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The Cuddle Puddle vers. 2 Llamas, One cup

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fakeplastictrees4 said:
hows high doses of dex for u? unless u have a tolerance..?

i remember taking 30-40mg (eyeballed so i didnt know for sure) and i had a tolerance and i would be fucking euphoric and tweeked. couldnt stop yapping couldnt stop thinking. have never gone more than that at once though, always just redosing through the day
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folley thats not a low dose but thats not like a "LETS SEE IF WE CAN GET HIGHER THAN EVAR!!! PUSH IT TO THE LIMIT!!!!" dose.
180mg all at once would be on the lower edge of pushing it though, but 100 to start is about right for me, 100-140 to start a night off, redose as necessary.
i always go through 200mg minimum on nights when i do speed, sometimes 300mg or more (with redoses) in less than 12 hours... and i think wednesday of last week i mightve set a temporary new llama high score of 34 dexedrine in one night.
I've got permatolerance i think, or at least somewhat...the night i set the previous llama record amount of 300mg in one speed night/over about 8-12 hours iirc, was after i spent 3 and a half weeks completely legitimately off of amphetamines/stimulants/drugs.
eyeballed?
dexedrine/dextroamphetamine is pharmaceutical...there is no illicit trade in dextroamphetamine (UK/Euro is racemic not dextro only) anywhere in the world that i know of...
and 30-40mg is a decent dose for a beginner, when i started getting high i'd pop 40 and be high as fuck
 
^^ i hear that noise!!

got a wake'n'bake sesh going on right now in my room :) my buddies are over and we are just ripping bong after bong...

i also snorted 1mg of suboxone and ate 1mg xanax to go with my weeds <3
 
dezz said:
The idea of xanax always seemed so tempting to me. Pop a pill, POOF you no longer give a fuck and you're anxiety is gone. I haven't touched anything for 2 months except tobacco and the occasional booze, but I do have my weak moments haha. Thankgod I don't have a prescription for benzo's, I've only heard horror stories about them regarding the addictiveness and whatnot.
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This is what I dont get.... I know some people really need them to stop the suicidal thoughts etc but it is actually okay to feel sad/depressed sometimes. Everybody gets down, everybody feels like they're in a hole in which they'll never escape once in their life. It's how you act on it that matters. I'd be sending someone to a psych ward if they said they were never sad or upset.
 
StrutterGear said:
This is what I dont get.... I know some people really need them to stop the suicidal thoughts etc but it is actually okay to feel sad/depressed sometimes. Everybody gets down, everybody feels like they're in a hole in which they'll never escape once in their life. It's how you act on it that matters. I'd be sending someone to a psych ward if they said they were never sad or upset.
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FOR REAL

not even a week ago I was like manically depressed, now, shit Im the happiest Ive been in months. Cause I took action into my own hands


but yeah. Wake and bake, good for the soul.
 
I disagree somewhat strutter...while yes, everyone "gets down", most people dont experience feelings of depression, loneliness, worthlessness, low self esteem, etc. for extended periods of time.
what you dont understand strutter is that after months and years of trying your best to find happiness/fix your problems only to find that your efforts had absolutely no effect on improving your situation at all, its hard to not just give up on life...
be happy you DONT understand what being depressed for extended periods of time feels like....
^yall crackas posted in mah spot...
this post is a response to one of strutter's posts on the previous page.
 
I was depressed, unsatisfied and lonely a long time before i used any drug...
and btw, before you stat treating me as if i'm an idiot and dont know the side effects of stimulant use, low levels of dopamine wouldn't cause chronic long lasting depression...
and dopamine levels in the brain replenish a lot quicker than serotonin levels, and the dopamine system repairs itself a hell of a lot faster than the serotonin system does.
and depression/mood isn't even affected by dopamine levels in the brain, serotonin regulates mood, thats why every drug used in modern medicine for the treatment of depression acts upon serotonin levels in the brain.
speed isn't the cause of my depression, so dont try to tell me it is.
unless i was using amphetamines when i was about 11...
 
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darksidedsam said:
Lol ive been baked nearly all day today, and i was all day yesterday Lmao...

Its so much better than smoking it,
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Ive been stoned constantly for 2 years now lol, all day erryday. Ill go months without a single day where I dont smoke weed, the only problem with smoking weed, is the effect on your lungs hahaha

Vapeing is amazing, such a pure taste, but I love the act of smoking... its so much fun!



and llama... maybe, but do you think its helping? This is just your comedown talk, Ive heard it plenty, you always come out of it after not being on amps for a while....

if you wanna talk about it PM me bro, but damn it this is gonna stay a happy cuddle puddle!
 
LSDMDMA&10108680 said:
I disagree somewhat strutter...while yes, everyone "gets down", most people dont experience feelings of depression, loneliness, worthlessness, low self esteem, etc. for extended periods of time.
what you dont understand strutter is that after months and years of trying your best to find happiness/fix your problems only to find that your efforts had absolutely no effect on improving your situation at all, its hard to not just give up on life...
be happy you DONT understand what being depressed for extended periods of time feels like....
^yall crackas posted in mah spot...
this post is a response to one of strutter's posts on the previous page.
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And I said those who really need it should, but its seen as a quick fix for feeling down. People forget that its normal to be sad sometimes, so they start thinking theres something wrong with them if theyre not happy, causing yourself psychological damage IMO. As I said, thats not to say some people dont need that help though
 
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