Hello old friends, I have been snooping on here for near the start of the site (well i don't know when It started but I know I was on forums back 20 years ago.. IRC and forums.. no stupid facebook or myspace crap..) Anyways now I feel old. I am an opioid user (chronic back pain my whole life, so I have had every type of pain killer made, very few have I not had) anyways I got cancer when i was 30ish and well, now I am trying new chemicals to help with pain old and new (neuropathy has me disabled now, brought on by my spine issues and chemo).. So anyways I quit opioids when I was 21 (well most all, suboxone is the only one in my life now.. its better than all the other shit.. or so I feel.. I have kept my dose the same for 14 years, where as oxycodone it went up from 10mg a day to 1000mg a day within 2 years).
I found LSD to help me thru a ton of mental issues that lead me to a bad place, I am better now and respect chemicals and am very careful on how I use and test things. SO after having fun with CL-pcp and HO-pcp and some others I found some 3-MeO-PCP, I have been freaked out by the reviews on it. So its sat around until tonight, its the 4th of july (or was) and I figured what the hell I am in a good mood and stable so lets give this a go.. My father in law passed a few months back. He was a cop and looking thru his things I found a BUNCH of test kits (I know his energy wanted me to find them, it was in a horded house in an odd spot. I found a bag of these boxes of test kits.. saved me 50$ *I was going to order my own kit but medical bills have kept me away from doing so*)
Anyways i got my half gram of MeO and poped it in the tube and broke the 2 chemicals (reagents) and it told me right away that it is indeed clean PCP (pics below).
I have a vape coils for DMT, and I had a new coil so I used it for PCP (I have always taken pcp by sublingually, I LOVE CL-PCP, but with the MeO I wanted to test smoking this for the reason that its such a small dose, and yes I do have a microgram scale (its not some 40$ cheap one, oh no.. chemo chemicals killed me *white blood cell count went to nothing, I coded, some how I am alive today, a blood transfusion is the only reason.. so go.. give blood please!* so I did spend the money to have proper equipment as I don't fear death, but I would rather enjoy my energy in this form for until its time for it to change. )
So yes, I am feeling nice and warm, neuropathy pain is down to a 3, when its an 8+ normally. Back pain is eh there but not bad. I have been doing too much ketamine lately (80MG of pure K puts me into an OK space but my head is scattered to enjoy the pain relief.. this seems nice, I can type, and too much at that! (sorry)).
All things said, this isn't bad, nor is it scary as some make it out to be, I smoked 8MG total, waited an hour, than 35mins ago I did 6MG mixed with .5ML of water sublingually.
OK so I have looked over this post, and tried to correct it (I suck a writing) but maybe the way this is wrote will show how its altering my head space, I notice it, I wont change the post due to this. I will come back and review it once it has cleared my system
.. This took me over an hour to type out neuropathy pain is still very tolerable but I don't think this will be useful in daily life, and doesn't seem as fun as ketamine, I did take 2MG of GHB (1MG per ML) earlier along with 2MG alprazolam to help with anxiety, which my normal meds are this, 1MG xanax 3x a day, 8MG suboxone 2x a day (I only take it once a day so 8mg a day not 16mg) and Cymbalta 30MG once a day (This is a "hold me over" until I could get my medical tests done *MRI, neruo shock tests etc..* which are DONE! now I go to my Neurologist this week! its been 3 long months, hopefully their data along with my research can help myself and others.)

I found LSD to help me thru a ton of mental issues that lead me to a bad place, I am better now and respect chemicals and am very careful on how I use and test things. SO after having fun with CL-pcp and HO-pcp and some others I found some 3-MeO-PCP, I have been freaked out by the reviews on it. So its sat around until tonight, its the 4th of july (or was) and I figured what the hell I am in a good mood and stable so lets give this a go.. My father in law passed a few months back. He was a cop and looking thru his things I found a BUNCH of test kits (I know his energy wanted me to find them, it was in a horded house in an odd spot. I found a bag of these boxes of test kits.. saved me 50$ *I was going to order my own kit but medical bills have kept me away from doing so*)
Anyways i got my half gram of MeO and poped it in the tube and broke the 2 chemicals (reagents) and it told me right away that it is indeed clean PCP (pics below).
I have a vape coils for DMT, and I had a new coil so I used it for PCP (I have always taken pcp by sublingually, I LOVE CL-PCP, but with the MeO I wanted to test smoking this for the reason that its such a small dose, and yes I do have a microgram scale (its not some 40$ cheap one, oh no.. chemo chemicals killed me *white blood cell count went to nothing, I coded, some how I am alive today, a blood transfusion is the only reason.. so go.. give blood please!* so I did spend the money to have proper equipment as I don't fear death, but I would rather enjoy my energy in this form for until its time for it to change. )
So yes, I am feeling nice and warm, neuropathy pain is down to a 3, when its an 8+ normally. Back pain is eh there but not bad. I have been doing too much ketamine lately (80MG of pure K puts me into an OK space but my head is scattered to enjoy the pain relief.. this seems nice, I can type, and too much at that! (sorry)).
All things said, this isn't bad, nor is it scary as some make it out to be, I smoked 8MG total, waited an hour, than 35mins ago I did 6MG mixed with .5ML of water sublingually.
OK so I have looked over this post, and tried to correct it (I suck a writing) but maybe the way this is wrote will show how its altering my head space, I notice it, I wont change the post due to this. I will come back and review it once it has cleared my system




