I've been using MXE for a few years now and I'd just like to share my thoughts on this substance.
I have a long history of ketamine use/abuse which I think can be attributed to the fact that I've suffered from varying degrees of depression throughout most of my life since about the beginning of 7th grade. I did not discover drugs until about 16 years old and I have since used/abused/tried/experimented with more drugs and combinations than I can remember. Some of my depression was a result of my neurological makeup, early lifestyle, life events, and also my abuse of drugs/alcohol depending on certain stages in my life. Naturally, ketamine has been an attractive substance for me due to its reliable antidepressant and recreational effects. A few years ago ketamine practically dried up in my area due to the tightening up of the supply in Mexico, so I was left with alcohol, exercise, healthy dieting, other drugs or whatever else I tried to use to control my depression. Then one day a friend introduced me to MXE. I am very grateful for that.
MXE has truly helped me become a better person. Due to my past abusive nature with substances, it has taken me some time to learn how to use this drug properly for the best benefit it has to offer. I have gone through stages of abuse and have seen the dark side, but today I stand a better person thanks to having discovered a medicine that I can depend on to help me be the best person I can be as I continue to work hard to accomplish my goals in life.
All I use for therapeutic effects is roughly 30-40 mg up the nose in the morning and one or two re-doses throughout the day. I eat healthy, go to work, do a bang up job, come home, go to the gym, whatever it is that happens throughout my day, I'm good to go on MXE. My boss told me on the phone today that I am his best employee! I don't use MXE to trip out often anymore, but when I do its in the right place at the right time.
Along with my depression, I have also suffered from social anxiety throughout most of my life. MXE has taken care of that completely. I am super confident, willing to strike up a conversation with strangers and even attractive females! With the dose I use, no body ever suspects that I am under the influence of anything. My friends and family think I am just shining under the sun. I don't think about this like I am on drugs, but rather I am medicating myself just like somebody who pops a pill the doctor gave him. As some body who does not trust the pharmaceutical industry, I am very pleased with the availability of MXE because it has truly helped me transform my life for the better. I would rather bang my head against a wall all day than try antidepressants or whatever our government approved drug dealers are offering these days. I trust my own experiences, my intuition and the knowledge intelligent people here on BlueLight bring to the table and I don't want the government telling me how to handle my neurological issues.
That's all for now.