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Cells! That's what the round-cornered rectangles were like in my freeze-frame. Cells, with a nucleus.
.....This is the inspiration for my earlier post appreciating the ability to
F R E E Z E
F R A M E
and carry on.
That report puts the profound aspects of this drug into words. I get the overwhelming sense that the experience is totally real, that I am uncovering the secrets of the universe. I am talking to my own cells, and taking a sneak peak at the bigger picture.
I honestly would not be surprised to discover that this is not a drug, but a key to the meaning of life, because that is what it feels like at higher doses.
I honestly would not be surprised to discover that this is not a drug, but a key to the meaning of life, because that is what it feels like at higher doses.
I would be very careful with that line of thinking JSPete. While the feeling is an incredible one, it is fleeting, and that effect is not unique to methoxetamine. It is a recurring theme with NMDA antagonists, and has led many a fellow to lose the plot entirely, especially in regards to ketamine. This seduction and allure is why many have dubbed ketamine "psychedelic heroin" and this (along with several high profile deaths and many more problems with severe addiction) is why many in the psychedelic community are very wary of NMDA antagonists.
Having been seduced by this sensation and doggedly pursuing the "answer" myself years ago, I urge caution, and to take it all with at least a grain of salt. After spending far too long trying to answer "the question", the only answer I was satisfied with was the inherent audacity of the question:D
Its all fun and good, just keep in mind that NMDA antagonists such as ketamine (and possibly methoxetamine....I think we won't know for awhile) for good reason have earned the title of some of the most psychologically addictive drugs out there.
Be safe, and have fun![]()
So the secret is to always remember that no emotion or experience whilst intoxicated can hold a light to the real and now?
Someone on here, I forget who, has suggested (in relation to the classical psychedelics, not to dissociatives, but I think the suggestion could apply here too) that, rather than promoting insights and revelations, psychedelics promote the same feeling one has when having an insight or revelation, without actually inducing any such insights or revelations.I was not aware of that, thanks for the heads up. Perhaps it is too good to be true. I feel as though I am on the brink of a monumental revelation when in the trip, and I can certainly sympathise with trying to chase that revelation and unmask it.
So the secret is to always remember that no emotion or experience whilst intoxicated can hold a light to the real and now?
Please add the missing "IM" doses and come up times for IM as an ROA.
I can dance forever on mxe, everything feels fluid and just right
the experience is totally real, that I am uncovering the secrets of the universe. I am talking to my own cells, and taking a sneak peak at the bigger picture..
does anyone have any experiences of increased heart rate?.
My girlfriends heart was beating so hard it was almost popping out of her chest the other night. We have insufflated three small lines over an hour or so at about three am, then totally lost track of time till seven am. I guess we may have done 50mg each in total and she is really used to K so not a disassociate novice and has not had those problems before.
Ketamine (not the same drug I know but close enough maybe) can have oddly stimulating properties - in part why it's used surgically cos that increased heartrate can be a rather handy thing sometimes. Wouldn't surprise me at all if Methox has similar stimulant properties sometimes. Would also surprise me if it where anything to be overly concerned about but tis a New Thing. Does kinda sound like you and your girlfriend experienced exactly what you would expect after taking Methox though... Maybe a spike of anxiety when body and mind switch from inebriation to trying to sleep it off an assimilate?