Chris Timothy
Bluelighter
Is it really the case that MXE was so superior, or are we all so tolerant to dissociatives nowadays, and memories grew sweeter with time?
I don't know if I had zero NMDA antagonist tolerance and knowledge. Someone would give me 5 dissociatives including mxe, some pcp analogs, ketamine etc.
Would I choose MXE?
Maybe, maybe not. I would have picked MXE too for the longest time. One one-year binge and life has transformed into a permanently trippy experience, I don't think any other pcp analog would have been so forgiving. Currently I'm blown away even more by the dissociative mushroom. This one feels life-transforming from just one single ritual night done well. So at the moment, if those five dissociatives included MXE and amanita muscaria, I'd pick the latter.