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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 7th Dose (Let's start the next bag)

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And look for what.. How it tastes? haha I dont know if i trust myself enough... so it wont show on a marquis test?
 
If you just do like 1mg you'll prolly not feel much but some extremely slight elevated mood.
Or perhaps like you drank half a redbul.

The point is to make sure you don't have bad stuff first.
Once you know it's all good then you can do 10mg bumps and so on.
 
What's odd is that 100mg one night didn't work but 100mg + 15-20mg or so did a few nights later.

I think the difference was the dosages.

I normally did 15mg doses. When I stepped up to 30mg doses (because tolerance) and even spaced the doses closer (half hour instead of one hour), more hit faster and I hit the nail on the head.

I seemingly doubled my dose to my tolerance and got a better hole than originally.
I learned less in this hole though. This one felt better. The first one I learned more.
Both holes were slightly different. One was an eye opening event.
this one was a cleansing event.

I guess I should more loosely be using the term breakthrough.
It seems the hole and the breakthrough are two different things.
Even more stages to this drug than I knew.
 
I just flushed the rest of my MXE down the toilet. LOL!
I had the most awesomest super breakthrough ever and I don't even give a fuck!
I'll write it up later!
FTW!

Gee, from complete and total breakthrough, total awesomeness to flushing it down the toilet, all in just one day! Gosh, it sounds like this stuff makes you schizophrenic too... wow, this magic stuff can really do ANYTHING! Haha... there are just TOO many reports that it is the infinite swiss army knife of drugs... this is a HUGE RED FLAG that all it is really doing is getting people confused and FUCKED UP, then users are just projecting their random desires onto it. It's not the drug, mates, its just "greasing the wheels" then its really YOU that is doing all these miscellaneous things, isn't it obvious?
 
Gee, from complete and total breakthrough, total awesomeness to flushing it down the toilet, all in just one day! Gosh, it sounds like this stuff makes you schizophrenic too... wow, this magic stuff can really do ANYTHING! Haha... there are just TOO many reports that it is the infinite swiss army knife of drugs... this is a HUGE RED FLAG that all it is really doing is getting people confused and FUCKED UP, then users are just projecting their random desires onto it. It's not the drug, mates, its just "greasing the wheels" then its really YOU that is doing all these miscellaneous things, isn't it obvious?

OF course it's obvious.
Let me spell it out more carefully now that I'm not so high..

The drugs had me thinking weird things. lol

It's not like I tossed grams, I can always get more and I needed a break.
I'm not schizo. It was all perfectly logical to me at that point in time.
It was only 50-75mg.
Nothing major.

I like ya but don't read too much into it.
 
The reason I tossed my shit is my heart almost exploded while high (Or so I thought).
Also, I know I can get more, it was a small amount... and the real reason...

I just told you guys I was going to take a few week tolerance break.
The next night I'm having breakthroughs?!

Yeah it was time to throw the shit out for a bit. I'll get more later yo.
It's something I could get easily hooked on if I don't force myself to give it up for a while.
That's how good it feels to me when I get high on MXE.

I could do it every night with no negatives. Even you all said that's not good.
So I threw it out, so I don't. That was the only way I was going to control it. Not to have it.
That's not crazy. That's will power.

If anything, I'm Bi Polar. (not really, I have just been known to have large mood swings)
 
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^ Sometimes (MANY times, haha) that is indeed the only way.

Oh, we funky monkeys are just so mentally WEAK! It would be funny were it not so pathetic! No wonder all the ancient mystic masters advised nothing so much as PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE exercising your mind, meditating, teaching yourself how to separate yourself from your own urges....
 
Yes sir. My urges be strong around this chemical and I am a weak one.
Had to let her go. All it be. =D

What a wonderful chemical it is.

the way I see it I have $14 to my name.

I need to go find a new job. Then, if it's still available and I can buy my own shyt and deserve it, I'll purchase and explore a new baggie.

If not, there is always the shrooms and the deemsters and all the other goodness in the world with which I can attempt to breakthrough.
 
hi,
is there a possibility to get psychotic from this drug ? also are there any news about it´s neurotoxicity ? i searched in the old threads, but couldn´t find much that helps.
thx
 
Gee, from complete and total breakthrough, total awesomeness to flushing it down the toilet, all in just one day! Gosh, it sounds like this stuff makes you schizophrenic too... wow, this magic stuff can really do ANYTHING! Haha... there are just TOO many reports that it is the infinite swiss army knife of drugs... this is a HUGE RED FLAG that all it is really doing is getting people confused and FUCKED UP, then users are just projecting their random desires onto it. It's not the drug, mates, its just "greasing the wheels" then its really YOU that is doing all these miscellaneous things, isn't it obvious?

This is a very important note that will probably get lost in all the dandies but I think users of this substance should really give his post some thought.

Not that this effect, or the use of the drug is a bad thing. But the convenience of overdosing on this compound is going to run poor mxe into the ground.

I am really afraid to see what kind of monster compulsive redosing will turn out to be on this one
 
Lately I've got a feeling of being burnt out, as I'm using mxe almost daily. The first batch I had, it was the most amazing experience. I feel like ever since then each time I use MXE the experience just gets a little worse. Anyone else feel this way?
 
hi,
is there a possibility to get psychotic from this drug ? also are there any news about it´s neurotoxicity ? i searched in the old threads, but couldn´t find much that helps.
thx

I'm not sure about Methoxetamine but I have become psychotic after doing Ketamine every day for months.. It was only triggered by some nasty real life events though.
 
Lately I've got a feeling of being burnt out, as I'm using mxe almost daily. The first batch I had, it was the most amazing experience. I feel like ever since then each time I use MXE the experience just gets a little worse. Anyone else feel this way?

I feel the same if I dose more than once a week on my current batch. I wouldn't advise daily no matter what the batch though.

You should give it a rest for at least a fortnight. Come back with a clear mind and a clear system.
 
is there a possibility to get psychotic from this drug ? also are there any news about it´s neurotoxicity ? i searched in the old threads, but couldn´t find much that helps.
If it is neurotoxic, I guess we're fucked :\ But guess what, for a such popular drug there isn't much real research going... I suppose that nobody up there gives a damn about us dying.
 
anyone here suffer from anxiety or mild OCD and find on the afterglow their thoughts are clear and they feel "spot on"? i used to over think certain things toomuch, but sometimes on the amazing afterglow i feel so positive and good, instead of dwelling on stupid things
 
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