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Just watch a dealer take some and take a little less than he does. I wouldn't dilute it, because not only is the dose curve steep, but it's hard to hit on the head. If you have an unknown amount of water mixed in, then not only is it more difficult to taste the G, but you're more likely to get too high or not high enough.

Yeah carping sucks. Havn't carped in several months though. I usually know when I'm going to carp and carry a stimulant just in case.
 
Folley said:
Well I would need to find a dealer who has it first lol...

A drug that requires that much self control to dose probably wouldn't be a good thing for me lol...
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Oh after you've been knocked on your ass a few times you'll learn to respect it, lolol
 
Well I would need to find a dealer who has it first lol...

A drug that requires that much self control to dose probably wouldn't be a good thing for me lol...

dezz said:
Uhm dude one dose lasts more then that for me... The problem is when I'm rolling I always want more more more and I don't give a fuck about harm reduction lol...
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I have this problem lol... not so much with MDMA anymore, but after I get high, I never want to comedown. And after I do, I want to go right back up lol...
 
Darksidesam said:
That looks like escapism, what are you escaping from folley?
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My gay side :(

lol escapism? I don't think so :p... I just REALLY like being high. On the comedown, I'm sad that those amazing feelings I had before are ending. That doesn't mean Ill always redose and keep doing drugs, but its not like I'm happy that my high is at an end
 
Folley said:
My gay side :(

lol escapism? I don't think so :p... I just REALLY like being high. On the comedown, I'm sad that those amazing feelings I had before are ending. That doesn't mean Ill always redose and keep doing drugs, but its not like I'm happy that my high is at an end
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Yeah, but at least you maintain your self-respect and dignity.
 
Renz Envy said:
Yeah, but at least you maintain your self-respect and dignity.
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That I have.

Being 16 and still being knowledgeable enough to help people that are 20+ does a lot for self confidence lol... I got to say though, after what I was going around this time last year, I've lost a lot of respect for myself.

But I'm pretty happy now. My drug use isn't anything too bad anymore, and I've been around long enough to know when I have a problem... If I ever seriously had a problem with addiction though I know my parents would be completely supporting.
 
Fuck I wish I thought about my dignity at some raves lol. Walking around shirtless with my shirt in my pocket rolling face asking people if they have seen my shirt.. it was litterally hangin outside my pocket XD.
Hour later I would put it in my pocket again and the cycle started again... asking the same people : /. I thankgod that I can't remember the other shit I've done
 
dezz said:
Fuck I wish I thought about my dignity at some raves lol. Walking around shirtless with my shirt in my pocket rolling face asking people if they have seen my shirt.. it was litterally hangin outside my pocket XD.
Hour later I would put it in my pocket again and the cycle started again... asking the same people : /. I thankgod that I can't remember the other shit I've done
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I love that feeling of losing yourself at a rave.
 
Man I really want to go to a rave... just for the experience itself. I mean, I've rolled at parties, and when I was young and dumb sometimes I would roll at school, so basically in a giant hall with like 2000 other kids...

but I want to be in a place where everyone else is rolling lol... 4-5 friends rolling is one thing, but a thousand people feeling as good as I do? Im down.
 
I could've gone to one tonight. Sort of kicking myself for not, but I'm not in a clubbing mood. Got a festival on Friday.
 
dezz said:
Fuck I wish I thought about my dignity at some raves lol. Walking around shirtless with my shirt in my pocket rolling face asking people if they have seen my shirt.. it was litterally hangin outside my pocket XD.
Hour later I would put it in my pocket again and the cycle started again... asking the same people : /. I thankgod that I can't remember the other shit I've done
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haha i pretty much always do this it's funny as fuck.
 
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