Something else to add to my recent very long experience on this drug was then when I turned off all of the entertainment and just lay in bed for a while and let the drug take over me, it wasn't anything like a hole as I could just open up my eyes and be out of it instantly and then be walking within a few seconds, but when "meditating" I put that in quote marks as it was my own form of meditation, I haven't ever been to a meditation class or read too much about how to practice it, but I was basically trying to lay still with my eyes closed in my bed and think of either nothing or one particular thing and I do have to say that it was very spiritual. I was able to have some pretty good experiences doing this a couple of times, it helped to slow down the racing heart from the stimulation and was very relaxing. Another great quality to this drug.
I'll certainly be using this again, but not in the massive doses, well not particularly massive, but the repeated doses that built up in my system over time, still have about 15mg left from the 100mg I had the longest experience with and will save that for a rainy day, and will only ever order 50mg at a time I think in the future.
After my initial doubts about this chem I do have to say that I am very impressed with it and am looking forward to enjoying it more in the future, although it is going to be a once a month at most thing from now on, maybe once every two months.