Where is the follow up to this please?
I decided not to order after all due to the 8% PV stimulant. I'm a "recovering" addict and stimulants are my drug of choice. I say "recovering" because I do still use dissociatives. Dissociatives do provide me with some therapeutic effect, although I do sometimes use them more often than I'd like.
Anyways, I recently ordered some FXE because it seems like the new batches are more pure and might not have the stimulant in it. My vendor is very honest, they originally got the stim batch and said as much. They got rid of the stim disclaimer so as far as I know, this batch is stim free.
It arrived tonight and I opened it up. I was pleased when I saw beautiful white crystals. No brown or other coloration to it. I smelled it and I didn't catch a whiff of the "cheese" smell that PV's have. I am excited to try it. I'll probably give it a go this weekend.
Gonna do 3-CL-PCP on Monday. I might try some FXE at the tail end of that, otherwise I may give it a go on Tuesday. I'll try to report back ab
P. S. watching "my octopus teacher" on 3-cl-PCP its a magical experience, the mindstate of 3cl is amazing for understand things and comprehension. the imagination and neural conexion of concepts is the best of disso scene, very charm and zen (like mxm if mxm is good batch but with the pcps amazing set and space of thinking. amazing molecule for sure. the worst part is the ROA
3-CL-PCP has quickly become one of my all time favorite chems. The first 4 times that I tried it I made significant progress with processing things that have been affecting me mentally for YEARS. For me it's personally almost as good as MDMA in terms of therapeutic value when addressing trauma. The difference is with MDMA I need to be with a close friend that I can talk to in able to be able to process stuff. With 3-CL I'm able to do that work by myself. 3-CL is like a blend of MDMA, 3-MeO-PCP and LSD for me. It's truly amazing. RPGs are also freaking amazing while on it. The only downside imo is it's long duration (though I usually don't mind because the effects are so nice)
Anyways, I think I may give a small dose of FXE a go tonight. Feeling depressed due to some conflict with an old friend. I do work tomorrow but I start fairly late. The reports that I'm reading state that the duration is about 1 hour for the peak and come down within 3 hours. Think im gonna try 5mg and if I don't react strongly and don't feel tweaked. Then I'll try 30mg
Edit: Just got home and did a tester dose of about 5mg (weighed 30mg and divided into 3 almost equal piles. I took half of the smallest one).
I didn't feel any burn nor did I notice any smell, including the cheesy PV smell. However, the moment that I snorted it I got very hot and jittery. I honestly think that it's just due to anxiety. If it did have 8% of the stimulant then I would have just done .4mg of the stim, which I doubt would be noticeable. I did have 270mg of Caffeine today between 12pm-9m. That is a lot of caffeine for me. The heat in the house was also up really high and I had just stepped in the door, which is probably why I got so hot
I'm having my doubts about trying it tonight. Remembered just as I was gonna do it that I had about 900mg of Phenibut and I'm on 12mg of Buprenorphine a day, so I worry about respiratory depression. I have mixed suboxone with other dissos before (Ketamine, 3-meo-pcp, 3-cl-pcp, MXPR) and I've never noticed any issues with my breathing. The fact that FXE is so new and with phenibut added in, I'm unsure.
Edit #2: JK, decided to go for the 30mg (sorta spread out). Those worries are still there but I'm sure I'll be fine. I used to do benzos and meth and heroin all together and didn't die, I'm sure my body can handle a phenibut dose with a little dissociative and suboxone. Will report back with my experience; if not tonight then tomorrow