but I feel that when I test again it's never the same
Every trip is unique, isn't it? You cannot step twice into the same river.
Sometimes 8mg is hard for me, sometimes when i took 20mg it's not that hard or i barely feel nothing. Don't know what's going on.
This is strange, are you sure you doses were measured out correctly? Are you scales precise enough? Also, did you space out your trips, so you don't let the tolerance grow?
And set and setting do matter.
There is always some discomfort, which I believe, comes from 5-HT receptors agonism. It is like payment for positive effects. Sometimes we pay more(2C-E for example), sometimes we pay less(4-HO-MET). And in my experience that "payment" for 4-HO-MET is the smallest comparing to other psychedelics I tried.
But there is no absolutely safe drug.
He took 3 caps of 4-HO-MET (about 10mg/cap) + 1,5gr of shrooms and Cannabis at the same time and he said to me
So your friend combined a large dose of 4-HO-MET and a dose of shrooms, then smoked some weed... How can you be sure that 4-HO-MET made his heart racing? Weed itself is hard on circulatory system, and can raise your blood preasure and heart rate.
But didn't your friend tell you that there is nothing to worry? If you don't have terrible problems with heart, you'll be alright with 100-130 BPM.
Also, of course, psychedelics can raise your heart rate, I got such effect from 20 mg of 2C-T-2 rectally, but it wasn't a problem for me. I think this can happen on a high dose of 4-HO-MET too, it is quite common effect for psychedelics.
i had an experience with BromoDragonFLY in the past and it gave me huge vasoconstriction, i went to the ER for 2 days in reanimation because the blood didn't pass well. I nearly die on it !! (
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=83478).
Wow, I read your report in the past! It is a good report, and it is great that you're alright now. I wouldn't touch Bromo-Dragonfly with a ten foot pole. But 4-HO-MET is much more safe compound, and you should worry much less taking it. You describe some weird side-effects from high doses, like pale lips, and this means that you should be careful and take it with caution. But it probably won't harm you.
So enjoy it!
Also, your english is quite good.
