The kind of life I want seems to be unobtainable. Its rather simple actually. I want a family-type life. I don't want to have kids. I'd never do such a thing as to bring a life into this fucked up world.
I want that professional 9 to 5 job that can provide security to those I care about.
I want to help others that suffer.
I want to be a good influence and a beacon of safety for any kids that might be in my life.
I want to come home from work and smile at those I can consider family.
I want to provide.
I want to be loved.
I want to love.
I want to be well (or do I?)
Very simply, I want.
I have my dog, a fuck buddy and an inability to deal with life's challenges.
The gods can be cruel.
I want that professional 9 to 5 job that can provide security to those I care about.
I want to help others that suffer.
I want to be a good influence and a beacon of safety for any kids that might be in my life.
I want to come home from work and smile at those I can consider family.
I want to provide.
I want to be loved.
I want to love.
I want to be well (or do I?)
Very simply, I want.
I have my dog, a fuck buddy and an inability to deal with life's challenges.
The gods can be cruel.