Chocolate-Salad
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I experimented with MXE for the first time last night.
Having taken an allergy dose 5 hours earlier, I measured out 25mg of the substance. It looked identical to sugar except I would say that it had a small hint of translucence so it wasn't as brilliantly white. I crushed it up because 25mg was only a few small granules and I figured it would be easier on the nose crushed.
Within seconds of insufflation my visual field was overcome with several floaters. They would appear, float across, and disappear warping my visual space like tons of tiny black holes in my vision (they weren't black they just warped like tiny fish-eye dots or something) It really scared the shit out of me and I was afraid I had opened a long awaited can of hppd worms. They vanished within 15 seconds of appearing and I breathed a sigh of relief. Not very long after though I began to feel weird..
The whole experience reminded me of dxm (which I'm not very fond of) without that feeling of being crosseyed. Walking was also much easier but my balance was off. It was difficult to listen to music and read at the same time initially. Music was very much enhanced.
Anyways I figured this would mix well with a psychadelic. Maybe ease the body load and provide an altered headspace. I don't see other uses for it as of yet but I've only one experience.
I couldn't see myself using this substance very often for a few reasons. The next day 'afterglow' felt more like a hangover. My visual field feels weird still and there is a tiny tinge of nausea. I couldn't see myself doing this with people around as it is pretty confusing. I had difficulty walking to get water let alone being comfortable in my bed because my head felt like it was spinning a little. Everyone says higher doses is where this shines but I'd assume a higher dose would cause more of these negatives. (they're negative for me at least) Maybe some of you bluelighters can help eliminate some of these reasons through advice.
I didn't mix with marijuana because I had to know what the experience was like on its own. Would it help? I also hear a lot about benzos mixed with this but I fear I'd have no recollection of the experience. What does .25-.5 aprazolam add to the experience?
I don't know why I felt the need to post this experience and request opinions and advice. Maybe it's the residual mania hehe.
Having taken an allergy dose 5 hours earlier, I measured out 25mg of the substance. It looked identical to sugar except I would say that it had a small hint of translucence so it wasn't as brilliantly white. I crushed it up because 25mg was only a few small granules and I figured it would be easier on the nose crushed.
Within seconds of insufflation my visual field was overcome with several floaters. They would appear, float across, and disappear warping my visual space like tons of tiny black holes in my vision (they weren't black they just warped like tiny fish-eye dots or something) It really scared the shit out of me and I was afraid I had opened a long awaited can of hppd worms. They vanished within 15 seconds of appearing and I breathed a sigh of relief. Not very long after though I began to feel weird..
The whole experience reminded me of dxm (which I'm not very fond of) without that feeling of being crosseyed. Walking was also much easier but my balance was off. It was difficult to listen to music and read at the same time initially. Music was very much enhanced.
Anyways I figured this would mix well with a psychadelic. Maybe ease the body load and provide an altered headspace. I don't see other uses for it as of yet but I've only one experience.
I couldn't see myself using this substance very often for a few reasons. The next day 'afterglow' felt more like a hangover. My visual field feels weird still and there is a tiny tinge of nausea. I couldn't see myself doing this with people around as it is pretty confusing. I had difficulty walking to get water let alone being comfortable in my bed because my head felt like it was spinning a little. Everyone says higher doses is where this shines but I'd assume a higher dose would cause more of these negatives. (they're negative for me at least) Maybe some of you bluelighters can help eliminate some of these reasons through advice.
I didn't mix with marijuana because I had to know what the experience was like on its own. Would it help? I also hear a lot about benzos mixed with this but I fear I'd have no recollection of the experience. What does .25-.5 aprazolam add to the experience?
I don't know why I felt the need to post this experience and request opinions and advice. Maybe it's the residual mania hehe.