I thought I'd post about my experience with 4-HO-MET since I'm currently coming down gently off it. I do not have a lot experience with psychs in the past. I have tried LSA which I found way too antsy with no visuals. The only other experience I've had is with 4-HO-MiPT at 15 mg. The only thing I could say was that it was very heavy on the "mind fuck" but not in the good way. It felt like I was being fired on by a barrage of voices yelling gibberish in my head. It was also light on the visuals but I could some neat breathing wall effects. I had to dispense a few anti anxiety medicines to make the remainder of it barable. Now for the important part:
This is pretty funny thinking back on it now.
At around 6:30 I had consumed a decent size dinner and went off to my room for the festivities. I had measured out 8-9 milligrams of 4-HO-MET fumerate after taking an allergy test earlier and capped it. At around 8:15 I took it down with a glass of water. Now having read the relatively short onset time for this item by 9:45 I assumed that the dose was not high enough and was going to call it a night in terms of tripping. I continued on watching the last season of "Lost" (Dont ruin it for me!), when BHAM!
Suddenly everything was "You can't watch this anymore, put the laptop away!" And then dizziness and nausea had kicked in, which I assumed was due to the popcorn I just ate. I was beginning to worry this was going to end up just like 4-HO-MiPT. So down the hatch with one benzo and under the tongue with another.
BUT! Here's where things get amazing. I remember thinking there was a group of people that I was trying to explain a book idea I had and I was straining so hard to remember key plot points and it seemed so stupid at the time. Then things became even more mentally painful. As I'm laying there in the dark with the jumbled up narration of crap going on in my head, suddenly it all clears out. Quite honestly it felt amazing. Then came rushes of pure joy is what I could best describe it as. Let me add this in before I forget, the entire time from beginning to end, and even now on the comedown, tremors were rather prevalent though manageable.
So back to the "joy" part: I would stare at an entire text article and all of the text would move and shift around. Spacing between letter would spread and contract and paragraphs would flow like rivers. I would laugh really hard at this. I'm really not trying to advert for this lol but I would stare at this picture
http://ecstasy.com.ua/medical-prescription-otc.png and all the pills would rotate and move around in a beautiful flowing manner. At first I was convinced it was a.gif so I asked someone in the next room over if they saw any movement and they rather confusedly insured me there was not. Music was FANTASTIC along with WinAmp visualization it truly felt like the music was perfectly orchestrated with the visuals.
+400 in the tremors are subsiding and I feel rather relaxed yet energized. I'm still getting some visuals while looking at text and intent to go back and "watch" some more music. I will say that at the peak of the experience I felt an intense loved up sensation and I NEED to deeply connect with someone. Some claimed not to have much insight gleaned from 4-HO-MET but I thought I did. I made sure to type it down in the following lame-ass drug induced rambling for your enjoyment:
Also was kind of too messed up to care that the caps lock key was on
Difficult yet brief come up, klonopin may have helped ease anxiety
Side Note: took a while to kick in, probably due to a full stomach
EXP MILD TRMORS IN LEGS
STREAMS OF CONCOIUSNESS RUNNING THOUGH MY MIND ARE MOSTLY NONSENSE
fEEL RUSHES OF ENERGY INTRICATE CEVS WHICH SUPER IMPOSED ON BLACK BACKGROUNDS
WALLS MADE OF WATER EFFECT
oNLY REAL INSIGHT: i SHOULD LOVE MYSELF MORE
unconttrollable laughter hitting in waves
HILARITY! at a wall of text
i am in a truly at peace mind, relaxed but not tiied, one thought flows freely to the next, the next idea better than the last, no matter how trivial a task it is
-As cliche as it may seem the chemical has brought forth the fear in so many of us, that of perpetual solitude and loneliness, this has brought on short acting melancholy
-I get the urge to almost immidiatley socialise with the girl that never acknowledged me, in a way its like a manic outcry, "Why didn't you love me back!"
-I realize now this is probably the same thing milllions suffer from daily, perhaps everyone does until two people desperately looking for someone accidentally pick each other as their love interest
"trembling with excitement:
Although mentally clear, my body feels very much intoxicate as if i had a few to many drinks
