The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread: 8th dose, I can't sleep so why not?
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I haven't experienced much of an afterglow. Which is strange, considering so many people talk about it.
I make sure to be very hydrated. Hell, I drink 4 to 5 bottles of water a day on average, more when taking MXE. Sure, I feel good the next day...but it's nothing unusual, nothing I notice and think "Wow, this stuff has a nice glow to it". In fact, it's so little, so subtle, I found myself dosing every day till I ran out.
I have an addictive personality when it comes to chemicals. I constantly like to have something to look forward to, and when I have a large supply, I can't help but dabble in it on a daily basis. This stuff is definitely psychologically addictive. Physically? Not so much in my experience, and for that I am thankful. Still, it can become habit forming very fast, very quickly.
I make sure to be very hydrated. Hell, I drink 4 to 5 bottles of water a day on average, more when taking MXE. Sure, I feel good the next day...but it's nothing unusual, nothing I notice and think "Wow, this stuff has a nice glow to it". In fact, it's so little, so subtle, I found myself dosing every day till I ran out.
I have an addictive personality when it comes to chemicals. I constantly like to have something to look forward to, and when I have a large supply, I can't help but dabble in it on a daily basis. This stuff is definitely psychologically addictive. Physically? Not so much in my experience, and for that I am thankful. Still, it can become habit forming very fast, very quickly.
I've yet to try any other ROA aside from snorting, but I find snorting MXE to be pleasant. Hits you in about 10 minutes, and feels more forgiving than Ketamine does. I'll probably try Oral administration in the coming weeks, but for now...I enjoy the hell out of snorting it.
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Yeah, snorting MXE is pretty nice. Orally it's not bad, but I just prefer snorting. I'm not so sure about the 10 minutes though... I guess it depends on how much you snort at a time. I've built up a tolerance.
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Doing Yoga and meditation on MXE is really amazing...if your into that stuff give it a try on MXE. Also, the anti-depressive effects of this stuff is really strong. Life has been really great ever since I started taking it a few weeks ago and it helps with anxiety too which is cool too. MXE is just a really well-rounded drug.
Also, my favorite ROA is under the tongue...sniffing is good too but sublingually is the best way to take it in my opinion.
Also, my favorite ROA is under the tongue...sniffing is good too but sublingually is the best way to take it in my opinion.
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Snorting it just does it for me quite well right now, but i've heard excellent reports from plugging. I've never rooter tooted any chemical before, but i'm tempted to try it. I'm just scared that if it really is SO much better insufflated mxe just won't cut it for me after. I like the state i'm in, i don't even know if I want it to be more intense.
I've noticed the afterglow is highly dependent on the type of trip I have. I've had times where I spend hours thinking about how beautiful connections between people are, and the next day I just have this serene love in me that just radiates peace for everything and everyone. I really think the afterglow and emotions connected with it really depend on why you're using mxe in the first place. Taking drugs as a means to understand and supplement reality ultimately leads to a more positive and enjoyable life. I theorize that those who take drugs as an escape end up drifting down a terribly self-destructive road. Cope with reality, don't try to replace it.
When I first tried it, it took a good 20 - 25 minutes to feel anything. Once I got familiar with the effects, and knew what to look for, I realize it hits you in about 10 minutes. Hell, when I'm already messed up on it, and I snort more...I swear it hits me instantly.
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This works for me with any substance via this ROA when already under its influence.
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I bought 3 grams about a month ago and have done 3 good size "trips" and several small bumps. The first time I took a decent amount I had the most amazing afterglow for days after, more amazing than on any other drug. But the last 2 times I dont really seem to get much of an afterglow (at least nothing like the first time) even though it was the same amount I had taken the first time. It seems unlikely that it could be physical tolerance this early on in my experiments. Anyone experience this?
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I got you on that. Once you get to really know MXE, realizing your on it becomes a lot easier. I'd say 10 minutes is pretty fair. And about the last part... I know what you mean bro. Maybe not instantly, but fast as fuck.
Does anyone else get a "deep breath" sensation when you take a shit ton of MXE? When I bump a lot at once, I take a nice deep breath right when it hits me... and that's when I know I'm blasting off. Lol.
I just bumped the rest of my MXE with some friends. Waiting for the next batch to arrive!
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yep, many deep breaths. very heavy slow deep breaths. usually when im in that state and able to walk i find myself doing everything super slow mo, concentrating on my slow deep breathing, feels really nice, everything feels awesome. i could sit and stare at a wall and be content and at peace. sometimes end up meditating and breathing deeply, feel like some sort of a fucking enllightened buddist. feels spiritual. beautiful
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as an observation,
from experience and other peoples comments from users with tollerance/ high doseing,
the effects do indeed change after prolonged use, or use with tollerance,
you may experience LESS of the M hole, trippyness, but the effect isnt entirely undesirable.
a strong dopamine hit, and mild psychedelia are still present, which is still highly enjoyable (M hole is still possible with higher doses)...infact,. after a long period of regular (not necessarily daily or weekly use, just long term use), being in a M hole, or a "confused manic state" is actually LESS desirable then a comfortable dopamine hit which is relaxing, has great MUSIC APPRECIATION and more "controlled" and "predictable" then early inexperienced dosing.
it might not be the same hit, but it isnt necessarily a negative thing. Early on, mania, loss of co-ordination (ive broken so many things and bruised myself falling over with loss of coordination in my early use)..... being absent, and a predictable controllable high, which can be topped up to a M-hole experience is much more desirable. to me at least.
from experience and other peoples comments from users with tollerance/ high doseing,
the effects do indeed change after prolonged use, or use with tollerance,
you may experience LESS of the M hole, trippyness, but the effect isnt entirely undesirable.
a strong dopamine hit, and mild psychedelia are still present, which is still highly enjoyable (M hole is still possible with higher doses)...infact,. after a long period of regular (not necessarily daily or weekly use, just long term use), being in a M hole, or a "confused manic state" is actually LESS desirable then a comfortable dopamine hit which is relaxing, has great MUSIC APPRECIATION and more "controlled" and "predictable" then early inexperienced dosing.
it might not be the same hit, but it isnt necessarily a negative thing. Early on, mania, loss of co-ordination (ive broken so many things and bruised myself falling over with loss of coordination in my early use)..... being absent, and a predictable controllable high, which can be topped up to a M-hole experience is much more desirable. to me at least.
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Yepp, love the deep breaths. It's funny cuz my friends will look over to me when they hear me breathing and I just give them a nice smile back, haha. They know.
I'm starting to wonder how many times I've been in the M-hole, if at all. I've felt like I've experienced it, but I also feel like I can fuck myself up even more with MXE. I just haven't really bumped more than 120 MG+ at once. I've fell back in my friend's bed and looking at the fan and thought to myself that this was what it felt like to be in the African jungles (lol? haven't even been to Africa). In that same friend's house I've went to the bathroom and literally EVERYTHING was flat when I stared at something. Like nothing was 3D, it was just a picture. When I left the bathroom and looked through the slightly opened door I felt like I was entering a new universe. Awesome, awesome, awesome shit.
Fuck the UK for banning this. Actually, fuck the people that got killed on it. I'm sorry it happened - no one deserves to die this way - but every time a news article about MXE pops up it just makes it worse for us.
I just hope that some random US vendors pop up with MXE. I feel like that won't happen though.
Without given out names, since this is against forum rules, I assure you U.S. vendors do exist. How do you think some of us Americans receive our batches? I'm afraid to go into further detail, as I know vendor discussion is against forum rules, so I'll just leave it at that.
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I had a feeling, I just haven't been searching much for them. I'm American but I get it from the UK. And yeah, I'm probably crossing the line now. I'll stop the vendor talk.
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I usually feel the first effects from snorting about the time i get the "drip" and peak between 30-60 minutes and have found redosing 3 hours after original dose with 50-75% of original puts you back in a good place.
Wow, it takes you 30 to 60 minutes to feel the first effects? That's interesting as hell. Like I said before, it only takes me 10 to 20 minutes to start feeling the first effects. I wonder what causes these varying times. Out of curiosity, what is your body weight and height? Perhaps this has something to do with it. I'm 145 and 6'2 myself, with a very fast metabolism. I can't for the life of me ever put on weight. Perhaps my fast metabolism accounts for the quickness in the first signs of effects.
Iv been on and off this substance for 15 months. Mostly on. My use at its peak was about 2 grams per week. The average was however (and still is) 1 gram per week. Daily use for 4-5 days with a 2 day break. I have no self control with this drug at times. I'm fortunate enough to sometimes have a sleeping tablets at the end of the day to sleep after taking MXE all day but there are days I havent and I'm up very late.
Anyway would just like to add this to the discussion.....
Taking MXE through the day and at at night is enjoyable, I love the euphoria 30 mg can cause. I think this is what I'm always chasing and late at night confusion does start to take hold. I can handle this no problem. However if I don't sleep and continue doing small bumps through the night I will suffer from a severe panick attack. This will only last 5 minutes tops. It feels as though my brain just wants to shut down and my body will collapse. This is scarey. I usually just walk around the house like a mad mad for these 5 minutes. I guess the point I'm trying to make here is that give ur brain a good sleep and don't let it get out of hand. Most will be aware of this but getting rest is a big thing if you are going to continue with near daily use.
Again, I have no self control at times. Such an addictive substance for me. I honestly wish I could last a few month without taking this. However, after a week tops of being of it I'm craving more and convince myself the next gram will be my last...it never happens though
Anyway would just like to add this to the discussion.....
Taking MXE through the day and at at night is enjoyable, I love the euphoria 30 mg can cause. I think this is what I'm always chasing and late at night confusion does start to take hold. I can handle this no problem. However if I don't sleep and continue doing small bumps through the night I will suffer from a severe panick attack. This will only last 5 minutes tops. It feels as though my brain just wants to shut down and my body will collapse. This is scarey. I usually just walk around the house like a mad mad for these 5 minutes. I guess the point I'm trying to make here is that give ur brain a good sleep and don't let it get out of hand. Most will be aware of this but getting rest is a big thing if you are going to continue with near daily use.
Again, I have no self control at times. Such an addictive substance for me. I honestly wish I could last a few month without taking this. However, after a week tops of being of it I'm craving more and convince myself the next gram will be my last...it never happens though
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