I know you probably won't feel like discussing how you feel. But just remember, there are loads of people in the same situation as you. So let out some of those emotions, it might make you feel a bit better.
^ It's a good idea for a thread, but doesn't really fit in with the BDD guidelines.. I suggest you try Drug Culture, they may have something similar, or your regional forum.
For getting emotions out there is always TDS too! (Link in my sig )