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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread: 9th dose - Tolerance Schmolerance

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For those like me with low self control, i would steer clear of MxE. I can't say I've ever had a "romance" with a drug like this one. She is so seductive, but deceptive. I knew right away I was in love with Mxe from the first time I laid eyes on her. I knew it would be a "bad romance." Now that my source is gone, the semester is nearing an end, as well as my stash, I feel a sense of impending loss. It's as if I know we are destined to not stay together. Overcome with lust i used Mxe in ways that didn't benefit me or the drug. What could have been a lifetime partner is now nothing, I exhibit no temperance. Every couple of hours i plug another 20mg could have been a breakthrough experience a year from now; what could have helped me is now destroying me. I don't deserve her nor was I able to integrate her in my life the way she should be. I just fucked her and fucker her and fucked her and I know that in the not too distant future my baby will be gone.
 
Bodybuilding and MXE are compatible? I think yes. But we need to keep themselves within the framework and have good will power.
 
Hmm i have always gotten white and fluffy but after ordering for the first time in the U.S I get off-white/yellow sandy... should i be worried?
 
From what i've heard the yellow MXE-Batches should be (more) impure. But it's just what i've heard, never had such!
 
idontdothizz said:
Hmm i have always gotten white and fluffy but after ordering for the first time in the U.S I get off-white/yellow sandy... should i be worried?
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All of the off-white / yellow batches I've had have been irritating to the nasal passages, and tasted bitter. The snow white batches seem to be tasteless and smooth on insufflation, and more potent as well.
 
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All of the off-white / yellow batches I've had have been irritating to the nasal passages, and tasted bitter. The snow white batches seem to be tasteless and smooth on insufflation, and more potent as well.
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The snow white batches tasteless? Nah. I definitely agree that snow white is much more potent... but the yellow batches hit me in a different way. Not bad or good, but just different. Enjoyable either way.
 
In my experience you can't tell good or bad MXE based on color or consistancy.

Give it a taste. If it has a mild bitter / numbing taste then it's probably good. If it tastes really bitter, or salty, it's probably crap.
 
I had what appears to be an idiosyncratic response to 60mg MXE insufflated. While a previous go with 50mg gave me a strong dissociative and slightly psychedelic experience 60mg done about a week later produced an almost empathogenic state, I felt very "in love with the world" and connected to everybody and everything. The ego-weakening and dissociative aspect was still predominant but very underplayed compared to previous experiences, mostly I just wanted to tell all my friends and family that I loved them and everything was going to be ok etc. etc. Has anyone else had a similar response?
 
I actually hope that IF I DO order more MXE I get the off white yellow batch. Because the fluffy white batch sucked dick. took me 4 months to finish that bullshit ass gram I had and I gave most of it away. Shit sucked and I'm still wanting to find out if the hype is real.
 
yesterday i had the strongest MXE experience in my life. I was at the party in my friend's house. Before Going there we drank a couple of beers each, smoked some weed, and about half a gram of shitty coke for the three of us. We went to the party and some time after arriving there we decided to take MXE we took around 40-60mg (eyeballing ;) sublingually. We enjoyed our time but after 2 hours or so (not really sure)
we decided to do the the remainng part (again 50 to 60mgs each)

This redose kicked in about thirty minutes later. And here I'm not sure if it was an m-hole or not. The time stood fucking still. Me and mate were standing near a big grandafther's clock, the pendulum was moving but we could swear that for a fucking thirty minutes or so the arms of the clock did not move at all.

All my friends experienced the same, the time stopped for all of us and we could not believed it. Coupled with some weed the period between 3am and 4.30 am
lasted like eternity. At some point I felt like a god or a wizard who stopped the time flow and had all my friends thanking me for the trip (for most of them it was the first time with MXE).

Tell me, HOW THE FUCK IT IS POSSIBLE that the time stops (and it really did, we were absolutely sure of this) on high doses MXE (and prolly other dissociatives, haven't had the chance to try K :(

Also, was this an m-hole?
 
pretty much. time slows n slows untl it literally stops. everything stops and becomes a singularity or some crazy shit. ego death. time becomes meaningless. ive had it happen a few times by dosing too high by accident. thought i was dead, or gonna die. actually i didnt think it, it just was. impossible to explain became completely connected, at one, with everything. can be scary. when i come out of it i sometimes re-live memories, and other strange things. amazing crazy stuff
 
hmm i believe the time thing is because your mind is going faster, giving it the illusion that time is going slower. Thats why music sounds slower also, and when the experience is wearing off, time and music seem to be going faster because your mind is starting to slow down compared to how it just was
 
just recalled how weird last night was. the room felt full of people. entities or just a general feeling of being surrounded by people. read a few people have experienced this before
 
^ Yep. I've gotten something like this too. I know I've posted this before, but my most vivid entity-contact experience on MXE involved my toilet water communicating with me. :D As I was taking a piss, the bubbling toilet water sounded like it was warmly encouraging me, cheering me on as I pissed.

Also, in M-hole type experiences, I have experienced some very strange and indescribable "visions" that involved entities, spirits, or creatures.
 
I insufflated 35mg today in two lines, one in each nostril and it hit me so much harder than expected. I had to lay down for a while and I had the feeling of riding a wave or some astral rollercoaster or something.

Could this be because of the 2cb I took yesterday?
 
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