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afterlyfestyle said:
Smack that bitch Mkat, he deserves it and you know it!
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I just told him to let me know in the future. I ended up having to pay the full 400 bucks whereas had he told me he was short this month, I could have just covered the difference and we wouldn't have had to worry about it until next month.

If you don't like the USA you could always go on a rambling tour around the EU?
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Maybe some day. *sigh* Money and such.
 
MagickalKat777 said:
UGH! I hate it when your roommate doesn't pay the bill and doesn't bother telling you that its past due until it gets shut off.

I've been without internet for almost two weeks now! >_<

Oh well I took care of it, paid Comcast, and I added tethering to my phone in case it happens again. Now I'm on a ramen noodle diet this month haha.

On the plus side though, we're moving to a bigger apartment in the same complex on the 23rd. I'm stoked to have my own bedroom and bathroom! ^_^

A lot of things have happened actually... I'm likely moving to the west coast this summer as soon as my benzo taper is done and I've got my disability coming in. I don't know how I feel about my first time being in Cali involving moving to the west LA suburbs but hey, I'll just go get in the ocean afterwards... lol
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Omfg my girl does the same thing constantly (forgetting to pay bills), I guess that explains why I haven't seen you post much lately. How's the benzo taper goin? Also cali is pretty nice but colorado has far nicer scenery, I've always wanted to move to CO cuz the nature is beatiful and the people are very intellegent and open minded, although cali is pretty liberal as well. California is just too fast paced if that makes any sense, also propery is expensive out here.
 
CaptainKratom said:
Omfg my girl does the same thing constantly (forgetting to pay bills), I guess that explains why I haven't seen you post much lately. How's the benzo taper goin? Also cali is pretty nice but colorado has far nicer scenery, I've always wanted to move to CO cuz the nature is beatiful and the people are very intellegent and open minded, although cali is pretty liberal as well. California is just too fast paced if that makes any sense, also propery is expensive out here.
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Yeah I was pissed at him... Its like... Now I have to pay twice as much whereas we could have called Comcast and done a promise to pay and only have to pay the past due balance. -.-

The benzo taper is stuck at 7.5mg at the moment. I have too much shit on my plate to taper any further. I see my therapist and psychiatrist tomorrow and Tuesday respectively, we are moving to another unit around the 23rd, an old flame is visiting in town on the 1st, and then I have my disability hearing on the 20th of February. Lots of shit in a very small period of time. I'm considering adding 100mg increments of gabapentin in to smooth out some of the withdrawal but when I see the new psych I'm going to see about getting the 2mg pills so I can make 1mg cuts reliably instead of the 1.25mg totally unreliable quartering that I have to do with 5s. That would make life a LOT easier.

I agree with all of your points... but the old flame that is coming to visit me wants to get back together and that would involve me moving to the west coast. I'm not terribly upset about it though because I am a Libra so I really ought to live by a body of water to mellow out my coldness when it comes to emotions anyway.
 
MagickalKat777 said:
Yeah I was pissed at him... Its like... Now I have to pay twice as much whereas we could have called Comcast and done a promise to pay and only have to pay the past due balance. -.-

The benzo taper is stuck at 7.5mg at the moment. I have too much shit on my plate to taper any further. I see my therapist and psychiatrist tomorrow and Tuesday respectively, we are moving to another unit around the 23rd, an old flame is visiting in town on the 1st, and then I have my disability hearing on the 20th of February. Lots of shit in a very small period of time. I'm considering adding 100mg increments of gabapentin in to smooth out some of the withdrawal but when I see the new psych I'm going to see about getting the 2mg pills so I can make 1mg cuts reliably instead of the 1.25mg totally unreliable quartering that I have to do with 5s. That would make life a LOT easier.

I agree with all of your points... but the old flame that is coming to visit me wants to get back together and that would involve me moving to the west coast. I'm not terribly upset about it though because I am a Libra so I really ought to live by a body of water to mellow out my coldness when it comes to emotions anyway.
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Yeah I feel ya, my GF only has to pay the phone and electricity bill and she manages to fail at that more often then you would think, at rather inapropriate times as well. I went to visit family in boston a little while back and she forgot to pay the phone bill and at the time we had both just gotten new lines so we had no real way to get in contact so I spent a week with no phone :/.

Benzo addiction seems like a pain in the ass, I'm assuming that once your down to that low of a level each small jump must be quite painfull. I have GAD and even benzo induced rebound anxiety can get very uncomfortable at times so full blown W/D would likely make be blow my brains out. Also does gabapentin not effect your taper progress?

Yeah well depending on where you move makes all the difference. In So Cal it's pretty much what you would expect as far as overpopulation, expensive property, and your fair share of hipster douchebags but Nor Cal is actually a pretty nice place to be, especially near the bay area (SF). That's another area that I would say is ahead of the game as far as acceptance of everyone and intellegence, not to mention they've got quite the psychedelic scene as well. I can tell you from personal experience that you will have no problems finding LSD out there that's for sure. Anyways I hope things work out for you two :)
 
CaptainKratom said:
Yeah I feel ya, my GF only has to pay the phone and electricity bill and she manages to fail at that more often then you would think, at rather inapropriate times as well. I went to visit family in boston a little while back and she forgot to pay the phone bill and at the time we had both just gotten new lines so we had no real way to get in contact so I spent a week with no phone :/.
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Well he REALLY fucked up... He apparently had set up a promise to pay with them and forgot about it. His account is now 400 overdrawn and we're fucked for rent if we can't come up with the money to fix it... It was their screw up (I mean, they shut us off and everything) and we currently have a 350 dollar credit balance but it will take 3 to 4 weeks to get a refund and his bank won't do anything because it was a debit card.

Benzo addiction seems like a pain in the ass, I'm assuming that once your down to that low of a level each small jump must be quite painfull. I have GAD and even benzo induced rebound anxiety can get very uncomfortable at times so full blown W/D would likely make be blow my brains out. Also does gabapentin not effect your taper progress?
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Pain in the ass is an understatement. I've quit any drug I've ever done cold turkey without much of a problem... Not fucking benzos though. Not by a long shot. And yes, each cut is hell. Gabapentin would be a cross over med... I don't really know what else to do but I've been thinking about suicide too much lately to let it keep going as it is.

Yeah well depending on where you move makes all the difference. In So Cal it's pretty much what you would expect as far as overpopulation, expensive property, and your fair share of hipster douchebags but Nor Cal is actually a pretty nice place to be, especially near the bay area (SF). That's another area that I would say is ahead of the game as far as acceptance of everyone and intellegence, not to mention they've got quite the psychedelic scene as well. I can tell you from personal experience that you will have no problems finding LSD out there that's for sure. Anyways I hope things work out for you two :)
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Unfortunately, no SF. West LA... like Santa Monica. We'll see what happens. I'm still not completely sold on the idea. For one, with my anxiety, an earthquake would be the worst experience imaginable...
 
Well he REALLY fucked up... He apparently had set up a promise to pay with them and forgot about it. His account is now 400 overdrawn and we're fucked for rent if we can't come up with the money to fix it... It was their screw up (I mean, they shut us off and everything) and we currently have a 350 dollar credit balance but it will take 3 to 4 weeks to get a refund and his bank won't do anything because it was a debit card.
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Okay yeah, that's quite the fuck up. Hope you find a way outta this one, perhaps talk to the landlord?

Pain in the ass is an understatement. I've quit any drug I've ever done cold turkey without much of a problem... Not fucking benzos though. Not by a long shot. And yes, each cut is hell. Gabapentin would be a cross over med... I don't really know what else to do but I've been thinking about suicide too much lately to let it keep going as it is.
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Well if your thinking about committing suicide halting the taper for a little while would be your best bet, take your time man. Eventually you will be able to look back at this as a new person. No need for suicide, perhaps that old flame of yours is all you need for happiness. Just hang in there, things will get better with time. I'd say that if you feel like you need a change to be happier go for it and at least you will have someone by your side, sometimes drastic changes are needed in hard times.

Unfortunately, no SF. West LA... like Santa Monica. We'll see what happens. I'm still not completely sold on the idea. For one, with my anxiety, an earthquake would be the worst experience imaginable...!
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Well santa monica is pretty nice not gonna lie, right near venice beach which is cool, they frequently hold drum circles, bon fires, and they have quite a bit of artists and poi spinners, and also a HUGE marijuana scene but I doubt you smoke with the amount of anxiety your having. I'm sure you would like it although it may be different than CO but at least we've got the greatest weather. Also not to scare you but LA is due for another huge earthquake which also scares me, something you should definately be aware of. Perhaps figure out if there are any fault lines.in that area.
 
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Rolled face after a month and a half long break kept on doing blow till the am still on it
 
^ that... would not surprise me one bit. I remember when they cut sets to 30 minutes here and the headliner had 45... It didn't go over terribly well with those of us sober enough to realize we were being cheated but unfortunately we (the ones sober enough to notice) were in the extreme minority :\
 
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My favorite progressive track at the moment, can't get enough of it!
 
^ Have fun ;)

When Wunderground brought up the opinion that some DJs excel in a longer set format, slowly building up the mood while creating suspense and playing on the feelings of the crowd as they work through their record collection, Damion addressed the matter up front, “To be honest anyone with any interest in the music has actually avoided Ultra entirely for the last five years” he explained. “to most of the attendees, taking Instagram photos “no filter” and flexing at scantily clad girls are far more important aspects of the experience.”
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lol.. UMF seems lame, IMO. The epitome of commercialism. I guess there's a reason the Defqon and Q-Dance pills were 200+mg and that no one in their right might out make a "Ultra" pill
 
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