feelgoodhit said:
i'm more interested in your "quasi-addiction" to mescaline than the remedy for nausea... what exactly do you mean by "quasi-addiction"?
i dunno. i obviously never became physically dependent. and i didnt have as strong of cravings as i did for morphine or speed, so i wouldnt call it a full blown addiction. i would call it an addiction where i didnt feel like i had to do it, but i felt like being on mescaline was more fun than being off.
when i first did mescaline, i felt like everything in the world was bright and shiny again, and i basically had the happiest and most euphoric experience of my life. i'm a very sensory and particularly a tactile type of person, and mescaline induced these crazy tactile hallucinations (more so than other psychs for me) that were to put it short, the most delightful and stimulating feeling i've ever encountered. I felt like i was in touch with some secret power of love every time i used, and mescaline use always led to these huge moments of empathy with everyone around me. I enhanced my relationships and felt like i was able to truly love people.
i'd been a big user of amphetamines up until that point (daily for adhd and at times in abuse), and so i also felt at home with mescaline's stimulating buzz.
As stimulants tended to calm me down and make me feel focused, mescaline tended to do the same thing.
Mescaline for me always provided a strong sense of rushing euphoria that was absent from tryptamines (havent tried any other phens or mdma), and i feel this is the reason that i was able to trip on mescaline so often without
ever encountering a bad trip.
so i ended up using mescaline 3x per week for about 5 months. i felt like life was better on mescaline than off, and so i called it a quasi psychological addiction.
i never had a bad experience. and no, i dont feel like my mind has been blown up or anything strange like that.
dont you think it's hard
not to get addicted to a drug that makes everything in life feel poetic, beautiful, and full of loving empathy???? For most people, i think that the nausea is what stops them from tripping with mescaline more often. That was the case for me, and once i discovered zofran, all bets were off.
eventually i got tired of it. so i guess you could say i wasnt truly addicted

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it's still my favorite chemical substance of all time.