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Benzos The Big Phenazepam Throw Together Pt. I

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^what did i receive? gotta be more specific man.. im guessing about my most recent purchace of phenazepam (which was a while ago now) it could have been better, but im dealin with it, i just research twice as much as normal
 
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EveryStar said:
I just got an order of 1g phenazepam today.[snip - little too specific - leftwing]. I've been eyeballing doses all evening, possibly having gone over 30mg and I just feel slightly impaired. What's wrong with me? I also smoked some crack.
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The crack is keeping you stimmed, and/or the phenaz is shit most likely
 
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The crack is keeping you stimmed, and/or the phenaz is shit most likely
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^ id go with that.. there's a lot of it going around lately.. and where they got it from is one of those places, but we can't mention sources so people are going to keep getting ripped off people aren't allowed to tell who sold them bunk shit :\
 
sorry for my absense, i havent read much of what was wrote as well

to update, yeah i quit opiates. sucks but i feel alright considering the benzo w/d

since both shipments were bunk and a nice friend sent some but customs said "bla bla" and confiscatated it, i've been having the mind of a 90 year old and making a fool of myself :) i have very little benzos at the moment so they're severely rationed

it's the lack of certain kinds of sleep that in time really get you. it's really like i'm 99

but holiday is over tomorrow, meaning i can call my doctors tomorrow, and i'll be set once i have a couple days of normal non-benzo-w-d sleep

i could stay on clonazepam as i have been (my tolerance would be quite lowered as well because of this ordreal), i could taper off benzos with a benzo that is friendly to sleep architecture (aka etiazolam (pretty sure that's the one), or i could just not take any benzos

the reason i said the last option, is i'm both opiate and (almost) benzo free. and i feel relatively fine. though not while outside socializing etc (the self medication aspect), i get stomach issues and slow thought

i'm opting for behavioral cognitive therapy? and maybe i'll have to take immodium forever...

drugs make anything a lot better in a lot of ways... perhaps they should be reserved for the most needed occasions, say twice a month or something

so what is bluelight's collective opinion on my actions?

p.s. my personality is quite altered by the benzo w/d so apologies for oddities
 
I know we are not supposed to talk about sources, so this is for harm prevention, if a mod thinks I should explain more then I'll do so, and forgive me if I give to much information.

I know where a lot of people get their phenazepam from, and recently contacted such person. As a result of that I received an e-mail from the website he was selling from which explained that his personal information had been conpromised, and that buisness activity over the past few weeks was fradulent, and they were looking more into the issue, but I should, question all interaction's during the past month.

So for those of you who purchased from him I would be careful, I know there are trademarks of his, and I would suspect that someone who compromised an account, would also sell bunk "research chemicals"
 
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thats kinda vague....are you saying the transaction history (CC#'s, etc) has been compromised? Or that he's claiming that someone else has been selling the bunk stuff through his site? Or what?
 
just wondering, is there any recourse against these vendors of 10-50% phenazepam sold as "Guaranteed 99% Pure Phenazepam"...has anyone asked these vendors why their product is not as advertised?
 
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thats kinda vague....are you saying the transaction history (CC#'s, etc) has been compromised? Or that he's claiming that someone else has been selling the bunk stuff through his site? Or what?
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Kinda hard to explain that without explaining more about the site? I'll pm a mod and see what I can say.
 
i'm off opies

with benzos i have three options

1) continue taking clonazepam (at a lower dose maybe). it does help with anxiety
2a) taper off benzos with etiazolam (a benzo friendly to sleep architecture, makes w/d easier)
2c) same as 2a, but get some short acting benzos like xanax in the future (months from now so my tolerance will settle) for occasions that i need it... then there would be no dependence issue. i'm talking 15 xanax pills a month rather than 120 klonopins, so "use as needed"

the only constraint, is i really want to be good to go once school starts, which is in about 2-3 months

since i can't think, i ask again, what should my course be, collective electronic avatars?
 
qwe said:
i'm off opies

with benzos i have three options

1) continue taking clonazepam (at a lower dose maybe). it does help with anxiety
2a) taper off benzos with etiazolam (a benzo friendly to sleep architecture, makes w/d easier)
2c) same as 2a, but get some short acting benzos like xanax in the future (months from now so my tolerance will settle) for occasions that i need it... then there would be no dependence issue. i'm talking 15 xanax pills a month rather than 120 klonopins, so "use as needed"

the only constraint, is i really want to be good to go once school starts, which is in about 2-3 months

since i can't think, i ask again, what should my course be, collective electronic avatars?
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Dya mean etizolam?
 
Depends on how long you wanna drag it out for. It's gonna blow no matter what, but when you do taper down or stop entirely you'll more likely than not go through hell.
 
a SNAG

i "lost" a good portion of my clonazepam. i thought it'd be fine, cuz i ordered 99% phenazepam. well it was bunk. so i ordered again. and it was bunk again

so now i am two weeks to go till refill, with no benzos, cuz chinese suppliers can go fuck off

mind is already like a 90 year old. so much forgetfulness, like two seconds later i forget what i was thinking. i am worried about excitotoxicity. anybody know how much of an issue that is, and if it is permanent?

stupid legislation. i just want to buy a benzo bottle so i can taper off the stuff for school and be functional. fucking societal moral panics

*** you can probably tell i am not my normal self while in this benzo wd haze

>>Depends on how long you wanna drag it out for>>
i'd like to be off the benzos by early august

if i just quit now, cold turkey, will i be doing damage to my brain? it'd be easier on me when i enter school, my brain would have re settled like it has with opies, but the science says if you taper too fast you get long protracted withdrawals, long :(
 
No, you are doing damage to your brain when you take benzos. The main danger is that of seizure or suicide. Make sure you have a detox facility you can go to if the shit REALLY hits the fan.

Right now I just feel this angry manic anxious energy coursing through every part of my body. Just agitated as fuck. I went cold turkey off a heavy habit.
 
MescalitoBandito said:
No, you are doing damage to your brain when you take benzos. The main danger is that of seizure or suicide. Make sure you have a detox facility you can go to if the shit REALLY hits the fan.

Right now I just feel this angry manic anxious energy coursing through every part of my body. Just agitated as fuck. I went cold turkey off a heavy habit.
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neurons break when they get too much signal. look up excitotoxicity. it's a problem with alcohol and benzo w/d

benzos are QUITE benign on the body. benzo w/d ISN'T

what you are feeling, is restless leg syndrome all over your body. the tingles, dull pain, weird feelings, etc, normally it's only in the legs, but in benzo w/d, it's all over and it is a huge bitch. i ran out once before my script, had to CT, i was writhing in my bed

btw seizure, suicide, and schizophrenia occur if you rapidly taper off a benzo. if you do a slow taper, the withdrawal will last a lot less long (u wont have protracted withdrawal) and you won't have those problems

you REALLY gotta taper slow with the benzos

p.s. benzos are used to reduce risk of or treat seizures. your post was sorta backwards man
 
Oh I just missed a transition there. I meant the main risk of withdrawal is seizure or suicide. Yeah you gotta taper slow but I am not being locked up in a detox facility. I would much rather die or risk brain damage.
 
MescalitoBandito said:
Oh I just missed a transition there. I meant the main risk of withdrawal is seizure or suicide. Yeah you gotta taper slow but I am not being locked up in a detox facility. I would much rather die or risk brain damage.
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same, my parents keep suggesting in house. fuck that. the comforts are at home. my videogames and movies are here, and they can ALMOST entertain me in withdrawal. they help me through it. i'll tough a CT before i go into a house

not to mention, you cant use pot to help your w/d in-house
 
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