@Asante & isthisincognito: Hello,
I have found 3-MeO-PCP is sort of unpredictable regardless of ROA, sometimes it seems to hit me hard on small doses and sometimes even larger doses don't effect me until I will eventually redose myself to the point when I've taken an overdose resulting in confusion and lethargy. I use the same doses regardless of ROA (nasal, sublingual, rectal). Nasal and rectal will result in a faster comeup than sublingual. My dose is usually about ~8-15mg but I will have to redose couple of times because I have tolerance. Sublingual and oral dosing of 3-MeO-PCP or MXE causes acid reflux type symptoms so I avoid them.
Nasal 3-MeO-PCP does cause more mania/impulsiveness than rectal use, I'm now pretty sure of this. I would say rectal is more "anaesthetic" if you will.
Plugging MXE vs. i.m. MXE: same dose for me, but as I said plugging is much more comfortable and safe.
In regards to tolerance to MXE or other dissos in general.... I have absolutely no idea! I've been a chronic user for a couple of years and I do have a tolerance but these drugs do get me high, it just feels like the high has become a bit different compared to the times when I was less tolerant. For example, I haven't holed in months. But what is happening, I am constantly going through symptoms of mania or even manic psychosis or something similar to schizotypal personality disorder. I have been diagnosed with schizoid personality disorder years ago so my brain may be a bit different from the other guy and I'm probably more prone to "psychotic" thought patterns or behaviour but I consider myself kind of sane and functional, if this makes any sense. It must be noted I'm also taking benzos daily, shifting between oxazepam and alprazolam at the moment, trying to keep the dose as low as possible. Oxazepam dose daily 15-30 mg, alprazolam 1-1.5 mg. I'll usually break the tablets and consume only a bit at a time.
My personal opinion is that chronic use of dissociatives causes a long term "damage" to the nervous system and the brain, thereby causing a very long lasting tolerance. I'm using quotation marks because sometimes I'm enjoying this brain damage like I've never enjoyed anything before.
Negative symptoms: my memory is fucked, I'm sometimes a bit paranoid or incoherent in my thoughts and I have a high BP. During "bad" moments I'm impulsive and can become agitated very easily and I will make hasty decisions. I've never been violent or yelled at anyone or broken anything or strolled down the road butt naked in the winter like one bluelighter did in a bout of 3-MeO-PCP induced madness (I hope you are feeling better now!), but my loved ones are concerned about my physical and mental health and I have hurt their feelings. I'm spending more money than I should since I'm unemployed and out of money all the time. Hmm. I'm also urinating quite frequently. There may me negative symptoms that are not quite manifesting themselves, for example if I would have a pain somewhere I might not notice it because of the pain killing properties of these drugs etc.
I am very nervous and anxious if don't take benzos or dissociatives or alcohol etc. This is not a result from my drug use imho, since I've battled with severe anxiety and depression since I was a child and I have only started using drugs about 4-5 yrs ago, I am now 30.
My drug regimen:
I will take small doses (10-20 mg MXE) rectally whenever I feel like it, usually hourly. When I've reached "gnosis", I won't have to take a drug for a couple of hours. I'll stop taking drugs before midnight so I'll get 6-8 hrs of sleep every night. Total daily dose with MXE amounts to 150-200 mg rectally. Total daily dose range of 3-MeO-PCP ~20-30 mg perhaps. At the moment I'm only using 3-MeO-PCP since I'm out of MXE. I used 3-MeO-PCP nasally for a couple of days but it hurts my nose so I'm back to rectal dosing now and it's good, although I'm not sure if this chemical is very safe for my butt either as it's clearly not good for nasal use (stuffed nose, blood in my mucus), but rectal dosing does not cause pain, so I'm not too worried for now. 3-MeO-PCP use for me is not as compulsive as MXE because of the longer duration. MXE feels more benign for rectal use, or any ROA pretty much in regards to the "corrosive" feeling of 3-MeO-PCP hydrochloride/hydrobromide, so I'd rather use MXE daily if I could choose.
If someone can elaborate how sensitive the rectum is compared to nasal membrane in regards to rectal use of drugs, I'd be very happy to hear this information. Thanks.
Like I've stated somewhere recently, I have also taken some tramadol now for 3-4 days, this seems to have a strange synergy with 3-MeO-PCP. Daily tramadol dose 50-100 mg. Tramadol or tramadol combined with 3-MeO-PCP has caused minor nausea, so I have taken ½-1 tablets of cyclizine now with tramadol. I'm trying to get rid of daily tramadol use now so I would be only using 3-MeO-PCP (and benzos). I enjoy tramadol more than other opioids I've tried in the past (codeine, oxycodone, buprenorphine, O-DT) but I would rather not get physically and/or mentally dependant on it.
I have been also consuming quite a lot of alcohol (simultaneously with disso use, naturally) for a few weeks but I'm now getting rid of this nasty habit, because it fucks with my physical health and causes rebound anxiety and depression. My beverage of choice is dark rum (cuba libre) and beer.
I'm also taking 1-2 mg melatonin every night. After one hour of consuming melatonin whilst under the influence of 3-MeO-PCP and tramadol, I have heard some strange inner monologues inside my brain and had closed eye visions before falling to sleep.
I'm taking B12, D vitamin, magnesium & B6 daily, I also used to take Q10 but I'm all out at the moment.
I store my MXE and other drugs in baggies, stored in dark, in room temperature.
I've edited this post now about a dozen of times. I hope my writing is as coherent as possible, easy to read and educational. English is not my native language so there may be some grammatical flaws etc.
Confield
