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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - Hit #12 - Oh look, it's MXE o'clock

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I took a two week break and when I came back MXE was full force. It kept me from going to sleep and I didn't have to work so I just stayed up, said fuck it, and dosed more. The visuals are simply unearthly. When I close my eyes I see intricate nets of growing hairs lacing themselves into nacre pores and billowing anemone-like gelatinous undulations giving way to animated foil waterfalls. Imagine a perfectly translucent and flexible bag with arcane printing on it crumpling in the heat of a fire and that's what I've just witnessed behind my eyes. I can see my hand through my eyelids, but the timing of the movements is off, suggesting imaginative but "delayed time" integration into the psychedelic overlay. I think maybe the visuals are partially decompositions of the afterimage (when I close my eyes the the bright rectangle of my monitor hangs around before being crumpled into organic forms, for instance). The sound of my radiator is accompanied by reverberative chants that spin off wah-wah-wah. Other visuals I really just can't account for, as they almost appear to have humanist themes, but they're nearly plain as day.

If we over use it we really do deny ourselves the best it has to offer. Thankfully, it is extremely forgiving and generous with its splendors, at least in my case.
 
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^ Loved reading that description. I've only experienced those beautiful visuals once or twice; I rarely push MXE to that level because the bodyload becomes too much for me.
 
TheAppleCore said:
^ Loved reading that description. I've only experienced those beautiful visuals once or twice; I rarely push MXE to that level because the bodyload becomes too much for me.
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The astonishing thing was that was initially at 30 mg (then redosed throughout the day for over 100 mg over 12 hours [it was just so fascinating]!). The last time I experienced such visuals from MXE was when I had very little dissociative tolerance years ago, and at that time it took around 100 mg to obtain that level. I've no idea why I got such striking visuals at such a low dose this time. I'll wait, and if I can repeat the experience in two weeks I'll take it as a sign to keep my tolerance low. (... good idea anyways, obviously)
 
TheAppleCore said:
^ Loved reading that description. I've only experienced those beautiful visuals once or twice; I rarely push MXE to that level because the bodyload becomes too much for me.
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sometimes i think i'm doing something different. mxe has like anti-body load for me, and never visuals
 
^I didn't get visuals until after many experiences. I recount the first time I experienced this particular breed of extremely vivid and unique visuals from MXE in a post of mine I searched out from two years ago -- there's was a technique to it:
... I've been practicing entering hynagogic states (the hallucinogenic state between sleep and waking) by setting an early alarm, eating breakfast, then going back to bed (it helps to be awake for awhile before going back to bed if you want to evoke the state for longer periods of time). I applied the same effort to stay aware while entering a sleep-like trance to MXE as I do to hypnagogic states, and just listened. I then began to hear brief snippets of sentences from random voices and see flashes of imagery (a common example of this is hearing your name called when no one called you as you drift to sleep, but if you practice you'll start hearing a lot more). At first it was chaotic, but then I finally recognized "turn the eye within the eye." This was accompanied by a vision of a cross-sectional diagram-like image of an eye, within which was inset another, smaller, eye.

The inner eye turned around 180 degrees so that its pupil looked directly into the retina of the larger eye. At this point I realized my right eye had popped opened involuntarily and was staring at the surface of a pillow a few centimeters in front of it. In the darkness the surface of the pillow began to crawl with patterns of shadow and light, and the voices I has heard earlier returned, making ever-faster and louder rhythmic chants of non-sense words (yigga yaga ga ga, yigga yaga ga ga!...). The configurations of light quickly dilated into extraordinarily realistic hallucinations in the right periphery of my vision (pretty much the entire space of the right half of my vision outside of the focal point was a projection screen for the visions). Among other things, I saw photo-realistic scenes of streets bustling with crowds of shadowy figures. The continuity was like nothing else I've experienced with open eyes, as I could very deliberately choose to attend to a single figure within the crowd at random and track their path through it, all while they maintained a steady form and cadence. Later, I looked at the hair on my arm and saw more hair grow, then retract into individual pores, then grow again, fall out and flow in a stream. I did this four or five times because it was the vision I found I had the most conscious control over (as I'm sure many of you are, I'm motivated by a silly ambition to consciously control my own waking perception). These visions were of the character of the often reported dissociative "mind movies" -- where the experiencer closes their eyes and the hallucinogenic scenes are as vivid as if they were playing out with eyes open -- but these visions occurred with eyes open and often incorporated features of the environment into the hallucinations (more like what you hear with deliriants, but accompanied by much greater cognitive lucidity).

I've used psychedelics and dissociatives for 13 years (methoxetamine for six months) and I've never seen open eye visuals with such a sense of material presence and independent continuity. I certainly never noticed open-eye visuals from methoxetamine before. ...
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Many of those past visual experiences also involved dosing with DXM and ondansetron with about 100 mg of MXE. So did yesterday's but I began to notice them prior to the onset of the DXM while only 30 mg of MXE was influencing me, so only MXE is necessary. I think it involves attending to the periphery of the vision rather than the optical focal point of vision as well as a self-induced MXE-enhanced trance.
 
Asante said:
50mg is God Level. Straight up lightning bolt to the cranium. If I take it as a first dose "God Level" generally takes the form of me holding on for dear life praying to the good Lord not to smite me. Checking my pulse thinking its out of control, but finding my heart all like "dude, whatevers got you worked up is no business of mine". Gushes of energy so strong that I have to struggle to keep calm and not break out in a panic or just scream. Behind closed eyelids it can be like looking into a lamp: bright white light all over. I really dont want this much as a first dose, its literally all I can handle and I holod on for dear life. Late in a binge though, 50mg is just the ticket to birthing universes, catching a glimpse of being the Creator, and true Divinity.
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I think this is what i did when i got my recent batch. I was just gone for like an hr or so. I was everywhere in the universe but not my bed. Sometimes it's scary because you just want to come to, but then you start having such beautiful, profound thoughts and you just want to see how far it all can go. But yeah, If you're not prepared for it, It is frightening. But also fun if that's where you want to go.
 
I've found that MXE is not very sociable. It tends to put me out of touch with my emotions, making me more blunt & a bit of an asshole.
 
psood0nym said:
^I didn't get visuals until after many experiences. I recount the first time I experienced this particular breed of extremely vivid and unique visuals from MXE in a post of mine I searched out from two years ago -- there's was a technique to it:

Many of those past visual experiences also involved dosing with DXM and ondansetron with about 100 mg of MXE. So did yesterday's but I began to notice them prior to the onset of the DXM while only 30 mg of MXE was influencing me, so only MXE is necessary. I think it involves attending to the periphery of the vision rather than the optical focal point of vision as well as a self-induced MXE-enhanced trance.
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the ondansetron is just for potential nausea, right? I mean, it's not contributing to any effects, right? lol
 
I found it to be very sociable in a small group, maybe best with just two people. It's not manic chatting like on ecstacy or speed, where everyone is talking everyones head off and just waiting for their turn to talk. It was more relaxing and philosophical, like the first times I did shrooms. I'm glad I wasn't around sober people though because I was so relaxed that I would say some pretty douchy things. The heaviest thoughts and theories I never could talk about were suddenly as easy to say as "I want a piece of chicken".

Mind is so laid-back you stop worrying about being arrogant and can let your imagination roam free. There are alot of possibilities here I think, if you can use it for art somehow or discuss artsy things and stuff. I think it's a very non-judgemental state.

Big possibility I might be fooling myself here, dunno if there's actually somthing to this, but atleast it feels good to be really really really ridiculously clever for a few hours.
I can see how it easily could turn sour dough, when everyone has their egoes up front and douche-radars are offline.
 
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Mxe to me is like the most amazing wet slippery slide made out of pillows. Its the most comfortable custom made slide and you slide for soooo long. Sometimes I also feel like im sitting on my throne.
 
"Mission: Fall asleep whenever I the hell I decide to without difficulty while under the influence of mxe.
Conditions: Zero benzos!
Difficulty: Impossible"

It's like a game you can play in real life and even though you never win, it's still fun.
 
Chocolate-Salad said:
"Mission: Fall asleep whenever I the hell I decide to without difficulty while under the influence of mxe.
Conditions: Zero benzos!
Difficulty: Impossible"

It's like a game you can play in real life and even though you never win, it's still fun.
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Why would you want to sleep when on the effects of MXE? Although I have been in that situation, and I would like to add that one thing I have found when using MXE is that getting enough sleep is very important.

I like using MXE to relax in the evenings and days off but I always try to get enough sleep. At least 7-9 hours. I feel like your body needs a lot of rest when using MXE. Especially if you are smoking the hay! =D
 
Say like +4 hours after my final dose I'm still wide awake unable to sleep even though I've already come down and all I have left is a body high.
I still make sure I get sleep, it just means I have to sleep much later into the day than I'd like!
 
MXE in low doses makes me more sociable, however once I cross the 50mg range it begins to feel a little more inward thinking and puts me more in a state of observation rather than sociability.

For newbies looking to try or inexperienced users just getting in to testing, be sure to remain hydrated and keep an eye on your BP and heart rate. In higher doses, particularly the 150mg+ range it begins to feel a little debilitating and exhausting on the body, which is why I say keep an eye on BP and heart rate, remain hydrated and be sure to breathe properly and fresh air to achieve the most enjoyable sessions possible.

Things I recommend while dosing, is relaxing in a comfortable and familiar setting with a nice means of music or entertainment. Movies in particular are extremely enjoyable as you get sucked in to the film more so than normal. Music tends to feel a little thin at first however it quickly becomes enjoyable and electronic music in particular is extremely satisfying, particularly trance and Progressive House type music that you can get lost in and perform other tasks while listening to.
 
J.Wallace said:
MXE in low doses makes me more sociable, however once I cross the 50mg range it begins to feel a little more inward thinking and puts me more in a state of observation rather than sociability.
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Yes definitely agree with you that low doses will make you more sociable. I take 20-40mg before work, makes the shift go that much better and easier to control!
 
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