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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 6th Dose (now you've gone and used it all up)
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someone claiming to be from the Independent (but says "free lance" so i guess her angle could be tailored to whatever gutter press pays her) is going around various places on the net asking for people to interview for a article on MXE. get ready for the inevitable media shit storm of predictably bad publicity (if your reading this please please prove me wrong
This be probably not a good thing.
The media is not ready for this one.
Me included.
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At least I was in on one thing before shit hits the fan.
I'm always the last to know.
Somebody else will be it this time... thank goodness.
I told my buddy this stuff won't be around long.
It's like jimpson weed that you can control and enjoy. Like DMT but not so harsh.
Better than acid.. and half a bag of mushrooms are in on it.
I'm always the last to know.
Somebody else will be it this time... thank goodness.
I told my buddy this stuff won't be around long.
It's like jimpson weed that you can control and enjoy. Like DMT but not so harsh.
Better than acid.. and half a bag of mushrooms are in on it.
so a couple of days ago had M-hole (combo with 2cb) of epic propotions feeling, was like a dream inside a dream, with the most mind fuck ever had, from feeling was another person, to not recognising my face, blinks seemed like lost consciousness for a fractation of a second but eyes shut for longer period felt normal, strange feeling was wearing a mask, and later had a feeling was like a alien inside a human body with comands on my head, didnt even know if it was already weekend or where i was... it really fucked up my sense of reality woah nice.. lol
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aliens redosed me while I watched in third person.
It's actually quite comforting.
the aliens wouldn't let me see them either. They used me to get it done.
the toad
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One of my best M-holes ever I felt as though I had crossed into a spiritual world where the enegry released from life gathers after its been released... I felt a connection across both space and time with other psychonauts and shaman who have discovered this ssacred realm...
I felt as though the wavelength of me had been adjusted and suddenly I could be impossible places and comprehend things beyond explanation... to be able to travel anywhere and communicate with anyone or anything in time or before or after....
I'm not a religious person but if I was id say it turned me into a god in my mind for that time...
I felt as though the wavelength of me had been adjusted and suddenly I could be impossible places and comprehend things beyond explanation... to be able to travel anywhere and communicate with anyone or anything in time or before or after....
I'm not a religious person but if I was id say it turned me into a god in my mind for that time...
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Crazy! usually i cant recall what happens in the m-hole, always glad to be alive when i finally come out of it, scares me but certain properties of the MXE kill anxiety. whereas on things like DMT im left shaking. will never forget my first time smoking that stuff, shook me to the core. only M-hole experience i can properly recall is where i had a very similar ego death experience like i get from DMT, there was energy and a beautiful female god-ess which embraced everything with love, these purple/red nodules everywhere, remember meeting this "mother nature" kind of being on both MXE and DMT and shes always like "everything is about Love" and all kinds of stuff. devine beauty, beyond euphoria, some of the most intense weird profound beautiful experiences of my life. MXE seems to mimick other drugs for me as well, replicates them
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You speak of what I refer to as "The transcommunication aspect plane"
DMt leaves me shaking also. I Can't go near it anymore... I'm kinda scared of that stuff.
Won't be playing with MXE anymore. I think I got the message.
the toad
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I loved it.... I wanted to live there... forever... still kinda do but you can't reach it often I've found :/
To me it feels like home
To me it feels like home
ColtDan
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yeah shits me up, get pre-flight anxiety really bad, have to sit and breathe deeply, whole body tenses up, im not religious but ive ended up praying beyond hitting the pipe. heart speeds up just thinking about it. what a ride
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I'm so glad there is others who emphasize. =)
On this aspect as well! (referencing my last sentence to previous user)
I was told I had learned more than Mckenna in one night.
He was trapped in a visual perspective of the transcommunication aspect plane.
Kinda creepy.
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zirbeldude
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To me it feels like home
yes. i had a similar feeling for dxm when i had my honeymoon phase with it.
it always felt to me like being safe in an uterus. *G*
and about that physical moving, stretching, bending, twisting sensation.
on dxm it took always a long time to feel it and it wasnt near as intense as it is on mxe.
and it doesnt require a high dose for me. about 40-70mg with tolerance.
where as on dxm i had to be on a high third plateau dose.
on mxe when i lay down with lights out and music, at first everything in my vision is very busy.
and after a while this "thick gel" begins to cover me and turning me into it.
my vision then gets calm and the physical sensations start to begin.
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That's the best feeling ever.
I called it a plasma of some sort.
I thought it might just have been the sleeping bag I was sleeping in, but seems you guys had the sensation also.
BTW a "mummy bag" is great for the hole.
Sepher
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^ I tend to turn into the same sort of material the quilt's stuffed with at first. All polyester fluff that expands, taking me with it. Think stay-puft marshmallow man from Ghostbusters, something like that. :lol: Then it loosens up and everything gets more fluid and stretchy. Compared the experience to being lava or liquid caramel before now, all hot and ripply splurging into itself and over itself. Incredible sensation.
Phil Psybin
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This stuff, wow. What to say.
90mg over the course of 20min with 0 tolerance (hadn't touched it in over a month) explained everything I needed to know at that particular time. Who i am, my destiny, purpose, and future action possibilities, doors that will appear only to me (or other combinations).
It's like, here I am. Sitting in my room with my eyes open, and double vision weird coordination pleasurable sensation. Then I close my eyes and I'm beyond three dimensional space as a highly evolved version of myself looking at the universe from a higher plane. Suddenly everything makes sense, I realize my godself, and continue to make vibrations into the source stream that runs through here.
Really powerful stuff.
I gave some of this to a friend of mine who has used a lot of ketamine.
He said Ketamine will bring you to the door, mxe actually opens it.
90mg over the course of 20min with 0 tolerance (hadn't touched it in over a month) explained everything I needed to know at that particular time. Who i am, my destiny, purpose, and future action possibilities, doors that will appear only to me (or other combinations).
It's like, here I am. Sitting in my room with my eyes open, and double vision weird coordination pleasurable sensation. Then I close my eyes and I'm beyond three dimensional space as a highly evolved version of myself looking at the universe from a higher plane. Suddenly everything makes sense, I realize my godself, and continue to make vibrations into the source stream that runs through here.
Really powerful stuff.
I gave some of this to a friend of mine who has used a lot of ketamine.
He said Ketamine will bring you to the door, mxe actually opens it.
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One thing in particular I quite like about MXE is that there's potential for some some deep, useful brainstorming to occur. I can't really predict when and how it happens, but occasionally I'll be lying in bed and my mind thinks through all the causes of stress in my life. Problems get analysed and presented before me for what they are. As a result, the solutions become apparent and I go away from the experience with a lot of worry off my mind.
The best bit is that it stays with me afterwards, giving me a very clear framework from which to tackle problems head-on. For example, it was in the midst of an MXE brain-storm that I wrote out a plan of action for getting all my work done on time for uni. I timetabled day by day what I would do and when, and it worked! Writing was a little difficult at the time but the thought process behind it was solid. Had this not happened, I doubt I would have met all my deadlines.
It's just a shame that for every one of those spontaneous 'organisation of life' experiences, there's four other 'brain turned to mush' experiences that inhibit my ability to think insightfully at all. It only seems to occur every so often during high dose trips after the initial confusion has settled, which annoyingly means I can't rely on it to see me through everything all the time.
The best bit is that it stays with me afterwards, giving me a very clear framework from which to tackle problems head-on. For example, it was in the midst of an MXE brain-storm that I wrote out a plan of action for getting all my work done on time for uni. I timetabled day by day what I would do and when, and it worked! Writing was a little difficult at the time but the thought process behind it was solid. Had this not happened, I doubt I would have met all my deadlines.
It's just a shame that for every one of those spontaneous 'organisation of life' experiences, there's four other 'brain turned to mush' experiences that inhibit my ability to think insightfully at all. It only seems to occur every so often during high dose trips after the initial confusion has settled, which annoyingly means I can't rely on it to see me through everything all the time.
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I think it's largely a matter of dosage. ROA plays a part too. Although I find nasal to be a bit less potent than other ROAs, I experimented trying to hole with it the other day, and succeeded - but I definitely got that "brain mush" feeling. It's there with sublingual too, but not quite as intense, whereas I find with oral I'm able to think clearly even in the hole - strange eh?
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MXE peoples, I ask you this question:
Since I have been using MXE almost always insufflated and feel it raises BP a bit more than is "a good thing" and increases heart rate as well. Do other MOA provide relief for the heart?
I may have to experiment in this regard myself. I only sniff it because it's convenient and it works. But since I only take low doses I could care less how I take it. Except I won't plug it anymore.. I found that gives shitty nitrous like effects and more confusion.
Oral or sublingual for less peripheral side effects vs insufflation?
Since I have been using MXE almost always insufflated and feel it raises BP a bit more than is "a good thing" and increases heart rate as well. Do other MOA provide relief for the heart?
I may have to experiment in this regard myself. I only sniff it because it's convenient and it works. But since I only take low doses I could care less how I take it. Except I won't plug it anymore.. I found that gives shitty nitrous like effects and more confusion.
Oral or sublingual for less peripheral side effects vs insufflation?
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