walking aid atm lol
Best stress reliever out there
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Kinda the same advice I'll give to you Sam haha, I really NEED weed... it's hard for me to handle life without it just because I've gotten so used to always having it around and in my system...



That's kind of how all of my problems started.. I got so used to always getting high/fucked up that when I stopped it would leave a hole that needed to be filled... and I couldn't fill it so I just turned to other drugs instead.
 
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Ive quit smoking weed lots of times... sometimes for years... i find that my decision making is much better when i smoke... i smoke between an eight and a quarter a week... i dont smoke much at a time... i pack a bowl in the morn take a hit... shower and eat breakfast and head to work, take another puff in the parking lot, fresh bowl for a lunch time appetizer, 4:20, off work back at home, fresh bowl and a proper shack before supper, and a nightcap lol
 
Folley said:
Even if you have ADHD, I wouldn't rely on the ritalin. Only use it when you feel like you NEED it, it's always best to try and rely on yourself rather than drugs :)
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need it to revise/study, literally never been able to revise properly before i knew i had ADHD. it's kind of easier now i know, even without the ritalin, because i sort of understand my mind is a bit batshit and easily distractable so i can try to recognise when i'm going off on a tangent.

but honestly mate, i'd fail my exams again without it. tried for 3 years to just 'apply myself' and 'work harder' but it never did shit, always just end up zoning out for long periods of time and never taking anything in. i've always been good at scraping by with what little bit of information i do manage to take in, and now i'm actually able to read an entire page in the textbook and take it all in i realise i'm not as dumb as i thought, i've just never been able to utilise my brain.

ADHD has its benefits though so yeah i'd rather only be on the ritalin when i need it for revision and college. 5mg is very subtle though, when i first tried it i didn't think it worked until i sat down and did some work for half an hour without zoning out or getting the urge to just go and do something else. so it doesn't zombie me too much, but it does calm my thought processes down which is nice for when im trying to work.

speaking of ADHD i was supposed to go to bed 45 minutes ago and only just realised i'd been distracted haha.
 
I hear ya Chesh... I've been living with it forever aswell. Pretty fucked up when you REALLY want to make an effort but you're just zoning out without you even realizing it. Although if I had the choice I wouldn't change it though, it really did contribute to my wacky personality and stuff. All that thinking about everything does have little advantages especially in the creative field haha.
 
Ehhh I feel I have it as well, I think if we all dig down deep enough we could be diagnosed with ADHD lol....

but a prescription of speed would be horrible for me... there is just something about that shit that makes me want to do it so badly when I'm already on it and have more sitting in front of me...
 
Yeah I get that with amps, but ritalin is somehow different. It just makes me focus a little but theres not really anything to it that makes me want to do it in the recreational sense.
 
Snort it lol, that shit is like the same to me as coke is...

except a good 50 dollars cheaper for a good night. But I have gotten a shit ton of it for basically free because my friend is prescribed (and hates) it, so I've certainly experimented around with it lol
 
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