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hey alasdair very true. when you want to be with someone out of need you aren't really with someone in the first place your using people to satisfy yourself. I think genuin care or love can only happen when both individuals are coming from a healthy state and CHOOSE to be with one another not to fill up something or avoid their loneliness etc.
 
severely etarded said:
As a rule, let them call you. You call them for anything they act like you need them, blah blah. You ignore them and they chase after you
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when i was 17 and stupid and thought i knew everything this seemed to work for me too. i got the girls i deserved and they deserved me. then i grew up and started acting like an adult...

:)

alasdair
 
ha. i was the guy wating for the right moment when she was in my house in her panties and was wondering if she liked me or not, oh the humanity how ignorant i was to those things hahhaa
 
So excited for my friends b-day (in 2 weeks), were going to his lake house gonna smoke a lot of weed do some drinking some fishing. A few of us plan on tripping. This time I plan on taking 2 1/8ths of boomers, damn I'm excited I'm talking next level shit!! I know I rolled last weekend and I'm gonna be pushing my luck but I plan on rolling again this trying my luck with plugging!
 
alasdairm said:
this can be hard to hear - and but feeling like you 'need' somebody to fill a hole in your life, suggests some unresolved issues which you need to address.

it's perfectly understandable to want to be in a relationship for all the wonderful things that brings but, if you are fundamentally unhappy and think that just finding a partner is going to solve everything, you could be in for a rude awakening - you may just end up in a relationship, just as unhappy and, ultimately, more hurt and confused than you were before. you need to think about this seriously and, if necessary, consider getting some help.

there's a quote (which i am paraphrasing) which i think sums up what i'm saying succinctly: "some people spend their lives looking for the right person instead of becoming the right person."

you may find that if you invest some time in the latter, the 'right' person will fall right into your lap...

good luck.

oh, and who cares if you prefer the company of both men and women? i like chocolate but i don't like chocolate-flavoured things. go figure :)

alasdair
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You make some very valid points Ali. And that is a good quote. I think I'm just tired of sleeping with random people. I mean, it's ton of fun and exciting to pull someone that's attractive and have a very risqué night. I think in my head I was just trying to justify the fact that it would be nice to have the same person on a consistent basis to hold, cuddle, and have sex with. I should probably figure myself out before I dive into anything. Who knows how long that would take tho.

I just thought I might as well be open with the homies here at ED. Just trying to be more honest with myself and those around me.

Also

I'm not a super trance guy but...

Dash Berlin - Man on the Run
 
Folley said:
Ugh, I need to call my ex but I'm afraid it will ruin what good I've built since then, like it always did before... bitches man, just too complicated :| maybe you got it right Dio, lol
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Haha, I haven't got much right. So I would take most things I say with a grain of salt, in terms of real life issues.

I got that MDMA harm reduction on a lock tho!
 
Apparently there exist a group of people called Mothers Against Molly and they want to ban EDM. Hell, I'm against Molly and the phrase 'electronic dance music'. I remember a year, 2006, and what a fine year it was. Not much Molly or 'EDM'. I just remember when dance music fit the bill. Btw Daft Punk is awesome.
 
alasdairm said:
maybe if you stopped calling them bitches?

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Oh no, she is a BITCH. Last time I talked to her, I apologized for something SHE did then she basically told me to fuck off and leave her alone... then, the next day, she said she was sorry for saying that and I should call her? I basically just laughed and didn't reply :sus:


been a few months since then and I've been a lot better, but I still have that nagging feeling damn it
 
alasdairm said:
i'm with dezz and diloadid - don't wait for a chance. create that chance and do it.

alasdair
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Last time I tried to create a chance when I thought I was ready to tell her about why I wasn't myself at all that weekend I really wasn't and it just kinda was awkward... We both knew I wanted to talk about it but I couldn't... The last time I rolled I was actually with her and ever since then I feel like I can be 100% open and honest with her, it's amazing how a drug can strengthen previous friendships.

EDIT: On a completely random note when I was driving home for Canadian Tire (Yes that's the stores name) I saw a license plate that read "666 PMA)

I got s good laugh outta it, looks like PMA is the devils work ;D
 
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Folley said:
Oh no, she is a BITCH. Last time I talked to her, I apologized for something SHE did then she basically told me to fuck off and leave her alone... then, the next day, she said she was sorry for saying that and I should call her? I basically just laughed and didn't reply :sus:


been a few months since then and I've been a lot better, but I still have that nagging feeling damn it
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Invite her over for a quick fuck.girls under 25 got no clue wtf they want. Don't get attached. Maybe have a little fun rolling bone her then don't call her for a few more months
 
So after 5 months dancesafe finally returned my email about starting a Vancouver branch... I guess after all the recent deaths they want to expand more.

Anyways so I might be starting up a Dancesafe chapter in Vancouver then... Gonna see if I can find some people who are interested in it too first so I got a decent crew together. :)

#HarmReduction
 
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