feelgoodhit
Bluelighter
Sounds rough P_P, I do hope you're recovering nicely. 

I tried this compound for the first time last weekend. My last tryptamine experience, aside from DMT, was in January '08. That trip was a true peak experience with 4-HO-DMT/4-AcO-DMT (IM) ... I submitted a trip report that a few of you may have read. I roughly tried to reapproximate the setting of that trip for a friend, except this time we both took 23 mg 4-HO-MET orally. We watched the BBC's Planet Earth while listening to Sigur Ros (among others). My friend found the intense body rushes and somatic hallucinations distracting early in the experience. There was a very abrupt peak. Visually, the compound was quite spectacular, but the melting walls and spiraling fractals seemed to lack the immersiveness of 4-HO-DMT. The experience ended up being a good time, but it was never profound or insightful. Overall I was quite disappointed with with this compound, but I can't write it off with only one experience.
I ended up adding 40 mg ketamine (IM) toward the end. I watched snow fall outside while listening to Kid A (an album I haven't listened to in a long time) and dancing like an idiot around my apartment.
Snow last weekend, temps in the 80s this weekend ... gotta love NC.![]()