I finally M-holed for the first time last night. It took me probably 50 plus MXE trips to get there, but I made it, as best as I can tell at least. For the first time ever, I had true tactile hallucinations. It was intense yet mellow at the same time. I felt the carpet wrap up around me, I felt my ceiling fan as an entity, which was a puppet master of sorts.... pulling me places, taking my places using some invisible force. I felt myself sink into the carpet, raise feet off the floor, and spin in a sphere of some sort, glued to the edges by the centripetal force... It only took me 50mg nasally dosed to get there, when before I had never gotten there, even at higher doses. It was fairly short lived (the hole part at least) but dear God... I wanted to dive back in so bad. I took two 10mg boosters when I came out, but it did nothing more than further wonk me up, without a second hole. My roommate showed up shortly after the hole and I was just zonked. I could barely speak, my mouth fighting every word. I really hope I can get there again, but I think I oughta take a break from MXE for a while before I dive in again.
I listened to this album when I holed.... dear. God!---